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[becoming crazed] art should physically harm you

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one thing about me… im gonna get whatever i desire…..

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You say you're lonely in a way only men know. That it's beyond close friendship and romantic attachment, but something deeper at your core, a profound sense that you'll always be alone, that I'll never understand.

You say you’re lonely, so you download Tinder, and get to swiping right on the hottest singles in Central Jersey. You find a woman with large breasts from down the road. You make a joke about taking percocet and asks if she smokes (marijuana. But you’re not one of those creepy plugs that offers weed to women in exchange for sex, no, not you. Although, you do sell, sometimes, only to friends, you tell her). Her profile says she likes coffee dates. You chat for weeks. You’re not available during the day, your bedtime is 6AM. You only invite her over at night, can she drive, you ask. She “ghosts,” you, and you’re indignant. Did you know she has a Bachelor’s degree? Are you lonely now?

You say you're lonely; So lonely, that when you're living in domesticity, when a woman does the washing and cleaning for you, you bring another woman into her bed. She was gone for less than two days. Were you really so lonely then?

Man, I tell you, you make women suicidal. After everything you do to women, maybe you received the loneliness you go on and on about. Maybe you deserve to be lonely. Maybe you're the one who will never understand the loneliness.

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bedside

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*taunts you with my quiet dignity*

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Morris Huberland Girl Gang, New York City c.1959

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just destroyed the seed of death

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But sometimes a great sadnes covers the anger, when I imagine you as a child, and I want to cry.

I'm very angry with you. I wasn't an angry person before. But now I'm so angry, I wish I had hurt you.

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I'm very angry with you. I wasn't an angry person before. But now I'm so angry, I wish I had hurt you.

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