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Love story

We were both young when we first met,

That day in ninth grade I can never forget.

We didn’t really know each other then,

But we would eventually, it was only a matter of when.

We learned about one another through chance,

Our relationship from there never advanced.

You had your people, while I had mine,

That’s just how it was at that point in time.

Then our worlds turned upside down,

When you started to show your frown.

I discovered what it was really like,

To be with someone who you really dislike.

All the cheating and lies,

All of the lonely cries.

All the joy he tried to strip,

We bonded over that broken ship.

We became closer than ever before,

But there wasn’t anything I was looking for.

But then one day everything changed,

It was something that was never arranged.

I could never look at you the same,

But in doing so I felt a lot of shame.

I didn’t think that I was enough,

I thought that the past was just too rough.

You had eyes for other boys,

While I was here feeling like a bunch of white noise.

But then our true feelings started to grow,

The love we have for each other started to show.

We weren’t expecting what had developed,

But we had to keep it all enveloped.

It was our special thing for no one to see,

but it wasn’t always joyous and free.

We learned to work with it, we still are now,

The reason we stayed so strong is no question of how.

It will never be a tale full of honor and glory,

But that is just our love story.

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Time is a prison

10:00 : I just finished getting ready for bed, I washed my face & brushed my teeth & finally put my pj's on. I laid on my comfy bed and hoped that tonight I could get some rest.

10:25: I haven’t been able to fall asleep yet, I’ve just been playing on my phone, I feel tired, but I can’t seem to drift off.

10:43: I’ve been rolling around in my bed for what seems like forever now, I can’t find the right spot that makes  me feel comfortable.

11:03: I feel so tired, but I can’t sleep. Why can’t I sleep?

12:03: Just when I finally started to drift off, I was woken up by the sound of mom and dad fighting upstairs. They are very loud...

12:46: I tried texting my boyfriend but we just ended up fighting again, I hate when this happens, It just makes it harder to sleep.

1:10: I couldn’t stop crying, he can be such a dick sometimes I don’t even know why I bother with him.

1:16: Mom & Dad found something else to argue about...

1:32: I’ve been playing on my phone again, I’ve beaten all the games I had downloaded. I don’t feel like playing another game

1:47: I’m starting to watch funny videos on YouTube. It’s starting to make me feel better.

1:59: My phone died, I have nothing to distract myself with now

2:05: I’m feeling very anxious, I don’t know why

2:12: My stomach hurts, it really hurts...

2:15: I threw up in the toilet, I still feel sick

2:17: My mom yelled at me for waking up my sister, she made me put her back to sleep

3:27: She finally fell back asleep, it’s always so hard to get her back to sleep again. I feel even more tired

3:33: Nothing is working, I can’t fall back asleep. My mind is racing

3:41: I feel so sick, my stomach is turning faster than a washing  machine. I feel so stressed out, I can’t settle down.

3:43: I decided to study for a bit, maybe it will help me put my mind to rest

3:54: I have realized that I don’t know anything about what i’m studying, I thought I did but my mind has just gone blank

4:44: I’ve been studying for so long, I feel like i’m going to die!

4:53: I’ve been crying on my bed, I feel so worried about school, I’m behind in all of my classes and i’m failing night school. The relationship i’m in is so toxic, I want to leave but if I do i’ll have no one left. My parents are always fighting, I can’t remember the last time they kissed. It’s so hard to live like this, it hurts so much

5:15: I forgot to charge my phone, my alarm won’t go off when I need to get up in a couple of minutes. I’m going to try to sleep for 15 minutes before I have to get ready for work.

5:55: I’ve slept in again, I should have been out of the house 10 minuets ago. I’m going to be late again, I have no time to eat, no time to shower or at least look decent. This is the 3rd time this week. They’re going to fire me for sure.

6:43: My boss yelled at me for being late again, he did it in front of the entire staff. I’m just a big joke around here

6:50: My shift starts now, here goes another day of hell. Maybe i’ll actually sleep tonight?   

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Goodbye (A conversation I wish I had)

Goodbye, is what I would have said if I was awake.

I was pretty young when you slipped away from me.

I wanted to tell you so many things, but I didn’t know a lot yet.

I wanted to ask you many more questions, but never found the time.

If I could go back to the past, I’d spend it all with you.

I never got the chance to see your lively face one last time.

If I knew the night that I hugged you would be our last, I would 

Have hugged you longer and say that I’m sorry for not being the

Best to you.

I will always cherish the time we spent together,

The times I’d sit in your lap while playing with your grey chiseled beard

While you read me bedtime stories.

Your dark brown eyes like balls of chocolate that would be the last thing my eyes saw every night.

If I only knew you wouldn’t be in my life forever, I would have told you how much I will miss you.

I would tell you that you were the glue that held my world in place.

