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This might be a weird way to reach out but. I miss roleplaying, like a lot. But I also generally feel like ive disappointed many people here... but. Anyways, considering coming back. If you wanna hmu feel free to on discord (michael#0516) or on my main blog @fazpark or honestly just send this acc an ask/dm because i might be checking in some times. Peace

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When I was hospitalized back in 2016 homestuck was my comfort media. I had gotten into homestuck around 2014, but around 2016, it was my life line. This is an actual picture I drew of Mituna while i was hospitalized. I remmeber being upset bc there weren’t the colors I wanted- but now that I look back at it I like how it came out. I want to redraw it but I dont feel like it’d be fair to younger me.

Homestuck has been a huge special interest since I was a very very young teen, and its followed me everywhere i went. I met my best friend through homestuck fanart, I coped with my mental illnesses by relating to characters who behaved similar to me, when I went to school for the first time in my life I used escapism to cope, and of course i escaped by daydreaming about homestuck.

It was homestuck that made me take my art seriously because I too wanted to make a comic. It made me start writing, even if i started writing by doing stupid character x reader fanfics. I made my first ocs in homestuck. Trips I went on with my parents before life changing moments i remember drawing Sollux in the hotel room. In freshmen year id calm myself down by doodling my favorite characers with cheap pens on lined paper. I remember writing my own aus, my own theories and stories about the dancestors and ancestors. Homestucks been with me through everything, and its “dorky” and “cringy” but it got me through the worst and best parts of my life.

I want to reread it, but with how my life is right now, idk when I’ll get around to it. But its not something I can just forget about. I wish I could draw something new, something big for 4/13, but with my computer i cant. Hopefully my 15 year old selfs drawing will do. Im sure he’d be more than happy to know I’ve made it so far, and to know I still really like homestuck (and Mituna, lol. Hed probably go insane if he knew his future initials would be MT)

Happy 413 guys.

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might actually have a reason to revive curlingrod after all....))

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nudges everyone over to @coll4p2e bc hes going to be active))

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yall ever just make a muse with a bunch of potential and just. let them rot?

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if people came with warning labels, what would mine be?

I’m interested to see what you guys come up with.

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im not a destructive person i swear! *looks at the x button i ripped off my keyboard bc i was angry* hm. does not show my true personality))

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So goddamn pissed that i go legally brain dead))

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self care is jamming out to a treasure trove cove 30 minute long mashup while chugging coffee and drawing

who am i drawing? well...who else! the psiioniic

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I DID NOTT EVEN 2AY ANYTTHING IN2ULTTING .

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yoursignless replied to your post: I DO NOTT WANTT TTWO COMMENTT ON MY DA2H BUTT I...

BECAUSE FUCK YOU, THAT’S WHY.

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I DO NOTT WANTT TTWO COMMENTT ON MY DA2H BUTT I GUE22 I WILL . 

WHY ARE ONLY MUTTANTT2 ONLINE .

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MNH . I HAVE NOTT BEEN PO2TTING A LOTT BECAU2E EVERYTTHING 2UCK2 2O I 2LEEP . BUTT TTHATT 2UCK2 TTWO .

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My fucking computer: oh yeah i can run minecraft for hours without overheating but if you use clipstudio or DARE you even THINK about using chrome you will kill me

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marquise-mindfang replied to your post: i literally hate stimming because sometimes i get...

U gotta restart the song now

I DID. TRUST ME I ALWAYS DO 

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i literally hate stimming because sometimes i get too into a song and start flailing my arms around and it rips out my headphones and leaves me confused and angry))

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~~~Oh gog, d-do you need help?!? I can try and provide asssissstance!!!~~~

NO I ALREADY HAVE AN IDEA OF WHATT TTWO DO . ITT RELY2 ON ME BEING 2ECRETTIVE BUTT ITT WILL WORK .TTHANK YOU TTHOUGH . HELP I2 NOTT REQUIRED .