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KPOP 2017 (Part 2 aka the actual list)
i KNOW that this is super duper fuckin late..... like reaaaally late, so here it is folks,
my top 17 kpop songs in 2017 (lol see what i did there ?)
(btw i’m really sucks at making list so from 17-4 it’s not gonna be in a particular order because surprisingly i like them all equally)
and prepare yourselves, it’s gonna be a fuckin long one
17. Lilili Yabbay (13월의 춤) by Seventeen Performance Team

16. Change Up by Seventeen Leaders
15. Ko Ko Bop by EXO
14. Lonely by Sistar
13. I Wait by DAY6
12. Peek-A-Boo by Red Velvet

11. Fantasy by JBJ

10. All Night by SNSD

9. Don’t Recall by KARD

8. Outro: Her by BTS (방탄소년단)
7. Babe by Hyuna

6. Beautiful & Dramarama by MONSTA X (i can’t choose omg)

5. Where You At by NU’EST W

4. Never Ever by GOT7

NOW.... this is it folks, the TOP 3 aka the songs that i’ve been hearing all throughout 2017 and still a banger even until now, since this is TOP 3 i decided to put the videos instead of just pictures (i actually want to put video clips to all the songs but for some reason tumblr didn’t allowed it which sucks)
3. Bling Bling by iKON
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literally their BEST TITLE TRACK and they never get 1st place???? wtfff you guys should totally check this song out, a BANGER!! also the song that got me into iKON
2. Shangri-La by VIXX
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another amazing song from such an underrated group.... amazing choreography, very aesthetically beautiful music video and the rap from baby Ravi...*speechless*
AND NOW............... *drumroll*........... the my #1 song of 2017 is.....................................................................................................
1. LIMITLESS - NCT 127
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THIS SONG WAS REALLY AHEAD OF IT’S TIME.... also one of those songs that i can’t believe never got 1st place ?!!!!!!?!!?!! like come on people!! i think the reason why is because their still a rookie group when this came out but who cares ?!! the transitions in this song are amazing the chorus is also crazily good and the choreography ?!! super cool.. when i first heard this song for the first time i immediately listen to it over&over and never got sick of it... like, i even still listen to it now, their best song YET!!!
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(warning: super duper messed up english, i wrote this at 2 am in 24th January so i was sleepy af when i wrote this so it’s a mess and i saved it in my draft and now y’all can see it, so i hope you don’t mind with whatever english words and sentences that i typed in this post)
so. guess who turned 20 today ? this bitch.
here i am eating some chicken and fries alone in my apartment billion miles away from home
20 years i’ve been through some weird ass crazy stuff but hey guess what ? i’m still here so maybe the world is not as shitty as i thought i guess
ain’t gonna lie, life hasn’t been pretty nice to me in this past 20 years lmaooo but hey, i do learned something from it tho so, it’s a win win situation right ?
when i was 4 i learned that you can’t actually fly and how do i know this ? well it’s stupid and hilarious at the same time, i was in kindergarten and i was just hanging out at the swings and my friend pushed it for me, so the swings were getting high and my smart ass 4 year old self thinks that ‘oh, maybe if i let my hand go from the swings, i can fly’ and yup there she goes! Nothing serious happens beside a bruised back and chin and i’m pretty sure i sort of dislocated my jaw but in some weird ass way i fixed it back (ain’t gonna lie tho i think it’s still effect me till now because if i sleep in the wrong position my jaw kinda hurts a bit which is kinda fucked up but hey at least i learned something right ? lol)
when i was 7 i learned that you can’t always expect your parents to be there for you everytime. I’m a pretty shy kid at school and i always want my parents to be there with me (god that’s embarrassing) and thats the moment that i realized that ‘holy shit is this what being an adult feels like ?’ Lol it doesn’t even make sense now that i read it but my stupid ass 7 year old self think that it all makes sense.
When i was 10 i learned that boys can like boys and girls can like girls too. Okay, this topic is gonna be batshit serious real quick. when i saw a gay kissing scene in a movie for the first time it was actually kinda hilarious, you know when some people watched a gay couple in movies or tv shows for the first time their reaction was probably either shocked or feel kinda weirded out about it. Well my first thought was ‘wait ? Guys can like guys too ? Does that mean girls can like girls too ? That’s interesting’
12, the age that i realized that not all people died a happy ending. So i was watching the news and there’s this guy who got death sentence and i thought ‘wow, you can die like that ?’ Honestly, sometimes i always wondered if some people just destined to die in a sad/tragic way no matter how happy they are with their lives, which i think is fuckin sad, like whats the point of living if you die anyway ? Ok now this just took a dark turn real quick so let’s change the subject while we’re at it.
14… probably one of the saddest years of my life. My parents officially got divorced, i was actually expect it to happen at one point, so it doesn’t really affect me that much, which i know that’s kinda fucked up. It does affect my brother more though, now looking back, i wish i could’ve done something you know ? Like always be there for him and actually act like an older sister. I’m pretty surprised that my brother feels sad about the divorce, i mean i feel sad too but at the same time i feel kinda relieved too you know ? What’s the point of marriage if you never gave a shit about each other in the first place ?
ain’t gonna lie when i was 17 it was probably the most useless year in my life, basically i just graduated from high school and i decided to take a gap year before going to college and man oh man what a ride. It was a pretty sweet year because i slept a lot and it’s probably the only great thing that i’ve done lmao.
it’s also the age where i realized that its okay to leave someone who’s bringing toxic into your life, even though it’s hard to let it go but you gotta do what you gotta do you know ?
18, the age where i cried while showering for 30 straight minutes because i’m scared of becoming an adult but also really starting to questions everything about love ? ok this is gonna be fuckin hilarious because love is the one conversation that i rarely have with anyone. if my friends asks me stuff like ‘hey sonia ? have you ever had a boyfriend ?’ or ‘are you liking someone ?’ i just kinda laughed it off because let’s be real i can’t even take care of my own shit let alone have a boyfriend ? and honestly if there’s an actual dude that wants to be with me i would laugh so hard and be like ‘haha that’s hilarious buddy’. But let me just tell you why this is kinda one of the reason why this topic kinda affected 18 year old me back then.
so basically my aunt is desperately looking for a husband and it’s not that easy to find the ‘perfect’ man for her, my mom told me that she knows someone, but she told me that my aunt is pretty picky about choosing a dude, and my mom was like ’she will never find a husband if she’s always so picky’ but the point of this story for me is basically ‘do people nowadays get married not because they loved each other ?’ like seriously, everytime i have this kind of conversation with my mom she always made it like true love doesn’t really exist anymore. And honestly it kinda makes me sad, you know what ? nope, it makes me sad, like a shit ton of sad lmao that doesn’t even make any sense. So my true love out there ? are you even exist ?????? AHAHAHA yup this is the part where i need to stop, see ? this is why i never speak about love because random shit just came out of my mind
19…….. bloody hell, where do i even begin with 19 years old sonia ? this is probably the age where a shit ton of stuff happens. like i could legit make a post about 19 year old me alone, but trust me, that won’t be necessary. Let me just give you a recap
It’s the age where i graduated from college, unemployed for a couple of months, considering on owning a strip club at my hometown (don’t ask why), almost hiring a private investigator to follow my brother, considering on selling my kidney because i’m broke as fuck, so yeah… it’s pretty fuckin wild ain’t gonna lie. But also the year where i got the chance to visit Japan for the first time so… worth it!! lmao
okay Sonia, is there anything you want to do now that you’re 20 ?
well, tbh, it would be kinda nice to study again, which is wild considering how much i hate school but i want to travel, i want to learn, and to be honest it would be nice to actually go to school in other countries like becoming an exchange student, learning new culture, meeting new friends, but let’s be real, it’s not easy and i really desperately kinda want to learn again, my last college wasn’t really a college ? and everytime my friends told me about their college experiences sometimes kinda makes me wonder if maybe i just missed being young again… LMAO now i sound like a woman in her 40s who just got divorced and wishing she could have a younger boyfriend (so basically my mom ? lmao jk love you madre)
well sonia, what did you learn at 20 ?
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KPOP 2017 (Part 1)
holy shit sonia posted something twice in a day ? well shut up okay i’m in the mood
if you read my previous post i told you guys that i want to share my personal fav kpop songs in 2017 because i just recently got into kpop and it’s been an overwhelming experience (in the good way)
i decided to split this into 2 parts and in this first part i would like to show you guys some honorable mentions of course
Easy Love by SF9

Not Today & Spring Day by BTS


Yesterday by Block B

Wake Me Up by BAP

Whisper by VIXX LR

Like This by Pentagon

Crazy Sexy Cool by Astro

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holy shit
2 years
it’s been 2 (almost 3) damn years that i haven't posted anything in this blog...
bloody hell...
but guess what ? i’m back!
probably will disappear off the face of the earth again after this lmaoooo but hey who knows ? maybe i started enjoying writing a blog again so we’ll see i guess
i feel like i should tell you guys on whats been happening to me in these past 2 years
well, i graduated from ‘college’, got my advanced diploma, and now i’m actually becoming a trainee in this dessert cafe and it’s not bad. The schedules are fucking crazy and super hectic tho and i’m surprised at myself for handling it well (by crying and binge eating because depression is real y’all)
so sonia, what have you been into lately ?
this is actually a huge surprise for me but now i’m actually really into KPOP
like, i’m literally obsessed with kpop, if you told 2015 sonia that she will be obsessed with kpop she’ll laughed
kpop is literally a black hole, because once i’m in the kpop fandom i can’t get out (is that even make sense ? lmao) like, i thought it was a joke at first but it’s not....
and speaking of kpop i will post my personal fav kpop songs later, so this will be exciting!!
which kpop group do i stan ?
the one kpop group that i stan no.1 is actually bts lol it’s kinda ironic actually since their huge now, i mean i know about them from the Dope era but i only started stanning them from the YNWA era
but other groups that i also stan are got7, monsta x, nct mainly 127 & u (when will nct u make a comeback tho ? like itsbeen84years.gif), bap & vixx.
well you guys that’s actually the only thing i want to post for now, i will definitely try to post more often (lmao) if i had time because posting a blog is actually kinda therapeutic.
so, adios motherfuckers.
AND happy new year!! xx
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hey
Hey guys, so i just wanna say welcome to my blog, i made blogs like, BILLION times before, but i always forgot the password or i don’t have any freakin idea what i want to post…
In this new (and hopefully the last) blog, it’s just basically some stories from my (boring) life before i go to college in january
I just graduate from high school and i kinda take a gap year, i guess ? whatever.
So the point is, because i don’t have anything to do while i take my gap year, i decided to make a blog and tell you guys stories about my beautiful but mostly shitty life……
and i can’t wait! ;P
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