And how when you were gone,

a piece of me would have gone with you, but a piece of you would stay with me forever.

I have grown since you last saw me in person, but I know that you have been watching over me since then.

You’ve guided me my entire life, and have helped me more than you know.

Whenever I feel like my world is crashing down, I think of my happy times with you.

I will always miss you, and will never forget what you gave me.

I love you always

Padrino

-Sincerely, your Godson 

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What is blue?

She is the calmness of the waves.

Her brightness fills your body with rest.

She is refreshing.

She sounds quiet, but feels so loud and vibrant.

She leaves a fresh taste in your mouth when you bite into her,

and her scent smells as if she bathed in the sea.

Blue makes you feel relaxed, while also making you feel restless,

Like you want to explore her oceans and sky's.

She makes you want to swim, while you feel her cool breath tickle your skin.

Blue makes you feel free.

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The valley of dreams

Sometimes I wish I could run away, to the valley of dreams

Where all my problems would disappear,

The valley that dissolves my dilemmas and worries,

I wish I could run away from my feelings,

From the places and people that cause me stress,

The valley of dreams, the place where I can truly be myself, without having to worry about pleasing others,

The valley that brings smiles and fun, where the world can't interfere,

I wish I could run to it and stay for the day,

1 day, where I could leave it all behind in the valley of dreams,

The Vally of dreams, My escape, my utopia, my freedom.

If only it were real.

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The colonization of other planets?

The idea of colonizing other planets has been discussed before, but not in the way that is entirely serious. In today’s day and age, this idea isn't unreasonable as we made it out to be. Science has come along way since the beginning of the 21st century. We are able to accomplish many new feats that were once deemed impossible are now being seen as achievable. The question of whether or not humans can colonize other planets has turned into the question of should humans colonize other planets.

The answer to that isn't quiet as simple as saying “well if we can do it, then why don't we"? The galaxy is a vast space, another world of sorts. Our earth is a tiny speck in the galaxy, and our solar system could be one of the many million out there. The point being that there is no telling what else lies outside of our known solar system, there could be other life forms out there that still have yet to be discovered. Let’s say that one day (maybe even in the near future) the earth becomes uninhabitable. If this happened either the entire human race goes extinct or we find another planet to inhabit, which one do you think we’d choose.

We would do anything and everything to keep the human race alive, and if that means we have to inhabit another planet, well then living on Mars doesn't seem like an outlandish idea anymore. The problem with that however is what is stopping us from repeating the same mistake? If we do find another planet like earth and live on it, who says that we aren't just going to pollute it again? What if other lifeforms live on that planet, are we just going to “colonize” what lives there too? When you stop and think about how we humans are, would it really be a good idea to live on another planet?

We still have so much to learn about the galaxy, but can there really be a planet out there that can fit all 7 billion of us on it? Can even all 7 billion people go to another planet to live, wouldn't that cost a lot of money for the government to fund the building of hundreds of thousands of rockets to fly us all there?

No. Even if there was another planet we could inhabit if the earth goes to shit (which is already happening) not all 7 billion people would be able to go. Most likely the rich would be the only ones to head out into outer space, but what about us common folk? We would either all be left here to survive ourselves or kill each other to grab a spot on one of the ships. Either way you look at it, it would be an all out war. We would be living in a real apocalyptic movie. It may look cool on screen but I definitely don't want to be living in that, do you?

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Twisted Love

Ever since I laid eyes on her, I knew we were in love. She may have not known it at the time, but she had stolen my heart. I have always been an outsider in my school so I’ve never had any real friends, just the cafeteria staff that I got my breakfast from daily, however I wouldn’t consider a simple hello as us being real friends.

But she was different, oh she was more than any old friend, we were lovers. It all started when I walked into my Biology class first period, I was surprised that I arrived on time for once and was a little excited to get a full work period in. I wasn’t a bad student, I just didn’t like to wake up in the morning.

Anyways, I was shocked to find out that Mr. Evans (my usual homeroom teacher) wasn’t already in class. He usually arrives 45 minutes before the bell, so he could set up everything in order to save time. It was 15 minutes after the bell and the rest of the class began to worry, he was never late for anything.

Suddenly the door of the classroom opened and what walked through had to be an angel sent from heaven. I remember the first thing I saw were her pitch black high heels, then in came her long toned legs, when the rest of her body came in the door I felt my jaw hit the floor.

I remember her so vividly, she was wearing a short skirt that just went right up to her knees, she wore a silky baby blue blouse that hugged her curves tight. Her eyes were as blue as a pool of water, her long honey blonde hair was neatly straightened and moved to the side in order to display the artwork on her face.

She had ruby red lipstick that coated her lips, her curly black eyelashes nearly touched her thick eyebrows and her fair face had a bright glow to it, her complexion was mesmerizing. Our eyes met, and she gave me the warmest smile that made my heart skip a beat.

