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The nefarious anglerfish has turned 12!!!!

Wish him a happy birthday!!

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Oh

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ROMANTYZOWANIE CHORÓB PSYCHICZNYCH I INNYCH ZABURZEŃ POWINNO SIĘ SKOŃCZYĆ. /ROMANTICIZING MENTAL ILLNESSES AND OTHER DISORDERS SHOULD COME TO AN END. (the English version is under the Polish one)

Zanim zobaczysz kolejną rolkę na TikToku ze smutną muzyką i pomyślisz, że ta "zaburzona laska" albo "zaburzony chłopak" są tacy głębokcy, oryginalni, estetyczni — zastanów się. Czy dalej byś tak myślał, gdybyś poczuł ten smród, zobaczył te rany, usłyszał ten płacz? Bo to nie piękno. To cierpienie. I nie ma w nim nic ładnego.

Anoreksja to nie tylko wystające kości i pastelowe tabelki z kaloriami. To cuchnący pot z głodu. To zaparcia tak silne, że płaczesz na kiblu. To wymioty z krwią i śliną spływającą po brodzie. To zęby wypadające przy szczotkowaniu. To łysiejąca głowa. To plamy moczu w łóżku. To drgawki, zimne kończyny, nieświeży oddech. To śmierć z głodu. Powolna. W ciszy.

Depresja to nie chłopaczek z fajką i podkrążonymi oczami. To niemycie zębów przez tydzień. To śmierdzące ubrania i tłuste włosy. To odparzenia na ciele od ciągłego leżenia. To sikanie w butelkę, bo nie masz siły wstać. To pleśń w talerzu koło łóżka. To smród, który nawet ciebie już nie rusza. To myśl o śmierci jako jedyna ulga.

Uzależnienie od kofeiny i nikotyny to nie monsterki na zdjęciu. To refluks i wrzody. To drżenie rąk i żółte palce. To kwaśny pot i cuchnący mocz. To wymioty po piątej kawie. To serce bijące jak przed zawałem. To sraczka i odwodnienie. To rozpad od środka.

BPD, OCD, psychozy, nerwice to nie estetyczne zaburzenia. To rozcięte nadgarstki i krew na pościeli. To darcie się w łazience, aż boli gardło. To ślinienie się podczas ataku. To wyrywanie sobie włosów z głowy. To gryzienie skóry aż do mięsa. To moczenie się ze strachu. To panika, która wygląda jak opętanie.

english version:

Before you see another TikTok with sad music and decide that some “mentally ill girl” or “broken boy” is deep, unique, romantic — think. Would you still think that if you smelled the rot, saw the blood, heard the screaming? Because there’s nothing beautiful about this. Just pain. Raw, rotting pain. And no, it’s not aesthetic.

Anorexia isn’t just visible ribs and pastel calorie charts. It’s the stench of starvation sweat. It’s crying on the toilet because you're too constipated to shit. It’s vomit mixed with blood and saliva running down your chin. It’s teeth falling out while brushing. It’s bald patches on your scalp. It’s urine stains on your sheets. It’s cold limbs, shaking hands, rotten breath. It’s dying slowly, silently, from the inside out.

Depression isn’t a boy with dark circles and a cigarette. It’s unbrushed teeth for a week. It’s greasy hair and sour-smelling clothes. It’s skin rashes from lying in bed too long. It’s pissing in a bottle because you can’t get up. It’s mold growing in dishes next to your bed. It’s a stench so familiar you stop noticing. It’s death feeling like the only relief.

Caffeine and nicotine addiction isn’t just Monster cans and edgy vibes. It’s acid reflux and ulcers. It’s yellow fingers and trembling hands. It’s sweat that smells like chemicals. It’s puking after your fifth cup of coffee. It’s a heart pounding like it’s about to stop. It’s diarrhea. It’s dehydration. It’s falling apart quietly.

BPD, OCD, psychosis, anxiety — these aren’t aesthetic disorders. It’s bleeding wrists and stained sheets. It’s screaming in the bathroom until your throat hurts. It’s drooling during panic attacks. It’s ripping out your own hair in silence. It’s biting your skin until it peels. It’s wetting yourself from fear. It’s panic that looks like possession.

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Cheese pizza (x)

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sonic the lesbian is a hedgehog

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No ❤

been repeating this in my head all day

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Just got my sternum tattoo done and I gotta say, people weren’t kidding when they said you feel the pain vibrating in your bones, I love my new tattoo though it looks so good

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Silly Ghost Stimboard

Requested by: Anon

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since the yearly "certain medications can cause heat intolerance" PSAs are out in full force, let us fondly remember last year when I was at Pennsic (big ass medieval recreation event) and our group was tearing down our giant tent lodge we use for our kitchen and dining hall. and there's a part at the very end where the roof is sort of on the ground, but still tented on a pole in the middle. and someone has to go under there to unhook the roof from the pole. but it's hot as fuck in that part since it's been baking in the sun for two weeks, so it's called "Satan's asshole". which resulted in somebody VERY solemnly telling me, "going into Satan's asshole is NOT a job for somebody on SSRIs"

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ohhh my god. Ok so i was explaining bottom surgery to my dad. And he wasnt weird about it thank god (i didnt expect him to be mind you but yknow cis people) but at the fucking end he was like. Well you know what the other term for a phalloplasty is right. and i was like. what is it. And he said. it's an addadicktomy. (Like. add a dick to me.) my dad out-joked me about something transgender. i cant believe this

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it's actually kind of crazy that everyone is sorted into 2 arbitrary categories at birth that supposedly predicts every single one of ur interests, skills, and personality traits throughout the next 80-90 years. and if, at any point in your life, you decide you don't really like this chosen-for-you persona, and you feel bad about being forced to act like it anyway, this is actually a diagnosable mental disorder in the DSM and half the country kinda wants you to die for "having" it. like personally I don't think there's anything mysteriously wrong with a trans kid's brain just because some doctor wasn't able to fortune tell that kid's life by reading the shape of their junk like tea leaves. you know?

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I NEED A WATER TABLE SO BAD I LITERALLY NEED ONE I NEED ONE SOO BAD SO SO BAD

water table..

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Yo, correct me if I am wrong please, but didn't Hitler rise to power because he promised to fix the German economy and people really liked that so they looked past everything else he was doing??? Like exactly what's happening in America right now???

So many people said they voted for Trump, put a truly evil person in power, because he said he'd fix the economy, and a little voice in my head is going, "Isn't that what happened with fucking Hitler??"

But I've seen no one point that out so maybe I'm miss remembering???????

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Don't Fall for this scam.

Transgender community, please please please do NOT use this product! It will kill you if used, please do not use it whatsoever.

Please reblog and spread the word

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"Reblog if you—" even if i agree im not reblogging exclusively because you told me to. Fuck off 🫶

“reblog if you support _” shut up please yes I support gay marriage I support trans rights yes I think intersex people should be treated normally of course I do just don’t make me feel like shit for not having this on my blog please

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cannon event