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ᴅᴀɴ  ɴᴏᴅᴅᴇᴅ, ʜᴇᴀᴅ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ  a  bit.  a  pang  of      something  —-  jealousy  maybe ?  —- hit  him.  a  craving  to  find  something    other    than  the  drink  to  occupy  his  time  and  keep  his  own  shine  at  bay.  his  mother  passed years  ago,  leaving  another    hollow  hole     ins  his  chest,  one  never  to  fill.  ❛  that’s  nice,   ❜  he  responded  honestly,  the  faintest  of  smiles  lifting  on  his  lips.     ❛  SHIT’S    a  lot  easier  with  people.   ❜  

     “SHE’S dead,” he adds, sensing the other’s mood shift, somehow thinking it might help in some way, “my birth mother hasn’t spoken to me in twenty years.” it was bittersweet, possessing the gifts he had, he never really lost anyone they just manifested in a different way. “I’ll listen if you need to offload... I’m a doctor so I’m used to people telling me their problems.”

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“ and apart from me, there is no savior.”       ISAIAH 43:11

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ʙʟᴜᴇ  ᴇʏᴇꜱ ɢʟᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴜᴘ   at  the  other  a  curious  knit  in  his  brow.  a  pounding  in  his  head  ached  from  last  nights  festivities,  dulling  his  already  drowsy  shine.  it  sparked  enough  to  twinge  in  the  back  of  the  mind,  but  nothing  more.  ❛   how  do  you  handle  it? ❜  the  question  held  a  soft,  genuine  tone.  maybe  the  other  man  could  offer  tips  beyond  drowning  such  feelings  under  an  ocean  of  booze.   

    FEATURES softened and his lips began to curl into a faint smile at the question. He blinked slowly while he considered his answer -- how did he handle it? “I talk to my second Mum. Honestly. She listens. I like to read, and I like to draw so that can help.”

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         ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ  ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ  ᴀᴛ  ʜɪꜱ  ꜱɪᴅᴇ,  before  running  ragged  through  his  hair,  sticking  the  already  disheveled  hair  up  in  all  directions.    ❛  i’m  not  a     WHOLE  PERSON,    and  i  don’t  think  i  ever  will  be.  part  of  me  died   in  the  house  i  grew  up  in  and  i  visit  them  in  nightmares.  ❜

     THE faint lump in his throat moved up and down as he swallowed thickly while his mind busied itself trying to process the other man’s words. Blinking a few times before answering, in a hushed tone as if confessing a secret, “I can honestly say I know how that feels.”

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HELLO         THERE

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someone help me brainstorm character ideas and tell me how terrible they are

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now i’ve finished playing far/cry 5 i really wanna make either a seed sibling rp or something based on the whole thing?  one of my first ocs was a guy who was based loosely on john constantine, so i’m thinking i re-invent that guy but make him kinda villainous? idk idk idk 

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*: ･ﾟ✧   interrogation starters.

feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.

CALM / QUESTIONING.

“ tell me, what happened?”

“ did you see anything?”

“ what do you remember?”

“ do you remember anything unusual?”

“ please, try to remember as much as you can.”

“ every detail is important.”

“ and what happened next?”

“ and what did you do when all this took place?”

“ what were you doing around __ am/pm?”

“ where were you around __ am/pm?”

“ can anyone verify that?”

“ was someone with you?”

“ and you had nothing to do with it?”

“ and you weren’t involved?”

“ did you see it happen?”

“ did you see who did it?”

“ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?”

CARING / UNDERSTANDING.

 “ you seem scared… is that why you don’t want to talk?”

“ did someone hurt you?”

“ it’s okay. you can tell me.”

“ you were just trying to defend yourself, weren’t you?”

“ we can take a break, if you want.”

“ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.”

“ it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.”

SUSPICIOUS.

“ there is something you’re not telling me.”

“ i think you’re lying.”

“ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?”

“ except what you’re telling me doesn’t align with what we already know.”

“ seems to me like you know more than you’re letting in on.”

“ what aren’t you telling me?”

“ who are you trying to protect?”

“ so you really don’t know what any of it means? no clue at all?”

“ they must’ve told you more than that.”

“ you have to have seen more than that.”

“ and you want me to believe you don’t remember?”

“ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?”

“ an accident? is that what you’re going with?”

DEMANDING.

“ i need you to tell me the truth.”

“ i need you to tell me what happened.”

“ i know you’re not telling me the truth.”

“ that doesn’t line up with the evidence. so… you wanna try that again?”

“ stop lying. i already know that’s not what happened.”

MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.

“ what do you want in exchange for this information?”

“ i’m listening…”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ since you’re the only one who knows how to find them, i don’t really have a choice but to take you with me.”

“ fine. i’ll take you with me, but if you try anything…”

“ i can’t give you that. you know that.”

“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.”

“ okay. we have a deal.”

“ sorry. no deal.”

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i feel so lonely.

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So basically, my work is classed as ‘essential’ but to emergencies only and because the UK is on soft lockdown for 3 weeks, our bosses have said basically we’re not needed right now so I’m off work for the foreseeable. I would like to take this time off to get a little more done with Kamran, so if you hit the heart I’ll send you a random sentence starter (that i’ll probably steal from a meme) to your inbox and you can keep it as a dialogue, or extend it to para, whatever you’re comfortable with 

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You made your exit very swiftly there. Worried, were you?

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So basically, my work is classed as ‘essential’ but to emergencies only and because the UK is on soft lockdown for 3 weeks, our bosses have said basically we’re not needed right now so I’m off work for the foreseeable. I would like to take this time off to get a little more done with Kamran, so if you hit the heart I’ll send you a random sentence starter (that i’ll probably steal from a meme) to your inbox and you can keep it as a dialogue, or extend it to para, whatever you're comfortable with 

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