I could tell the other boys were drooling over her, I couldn’t blame them. She walked up to the desk and plopped down her massive purple purse, she then turned to the class and began to speak,

“Good morning boys and girls, as you can see your usual teacher isn’t here today, in fact i’m afraid he won’t be with you for quite some time. You see, Mr. Evans had a bad fall while cleaning out his gutters over the weekend, he’ll be alright but he won’t be able to do his usual teaching duties for awhile, I’m his daughter Mrs. Evans. I’m so excited to meet you all and can’t wait for us to work together”.

She let out a little giggle and began to start up her computer. I instantly fell in love with her. For the next couple of months, Mrs Evans was our homeroom teacher. She was way better than boring old Mr. Evans, along with being exceptionally sweet and practically looking like a greek goddess, she was very smart too.

I must have jumped out of my bed every morning, I was never late to her class because I didn’t want to miss a single thing. I never really took notes in her class however, I was to busy doodling love notes in my notebook, writing poems about her, thinking what life would be like to live with her, forever. When the other boys discovered my secret love journal, they tormented me with teasing for being so lovey dovey.

Mrs. Evans caught them one time picking on me, she scared them so badly that I could see the sweat run down their faces. She looked at me with her alluring eyes and gave me a little wink, that's when I knew we were in love. She would ask me to stay a bit after class to help clean up the lab and sometimes I would stay with her after school to help her with marking her other classes work.

We would talk about mundane things like the weather and all, but I knew she was flirting with me. I knew it was hard for her to keep her composure around me, I could tell she wanted me. For a long time, I thought we were really in love, but one day I caught a cold and couldn’t go to school for a few days, those days were pure tourcher, It felt like my heart was going to rip out of my chest due to the pain of being away from her.

When I finally returned to school, I was heartbroken. I showed up late and arrived a few minutes after class was over. When I walked to the classroom, the door was open, I looked inside and saw one of my classmates Lawrance helping her clean the lab, that was my job. They were giggling together and she had a smile on that i’ve never seen before, my heart shattered. 

I didn't go to school for awhile after that, I was filled with sadness,  and anger. When I did return Mrs. Evans didn't even welcome me back, she just looked at me with her cold dead icey eyes. Apparently we were going on a field trip to a barn that day, something about watching a live birth go on or something, but I didn't care.

It was just another thing she didn't tell me. When we arrived at the barn, we split up to explore, since I had no friends I just went alone. As I walked around aimlessly, I noticed Lawrance from the corner of my eye. He had a pair of rusty old scissors in his hand that he impaled into a nearby hay bale.

He walked into an old barn that looked abandoned, the paint on the outside that was once a bright red was now brown and dirty. I went to the hay bale, and stared intensely at the scissors. He took my love from me, she was the only person in this cruel world that gave a damn about me, and now she was gone and it was all his fault. I tugged the scissors out of the bale of hay and followed him into the barn.

I slowly opened the door that was being held with one hinge, it began to creak but he didn't seem to notice. He had a pair of white earbuds in that kept him from hearing what was going on. He had a sick big grin on his face, I knew he was thinking about Mrs. Evans, how beautiful she is, how madly in love she is with him, it made me sick. All I felt was rage, he stole my love from me, he needed to pay. Before he knew what hit him, I charged towards him and ramed the scissors into his back.

I kept stabbing him vigorously through his back, I felt his blood spill onto my hands, he jerked his head around and looked at me, I could see the fear in his dark brown muddy eyes, like he didn't know what was coming. He stole my love from me, he needed to die. Those five long minutes felt like an eternity, I was desperately gasping for air. Lawrance's lifeless body laid before me, it felt like a wave of relief washed off my chest.

The villain was slayed, and I could finally be with my love. I turned his body around and carved in his chest "I still Love You". The police came to get me a couple of minutes after they found the body, they knew I did it because I told Mrs. Evan's that he would never bother us again.

I thought she would look at me with those alluring eyes like she used to, but instead I was met with a look of pure fear, like I was some sick freak. I was so confused, I thought she really loved me. Now, I sit in this cold cell, writing this story because I have nothing better to do. I look back on what happened Thoes 8 long years ago and wonder, did she really love me?

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When will he be back?

His eyes glued to mine, he was a manifestation of my hopes,dreams and prayers. I was very young the last time I remember seeing him. His scruffy beard and warm smile were all 

I could remember of his face. I had vague memories of us living together, until he left that is. I would always ask mother “where is daddy, when will he be back?” to which her answer was always “one day sweetie”. I waited for what seemed like forever, the months turned into years faster than light.

As I grew, I started to realize he was never coming back. At first I thought that maybe I caused him to leave, I felt guilty for a long time knowing that I could have been the reason why we don’t get any calls from him. It was as if my anxiety was eating me alive.

