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😭 scarred..

dramione ft harry is my jam

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this excerpt.. huge

When does life begin again? After the fallout, when you wake up, when you realize that you are still alive. Do you shake out your bones, do you memorize the pulses of your blood? Do you ever stop feeling like you’re still in it, like you’ll never get out of it? Maybe you hide from it. Maybe you keep it hidden under your skin, because it’s easier than facing it, because facing it is acknowledging what you have lost to get there. Maybe you throw it away, because you’re afraid, and it might kill you or restore you, but you don’t know. You can’t know. Maybe it starts when the smoke begins to clear from a battle, when dawn lights up the faces of her side. Maybe it’s when Draco wakes up in a hospital bed instead of never waking up at all. When Ron will finally realize that she is really there, and when Harry finds that he no longer has to be a hero because he has finished what he was born to do. When George flips the sign to Open on his and his brother’s shop, when Dean paints a face of someone he loves that isn’t dead, when Lavender climbs her mountain in Asia. Life is a circle. It is a war. It builds, climaxes, ebbs out of the fallout, and then builds again. Every night someone goes to sleep to the end of the world, but one morning, they wake up. They shake out their bones, they realize they have survived. They begin again, that human struggle for peace, that desperate reach for happiness. Hermione thinks it begins now. Draco’s fingers twisted in the fabric at the back of her shirt, as they stand there like the last solid structure in the entire world. She knows that the world can never be a place that finds true peace – but she can, they can. The war is over, and they have won. Life stretches out before them, waiting for them to make it worth it. Some elusive happiness there to overwhelm them. (x)

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ohhh this list was good as hell

[ i know i have a few dramione fic recs floating around out there, but i thought it might be fun to spice it up a bit! some of these are one-shots, others are novel-length, and most have mature themes - be sure to check the warnings! ]

beginning and ending with two philosophical epics which dig into the prejudice that defines draco and hermione’s world, this list uncovers the story of our favorite ship. from hogwarts to st. mungos and azkaban to the ministry, there’s a little bit of everything here. happy crying reading! 

the nietzche classes by beringae / 191k words

seven times by kerriclifford240879 / 16k words

bad faith by morrighan256 / 56k words

silhouettes by bex-chan / 11k words

difficult by provocative-envy / 87k words

a pale and pointed mirror by musyc / 43k words

static by galfoy / 75k words

isolation by bex-chan / 279k words

bitter/sweet by provocative-envy / 6k words

creatures of the wind by everythursday / 15k words

ambition’s end by hanako a / 255k words

intoxication by namelessamelie / 8k words

the fallout by everythursday / 310k words

with teeth by provocative-envy / 5k words

silencio by akashathekitty / 92k words

hunted by bex-chan / 191k words

the mind trap by lainella fay / 5k words

the politician’s wife by pir8fancier / 67k words

graveyard valentine by bex-chan / 9k words

when the bell tolls by everythursday / 148k words

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hello

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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a very dramione valentine’s day to the lovely @driventodramione​! x

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get to know me [ 3/? films ] ≡ the social network (2010) - dir. david fincher               whatever it is that’s gonna trip you up, you’ve done already. private behavior is a relic of a time gone by - and if somehow, someway, you’ve managed to live your life like the dalai lama, they’ll make shit up. because they don’t want you. they want your idea.

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get to know me [ 7/? films] –– ATONEMENT, dir. Joe Wright

How old do you have to be before you know the difference between right and wrong? Do you have to be eighteen? Do you have to be eighteen before you can bring yourself to own up to a lie? There are soldiers of eighteen old enough to be left to die on the side of the road! Did you know that? Five years ago you didn’t care about telling the truth. You and all your family, you just assumed that for all my education, I was still little better than a servant, still not to be trusted. Thanks to you, they were able to close ranks and throw me to the fucking wolves!

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cuntiest thing the boys ever did was own the name one direction like they are the sole owners of the brand name one direction and simon doesn't own shit so that at least now i know that he will never be able to profit off of liam's death

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god my heart hurts . it hurts so much

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i can't move past Louis' "A message to you Liam if you’re listening" and Zayn's "Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me" because there was STILL SO MUCH left unsaid.

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I feel so fucking lucky to have been shaped into the person I am today by One Direction. 2024 me does not exist as I am today, without them. How lucky am I to have be changed by them. I’m here today on this tumblr, with all of you- friends, mutuals, strangers- because of them. One Direction will always be woven into the fabric of my memories, experiences and dreams. That is a truth that cannot change. I am so so lucky to have loved them and be loved by so many of you because of them. Wow.

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the fact that the first time zayn has been included in a 1d official sign off in almost 10 years was in a tribute to liam mourning his death… i havent known a moment of peace

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Sometimes l'm late because I sit like this for a long time

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one direction will always be so so so bittersweet to me like they were such a foundation of my teenage years while at the same time those boys were spending most of their days trapped in hotel rooms or waking up at 2 am to record an album and non stop touring and working so much more than anyone let alone a bunch of teenage boys should work and its always been hard to reconcile those two realities especially on a day like today because god when they were good together, they were so good together.

and i just don't think anything like them will ever happen again. 5 boys from basically working class backgrounds thrust into a level of fame the height of which hadn't been seen for decades, all of them becoming the breadwinners of their families before the age of 18. the immense pressure but also the amount of fun they were. the tragedy and joy of it all intertwined. really impossible to put into words

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women in STEM (shitty posture, tired all the time, eyebags, miserable)