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“I want to go on T, but what if it makes me ugly”

what if it does? Time marches on, it’s not gonna spare you. You’ll grow old, you’ll become ugly, you’ll die. And I won’t let you die in a body that isn’t yours just because the world beat you down and made you prioritize the surface level attractions of people who don’t respect you over your own happiness. Take the shot, become ‘ugly’, I’ll still fucking love you, man.

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MOOD BOARD FOR FLESH :3!!!

(mwheheheheheh >:})

@fallenmeat-thing

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fallen angelkin moodboard ? i see many fallen angelkin with bitter / painful memories of their god / gods , so i thought id try my hand at capturing what it might feel like to have lived through that,and experienced falling from grace.

i hope wherever you are you’re okay now.

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I rly want to spend forever explaining in detail my alterhuman identity but also like damn that would take forever and might not even make sense

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fallen angelkin

angel of grief, william wetmore story \\ the civil war, anne sexton \\ a city like a guillotine shivers on its way to the neck, ilya kaminsky \\ slut, daphne gottlieb \\ the fallen angel, alexandre cabale \\ google search results \\ the fallen angel, willem de zwart \\ unknown \\ grief lessons: four plays by euripides, anne carson \\ tanerelle, ig

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is somebody gonna match my freak

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The feeling’s mutual buddy

CW: Cannibalism and Blood

The sexual tension is through the roof

Anyways there’s your narinder scar backstory

Spoiler alert: He currently parades em’ around like a trophy. Like “Look! Look! Your leader gave me these scars. Have they ever done the same to you? No! You are unworthy.” Lmao

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Taylor Russell in, 'Bones and All,' 2022 Directed by Luca Guadagnino

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cannibalism as a metaphor for love but also as a metaphor for metamorphosis and sex and hunger that does not stop at the stomach.

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Blood and Flowers by Mars Adler

goodreads

Two warring vampire families must set aside their differences to solve the disturbing mystery of an old curse.

No one has been able to set foot in the D’Arcy family’s ancestral home for the last twenty years. The family was forced to relocate, and the only place they could find was close to their rival family, the Kanes. Proximity and years of anger have brought the situation to a boiling point, and it’s only so long before all-out war ensues.

As a last attempt at peace, the Kane patriarch sends his half-witch, half-vampire advisor, Elio, to help one of the D’Arcy sons try to unravel the house’s mysteries. The only problem? Elio and Valerian D’Arcy hate each other. Years of mediating for their families have left them embroiled in a bitter rivalry, and unable to trust each other.

Elio only accepted the offer because his real mission is to find any vulnerability in the D’Arcy family to exploit. Finding a weakness in Valerian should be easy, but Elio’s priorities shift to survival as the house traps them inside and starts playing deadly tricks on them.

Elio and Valerian must rely on each other as the house tests them and drives them closer than either one of them could have imagined. As they face threats neither one of them could have imagined, Elio and Valerian become entangled in deadly desires with dire consequences. Their relationship will be changed forever, if they make it out alive.

Mod opinion: I haven't read this yet but I do love haunted houses.

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Unholy Favors by Mars Adler

goodreads

Two tales of sinister influence, two trans protagonists struggling to come to terms with the consequences of relying on the supernatural to fix their problems. Trick or Treat.

THE SOUL LOTTERY

Tate played the soul lottery and won a single wish ten years ago, but now his years of fortune are up, and the demon who owns his soul has come to collect. On the run from Hellhounds, and with only one person to turn to, he's out of options. But what awaits him isn't what he expects.

SILVERTONGUED DREAMS

Kiran is an insomniac and college student who dreams of more than what he has. After finding a rare spell book, he brings an egregore into being, and feeds it his ideas and dreams in hopes that it can be his equal and help him become great. But what happens when his dreams outpace him and take on their own life?

Mod opinion: I haven't read this trans horror short stories yet, but they are on my to be read list.

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this isn’t normal. this isn’t how life is supposed to feel. if you don’t think about it it can’t hurt you. I found our hearts and they were still beating. there is still time.

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Bugcrush (2006)

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horror anthologies are always such a ride. i started reading it for bugcrush and next thing i know this one is guy is fucking a cyclops to deal with his sexual trauma

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bugcrush (2006) – dir. carter smith