The older I became, the more that fear became anger. I was angry at myself for making him leave, I took that out on my mother. I would yell at her and tell her over and over how much I hated her, I told her she was the reason dad left and that because of her I never felt real happiness.

Even with all the horrible things I said to her, she still told me the same thing “I love you, and nothing will change that.'' It broke me that no matter what came out of my mouth, she would always show me the same warm love she showed me my whole life, something my father never did.

I learned to read and write without him, I learned to shave without him, I learned to love without him, anything he could have taught me, my mom already did. I wish I wasn’t so harsh to her, she died before I could even say sorry.

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A dogs dream

The moon shined down its mellow glow as I made my way out of the old spine chilling house.

It made awful creeks with every clunky step I took. I could see the giant fast asleep in her seat, past out from the heavy meal she just ate. Her eyes drooped down her face and the wrinkles she tried to hide were hard to miss. I went to my corner to get my favourite toy bone, and went on my way never planning on returning to this place. I have tired of her abuse and fights, her kicks and punches gave me many sleepless nights. I krept away into the darkness and made a run for the woods.

My fur was riddled with dirt and ticks, she hasn’t bathed me in what feels like forever. The cold autumn winds howled in my ears, I whimpered and cried but I continued forward. I was determined for a better life, I wanted to be happy and be loved by someone nice. My stomach gave a low growl, I couldn’t stand the moldy meat that she used to force me to eat. I tried to find a cozy place to sleep, however the sound of hungry wolves snarls in the distance kept me up. 

As the Moon rose up to greet the sun, I could see a road at the end of the woods. I ran faster than I’ve ever before across the dull grey street that was before me. Soon the buildings awoke with the sun, and the hustle and bustle of the big city had begun. I searched for shelter and some food to eat, but the people kicked me out whenever I’d settle.

They all looked at me with pure disgust, I became more afraid than ever. The clouds began booming and shouting out loud, and soon the rain began to pour out. Now I was wet, hungry and I felt alone in the world, I started to think I would never find a forever home. I found a back alley and hid in an old refrigerator box, my stomach began to churn from the smell of dirty diapers and spoiled food.

I sat there alone in my refrigerator box, and began to sob. No one would love me or give me the time of day, I would always be alone forever in this scary world. My cries grew louder and louder, but I could hear another sound with them. They were the sound of footsteps splashing in puddles, they crept closer and closer to my box. From the small opening the box had in the front, I could see small yellow boots. I raised my head to see what it was, and was met with the most innocent gaze.

Her hazel eyes struck me with warmth, and her sweet smile made me feel safe. She went into her bright yellow coat pocket with her small hands and pulled out some bread she had kept. She stuck out her hand to feed it to me, then she stroked my fur with the softest touch I have ever felt. She looked at me and said, “You look sad little guy, Please stop crying I can be your friend”. I felt my eyes fill with tears , this is the happiest I've ever felt in what has felt like years. I didn't know it at the time, but this girl would soon be the light in my life.

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WC: Winter Wonderland

The snowflakes glistened as they fell onto the slopes of the monumental hill. The brisk breath of winter filled the air as families gathered together to celebrate the begging of the winter season. The colors of their flamboyant jackets disrupted the stillness of the white canvas that the snow had created for them. Their toboggans carved the snow with multiple patterns. Although the chilling frost froze their bones, their smiles kept them warm.      

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Knowing Nature

The scent of the earthy soil was first to hit my nose as I entered the park. The cicada sang their eerie tune as the sun shined down on me, embracing me with a warm hug. I felt my feet grind the dead leaves beneath me, it was saddening in a way but at least they got to be put to rest.

As my eyes wandered I could feel the air from my lungs leave due to the sight of the vibrant leaves atop of the mighty oak trees. I glanced up at the cloudy sky, it was as if an endless sea was right above me, it felt like I could almost touch it.

The distant cry of squirrels snapped me back to reality, seeing them scurrying around frantically scowering the ground for food made me chuckle, although I felt sympathy for them knowing that it wouldn't be long until the winter months were upon us. I could see the tired look in their eyes as they continued their search.

I found my self being drawn back to the sea above me, there were birds soaring proudly, not majestic birds but birds none the less.I envied them as they flew carelessly through the clouds, going to wherever their hearts desired, I wish I could fly too. Almost like magic, I felt the cool breeze cary me.

Its gentle touch gave me a sense of security, as if it were telling me that I could trust it. The wind swept me off the ground and took me with it, I felt like a bird soaring over the park. It was taking me to where my heart desired and for that moment, I felt free.

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I would like to acquire a part time place of employment since I enjoy to purchase items for my own personal pleasure.

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I want to get a job

I want to get a job because I want to make money. I want to have money to pay for things myself because I don't want to ask my parents for money. I want to be independent and not rely on them to buy things for me.