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ok but is there such a thing as too erotic in fanfic because i am blushing at my own laptop right now i cant even bring myself to post this

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happy pride to them

hope they know what a rainbow is

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kill me now

oh me oh my oh. me of my when was the last time i posted #art

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I love that Gideon the Ninth is marketed as a space opera when like 95% of it takes place on Earth. It’s marketed as lesbians exploring a gothic castle in space, but it’s NOT. The castle is very much on Earth!! I mean, we don’t know that it was Earth until book 3, in which case we were in space by then anyway, but still!

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THIS

the parallel between gideon's angry, "i gave her my whole life" in gtn (page 31) and her almost pleading tone when she says, "i gave you my whole life, harrow, and you didn't even want it" in htn LIKE ??? HOW ARE ANY OF US OKAY ??

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vote vote vote griddlemark supremacy

Character, book, and author names under the cut

Harrowhark Nonagesimus/Gideon Nav- The Locked Tomb by Tamsyn Muir

Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard- All for the Game by Nora Sakavic 

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this project is definitely taking a toll on me, I’m not even sure if I like it anymore lol. But well, this turned out pretty good I think

Also can you spot the text on the water

also I’m turning 20 today that’s wild

edit: for some reason it posted two cropped pictures aaaaaaaaa

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THIS IS AMAZING WHAT

IT'S HERE!! MY GIDEON THE NINTH (UNOFFICIAL) ANIME OPENING

i will sell my soul to have (or work on) an animated tlt adaptation. in the meantime.. fan opening >:)

made with sweat, tears, bones and a lot of love <3

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.......it was too porny for me to dare posting on ao3 so too porny for me to dare posting on tumblr

Last line meme

rules: post the last line that you wrote and tag someone for every word in the line.

Thanks @scienceoftheidiot for tagging! At last i actually wrote something after months of slump. Returned to my most non-pressing wip 😅

In his opinion the latter made her a fair game for sharp comebacks and so they exchanged barbs as often (if not more) than pleasantries.

It's from wip for my smoking-related collection, this time for havolina. I'll take base of 25 and tag 5 😄

Tagging @nichyevosobachka @saecookie @traumschwinge @gerec @khrysopoeia and whoever wants to! 🧡

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truth

Listen, I know, you all have been seeing fundraiser posts all day long. I've seen people complain that the tags for Palestine are "unusable" now because… genocide victims use it to find aid to survive.

Thing is, those posts will be here until Israel ceases it's aggression. And Palestinians will need your aid as far as they are left with no income and besieged. I've tried reaching out to other platforms, and Tumblr is still the best place for at least Falastin (Gazan who I spotlight for more than 2 months) to get donations; because here you don't need thousands of followers to get interactions. And at least we get one in ten response here; on other platforms both of us don't get any.

So yes, a dying website for fandom is her best bet to save her family right now. We don't speak of evacuation anymore (even though we hope for it), this is a battle for day-to-day survival. The prices in Gaza are increasing every hour, and they have no income and Falastin has gone into multiple debts to help them before starting the campaign in June. And yes, she receives more attention now but her family is still in starvation - she tries to support 26 people now, since her cousin was martyred and his 2 children joined 24 of her family in Al-Mawasy.

Yes, they should get free aid from all those countless non-profits that raise millions. But if they see something labelled as "aid" it is because they have bought it themselves. Yes, you can see (and maybe touch!) aid if you subject yourself to hours-long queues and/or humiliation of being a part of a photoshoot. They also said that the aid they get is stale at best and spoiled at worst; and that's again, if they get it.

Yes, there are grassroots organizations but they cannot reach everyone, because they are in small teams and they don't receive a lot of funds. And you can of course donate to them to try "fix" this; but please do not think that it means individual fundraisers are not worth supporting. I did not see any evidence of individual fundraisers "taking" money from others; on the contrary, when Falastin's fundraiser struggles, I see others struggle too. When we celebrate a good day of donations we celebrate it with others too.

And I could talk about Harris campaign get 1 billion in donations and still receiving them or how AO3 got 200k in a couple of days; but the post is getting too long.

Anyway. Please consider donating to Falastin's campaign; the money would buy food and water first, shelter and clothes for the winter second. There's a raffle for hand-made Palestinian thobe that Falastin's friend makes (LINK); and please follow her here.

Donate via Gofundme (in SEK! check rates below please): LINK

10$ = 108 SEK

25$ = 272 SEK

50$ = 544 SEK

100$ = 1,088 SEK

Donate via PayPal (in USD): LINK

Vetting info: #282 in El-Shab-Hussein and Nabulsi's spreadsheet [here], #957 in the Butterfly Project spreadsheet [here]

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hey guys i was contacted by abd al salam to promote his fundraiser.

along with the daily struggle for survival in gaza, the lack of access to basic necessities of life such as food, water, and shelter, he has been targeted by a popular zionist blog for harassment. i recommend looking through that post and reporting the blogs mentioned for harassment

on top of the humiliation of living through a genocide, and the humiliation of going from being self sufficient to asking for money on the internet, zionist harassment online is another humiliation palestinians suffer every day. please spare him that indignity and donate or reblog posts about his fundraiser. follow him on @abdalsalam1990 for updates on his life. thank you

#4 on the gazavetters spreadsheet

*also, just because he is close to his goal does not mean he does not urgently need money. we do not know how much of that has reached him and how much he has spent. the cost of living continues to rise exponentially.

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i do not normally post political things on this blog but honestly i am so devastated right now i can't sleep or eat. how did this happen? how do i live in a country where over 50% of folk don't have basic humanity? where there hatred for people like me runs so deep that it would cause them to hurt innocent lives in gaza. to hurt mothers and babies and their future. to value their right to hold a weapon over the right of a child to go to school and not die? i see so many people with warped values everywhere and so much hatred in their hearts. its too much i will be taking a break from tumblr for mental health reasons, hope to see everyone soon. take care and lets do the best we can in these f***** up times.

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ok i love danielle galligan she is perfection she is stunning, but as someone who is kind of on the larger size myself, THIS is the kind of rep i really want to see onscreen one day. thank you beautiful artists for making it happen <3 so grateful to you and this is a great start to my day!

that one twitter sapphic ships redraw trend except im like a month late shhhh

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PROPER SIZE NINA REP YASSSS

Ninej on a lil park date 💖

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ninej!!! i love ninej!!!! heres some art <3

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i have a tough day at work ahead so going to populate my tumblr with beautiful pics i can look at later to calm myself when things get wild

Make out

Support tinogeb on instagram

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the talent of some people

Shadow and Bone season two doodles pt. 3 because I can't think of anything else ✨