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They gave me a brand new switch

they didn't fix my old one

they gave me a new one

all my save files, all my screenshots, everything is all gone. And they are are at fault.

They made it I can't put the saves on the cloud, they made it a sd card can't be used between switches

they made it all so locked on one device. They made it this way, Did't tell me they were going to do this, I couldn't save anything

ti's all gone

I was starting to get better, I really was starting to improve before this all happened and now the thing that was making me improve is literally dead

I feel so sick

like they murdered me, because they sorta did. a me, a me is been lost.

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huh

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Ok I’m really curious

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a lot of people on this website seem to be very upset about the way adults play pretend in their bedrooms while having consensual sex

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I know that honestly making blog after blog is doing us no favors and making things more confusing, often leaving (or lowering the usage) of blogs previous; but damn does the anxiety make it hard. I'm half tempted to just make a side-blog for spamming reblogs without tags or worries that we can just reblog from later with tags here since likes are trash and drafts we want to save for our actual stuff and it's easy to get lost.

Don't know but it kinda sounds fun, might help train us back into reblogging things in general. internet culture is hard to get into when fear of the damned is in your mind

Still not sure how we're going to get over anxieties around tagging without using specific tags that aren't one to one main tags, but at least we're trying to work towards that.

ON THAT END do expect us to be posting our art work some more slowly, D e a n has been doing fan art as he plays pokémon and has been drawing in general, we're also trying to post it on other sites and blogs as fitting.

We're working on getting past shit, it's a process that's a lot harder than I ever thought. Him getting a crush on Miku just made things even more awkward and stressful.

Blame our Switch just deciding to stop working all together (won't charge while even saying it's charging and now it's fully dead) for getting us to come on here to try to be active and do things like our neocities. We just wanna have fun and chill and enjoy the world with you all. Make friends you know the stuff.

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today i noticed that my drawings lines being squigly and "too floaty" isn't a problem, is a quality

FUCK PERFECCIONISM MY DRAWINGS ARE ACTUALLY FUCKING BEAUTIFUL I JUST HAVE TO STOP BEING SCARED >:DDDD

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The concept of plagiarism going from "taking someone else's work and passing it as your own" to now being "anything that you take inspiration from to make your own thing" is killing creativity, I'll fight people on that. Online plagiarism software flag anything similarly formulated as plagiarism, like come on, there isn't 100 ways to give the date of birth and death of someone for example, this is fucking up teenagers mind.

That's how you get kids calling out artists for stealing poses or color palette.

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Maybe you should stop "consuming content" and try "engaging with media" instead.

Reframe your interaction from passive consumer to active participant in the media you engage with.

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Butterflies and gemstones 💎

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The "queer is a slur", "only [X] can call themselves [Y]", and "you can't be [Identity A] while also being [Identity B]" nonsense always feels just so pathetic to us.

Like, how do you look outside, see the absolute fucking danger that queer folk are in and think it's important to gatekeep or police terms and identities? If someone wants to throw their lot in with us, I'm fucking for it.

"But what if the amatanormative patriarchy doesn't take us seriously??" They literally do fucking not already. And when they do, it's because they take us as a threat and are working towards our extermination. Maybe don't help them with that?

"What if a cis perisex man starts calling himself a lesbian?" Yeah that's what terfs think all of us tranny lesbos are anyway. Maybe we meet this guy with curiosity and acceptance? Either we get another taste of the wide wondrous diversity of the queer experience, or he does. If he's trolling, he'll get bored way faster than we will.

"But what if they aren't really queer and are just jumping on a band wagon because it's trendy?" If you're new to this, look up the whole "transtrender" thing. If you're already using it, fuck off. Again, if someone throws their lot in with us I welcome them wholeheartedly. There is nothing to be gained by being queer except for the love and acceptance of the queer community, and the hatred and vitriol of the state and its loyal enforcers.

"But queer is a slur!" And so the fuck is every single word under the rainbow. If it upsets you so much, mute the fucking word and move on.

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"he gets only partway before something soft and warm presses against his mouth. lips. lan zhan’s lips. lan zhan is kissing him." - "mask" by @humanformdragon

warprize!ji art i made as part of our collab for for bottomjibigbang!

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im gonna say it.

you cannot separate monsterfucking from queerness.

& for the love of fuck i don't need babygays coming at me with "you're equating being gay with being a monster!" go back to tiktok, this is for the adults.

monsterfucking is so queer bc so many of us feel unlovable, so many of us can't relate to real world affections & attractions. (aces & aros in particular)

so yeah, i wanna fuck that monster, bc deep down, i hope someone will love the monster i think i am.

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★ 【美和野らぐ】 「 EYE 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

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— » Compact Ship Template [ download ]

A single-page template to introduce or showcase your ship. The bottom part consists of different modules you can mix and match as depicted in the gif above. The modules include; History (length of relationship), Tropes, One Song Player (long or short), Text Box, Contacts, Kids or Pets, Statistics (2 different types), and Images.

Example can be found here.

—  RULES

Like or Reblog if you plan on using.

You may edit as much as you like, it is fully customizable.

Do not use as a base and/or claim as your own.

This is a free template, do not use this for profit.

Credit is very much appreciated but not necessary.

—  NOTES

Font used is Montserrat.

Added guides specifically for version 1 of the Statistics. You can turn them off with Ctrl + H or under 'View' -> 'Show Extras' -> 'Guides'.

Easy to navigate, all layers are labeled.

Requires basic Photoshop knowledge. 

Photopea friendly.

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TEMPLATE - THE LOVERS.

was asked by anon a while back to attempt my own ship template and I tried my best with it. it’s not much, but sometimes simple is nice. hope it’ll get people messaging y’all about your ships <3 and since i think everyone loved the card type template, I added it here. as always, fully customizable. 

please like/reblog if you use! reblogs are very appreciated.

support me on kofi if you want! it helps a lot.

download.

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💌  ⊹ 𓂃 ｡ ‧ ₊   KNOCK KNOCK ! in the source link , you will find a download link for my heart ♡ , a ship template ! please do not redistribute , or claim as your own ! usage guidelines is inside the psd. please like / reblog if you found this useful ! <3 fonts used: poppins, avenir, mont heavy b&w psd credits: fyeahpoc edit: ty anon for the suggestion <3