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pretty pretty please let me feel wanted and loved for once instead of this never-ending emptiness

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Sylvia Plath, from The Collected Poems of Sylvia Plath; "The Bee Meeting,"

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“Mouthful of Forevers”, Clementine von Radics

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Tired of not mattering enough

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feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

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Some days I don’t exist. My bed becomes a casket.

- Juansen Dizon

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Anger was just a disguise.

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Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

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i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

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"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired