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Broken breaths stab my throat

I wonder if the smoke is making me better 

or worse 

But as if I care. 

I am full of fire and sunshine anyone who gets close might get bitten by 

frosted

words of agony, I'm sorry. 

I am a lost lamb whose ribs are showing 

A hitchhiker picked up by the wrong older man

My feet;

My feet are nailed into the ground as wood is nailed to the side of a house I can’t move, help, I yell,

But I’m surrounded by mirrors and yelling will only make them break. 

I wish I could step back into the triangle of warm sunshine, 

resting on the softwood floor. 

Instead, I take bits of paper and burn them and break pencil tips

Make it stop; I whisper to them.

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lmaooo

My empty stomach at home when I’m alone in my room:

My empty stomach in school, at work or when I’m out with friends: *growls* this bitch won’t feed me someone help *growls*

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I want to be able to see the gaps between my ribs. I want my stomach to be concave. I want hip bones like shards of glass.

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Thinspo🌙

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🥵

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mom: hey are you okay?

me, 3 days into my fast:

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🌽How to suppress appetite?🌽

🥕Eat an apple.

🥕Drink green tea (or mint tea)

🥕Drink wather

🥕Drink black coffee (no sugar, no milk)

🥕Exercise before eating (you will eat less)

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things to do when you’re feeling hungry

read a book

play a video game

listen to music

watch a comedy

watch cartoons

watch a drama

watch a rom com

text a friend

call a friend

sleep

daydream

write

draw

color

study

do homework

scroll on social media

look at memes

look at thinspo

exercise

write a song

sing

dance

watch youtube

try out new hobbies

play with pets

play with siblings

drink water

take a shower

practice an instrument

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I wanna freak people out with my low weight.

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I remember when these were tight.

1.21.19 💫

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~follow for daily thinspo~

~not me~

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🌹🌹 Starting a 66 hour fast 🌹🌹

{NOT MINE^}