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One ship that I personally can’t get behind is WillxAdam, not because I think it’s bad but because I’ve just seen them so much as brothers in media and stuff that I just see them as brothers now when it comes to that. And also in my fic they’re brothers so I’m sure that doesn’t help!

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My friends always flame me and they always say “and for the cannibalism” like am I eating people and don’t know? Like last time I checked I’m not actually a cannibal🫠

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I got called “autistic teenage Hannibal” last night and honestly yeah, like the doctors won’t diagnose me with autism or even test me for that matter but it’s obvious enough already (I’m not self diagnosing don’t come for me pls)

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I saw a tiktok and my life has just been changed… a ship edit of Will Graham and Remus Lupin actually insane I never knew I needed that until now

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Yes, Will kissed Alana for a source of stability when he was really noticing his encephalitis (but didn’t know it at the time) but I also feel like he kissed her because he wanted to admit to himself that he could like women, that is attraction to Hannibal was nothing of the romantic sort. Growing up in Louisiana definitely didn’t help his feelings, he probably reeked of internalized homophobia, saying to himself that “as long as it’s not me, I’m okay with it.” And feeling love for another man was a feeling so unknown to him that he didn’t know what to do, so he kissed Alana. I also feel like he may have actually liked her, but in a way that he fell for someone to give him attention that wasn’t Hannibal, because he didn’t want to fall for Hannibal. Anyway lolzies I thought of this randomly and he definitely was like “okay well neither Hannibal or I are great people so what does it matter if I’m gay? It’s fine we can just kill and eat them if they don’t like it.”

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How do I understand Will and Hannibal’s characters better??? Because in a way I already do understand them, but when it comes to writing I feel like I blank and write them completely ooc and stuff and I’m on my 10th watch of the show and I just feel like I can never fully understand them.

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I just watched casino royale, I didn’t realize le chiffre turned into Nigel

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The thing is with my spacedogs fic I don’t even need to write it that well because every person that reads spacedogs is happy with whatever they get so I know I can write better but it’s honestly fun to just put an idea out there with Nigel and Adam you know? Especially a high school au it’s really fun but it’s definitely not my best writing😭 and I do a little over 2k words per chapter because ngl I get bored writing them💀 and if I write too much obviously I’ll run out of ideas soon enough but this is a little rant cause it’s 1:40am right and I am not tired but I’m so bored and I want to write but I don’t feel like it!

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I posted this as if I’m not actively writing a spacedogs fic

I am sick of pretending that spacedogs would be a wholesome ship because everyday Nigel would live in fear of Adam leaving him for someone else, be that overprotective boyfriend, constantly checking Adam’s phone, his laptop, forcing him to stay with him every waking hour of the day which in turn makes Adam’s anxiety skyrocket. He always feels like Nigel doesn’t trust him, causing frequent meltdowns and panic attacks that Nigel struggles to help him with. Nigel doesn’t know how to comfort Adam in those times, doesn’t know how to feel what his boyfriend feels and ends up hurting Adam more than he helps him. And Adam doesn’t understand why Nigel thinks he would cheat, he doesn’t know what he did to be accused of that almost every week. Neither of them understand each other no matter how hard they try.

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Do you guys think Hannibal would like my chemical romance

Im joking

Maybe

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He looks so betrayed, after he says “see me” like he knows Will could have left with him and he didn’t, even after he showed him his true self that he never lets anyone else see.

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Guys imagine Will as like a 14 year old in Louisiana playing guitar and singing on the streets cause he needs the money and like wayyyyyy after like that and everything and when he’s with Hannibal there’s a guitar and he just whips it out and starts singing this country song or something and Hannibal is like “oh wow so cool Will you’re so talented and handsome ohhhhhhh wowwwww”

I have my chem regents and I’m not okay

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I saw a tiktok the other day and it has made me realize that I want to see Hugh Dancy in drag.

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No one talks about how GAY S2E8 is like “stop right there.” “tell me, how would you do it? With my hands.” “I don’t wanna kill you anymore, doctor Lecter.” “It won’t feel like killing me.” *sees a man crawl out of a horse* “with all my knowledge and intrusion, I could never entirely predict you.” Like?????

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Whenever I read spacedogs fics I just think there’s really popular headcannons about Adam until I realize people just pay close attention to the movie and don’t just stare at Hugh dancy like I do

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Hannibal and everything’s the same but Will gets confused and mistakes the Chesapeake ripper as Jack the Ripper so he’s just suspicious of Jack Crawford the entire time because he thinks he’s looking for Jack the Ripper and Hannibal just gets off freely