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I feel like this is bunny girl Oscar…idk I’m getting vibes. open at your own discretion!!! (ft. Edited bunny tail)

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Can I still send a pacific rim au prompt?

How about seb and Michael used to pilot together but they had an accident like in the movie.

And now mick is new in the Jaeger program and desperately wants to pilot with seb and see if they’re drift compatible (obviously they are) but seb doesn’t want to cause he doesn’t want mick to get hurt etc. but he doesn’t tell mick that (cause communication issues and guilt)…

Anon my beloved. Anon, this is literally everything I want to write in my next Pacific Rim AU never mind that I had 5 different Pacific Rim AUs already planned. Thank you for this prompt, please let me stew on it and hopefully turn it into an actual story, but here're some thoughts below the cut! Much thanks to @kritischetheologie for sharing her big brain energy on this! It's basically a Pacific Rim AU of our ABO AU. Haha.

Seb thinks he won't ever pilot again after the accident. His heart is so broken, his mind so fractured from when the Kaiju ripped their neural connection in two. He blames himself for not being strong enough. If he could have just been faster, stronger, maybe he could've pulled their Jaeger out of the way.

But the Pan Pacific Defense Corps needs pilots, now more than ever, and Seb's too valuable for them to let go. He's too experienced, too good at what he does. If he can't go back into a suit, at least he can train the recruits.

And then who should he meet, but fucking Mick Schumacher, new to the Jaeger Program.

It nearly makes Seb quit on instinct. God. He should be protecting Michael's kid, not training him to face the very thing that tore Michael away from them. Mark stops him from leaving, says, D'you think you leaving will save them? D'you think you'd serve better use hiding, than teaching these people what you know? Things that might save them? And Seb stays of course, because if there's one thing he can't stand it's the idea that anyone else will go through what he did.

And in the simulator, it's clear as day he's fucking drift compatible with Mick. Like, even more so than he was with Michael. Seb's in a spiral about it. Because, what the fuck is the universe trying to tell him? How is he so closely tied to the both of them in such a way? He's not strong enough to protect Mick, not in his current state. He can't be the downfall of both of them; he'd never forgive himself. Never.

So he refuses to even consider piloting with Mick. Even though all the superiors are like, the two of you could literally step into a suit the next day and make it work. And Mick's, god, Mick's fucking hurt. He doesn't understand why Seb won't even look him in the eye. He's grown to respect Seb so much after all the training. He sees the way Seb spends time with the recruits despite how much pain he seems to battle with. Seb's the kindest, gentlest, strongest soul he's come across. He never once blamed Seb for the accident. But why won't Seb pilot with him?

It comes to a head during a sparring session. Mick throws himself against Seb in a hurt kind of rage. Like, Why don't you trust me? Do you think I won't measure up to my father?

And it's possibly the most cruel blow Seb could have taken, because in all of this the only thing he's been trying to do is to keep Mick safe. He shuts down, doesn't defend. And maybe Mick - accidentally hurts Seb in this match?

And it's awful and they're both in so much pain and the truth comes tumbling out of Seb as he's shaking, partway to tears, and Mick is literally on his knees begging for forgiveness like, I didn't know, I didn't know Seb I'm so sorry--

Yeah that's what I have so far. Head in my hands, as I always say.

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a goodsir study, oil on panel, 12 x 16 in

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Whisper of the heart is my comfort movie lol

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Hawks and Miruko beach bffs thingy

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Working on new stuff!!

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Some relationships are you, a human, with a human partner, and other are you, a human, and your 240cm tall monster bf, but that’s okay - !! I included their backstory as well as the setting up of the general context for this AU below the cut so if you’re interested,,, do consider reading it fhdjdj;;; I’m really happy with how this turned out and it’s super fun to draw monster tooru and his 4 arms lmao I’m super excited for this AU;;; I really wanna draw more of it dndjjxjd

Keep reading

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FHQ Seijou backstory Part 3

When I was writing the scene I saw the opportunity to make it parallel the canon iwaoi moonlit declaration of eternal rivalry, so I took it.

Parts: [1] [2] [4] [5]

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Iwaoi x The Song of Achilles

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how come when i’m sobbing i repeatedly say “i want to go home.”

WHAT FUCKING HOME AM I TALKING ABOUT???

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“Not every flower belongs in every garden.”

― Leigh Bardugo, Ninth House

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andrew’s spiderman and ryan’s deadpool WHEN

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Sony be shitting tears rn

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the pure and raw pansexual transmasc/non-binary energy these 4 would be in a movie together.....

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<this scene3

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Leaked footage from Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness.

I spent 7 hours on this Community meme, please laugh.