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NO NO NO NO they need to reunite in the manga RIGHT NOW and figure out their issues FUCKKKKK WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME IM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GREED ISLAND ARC AND THEYRE BESTIES RN I CANT TAKE THIS

I never fucking noticed until a few days ago, but Gon unknowingly confirmed Killua’s doubts about his place next to him.

During chimera ant arc, Killua kept on doubting if he was worthy to stay by Gon’s side. We saw him struggle countless times with the idea that he had to “earn” his place next to Gon because he’s not worthy of staying by him.

And at one moment, when they’re about to confront Pitou, Killua almost lets his emotions overflow. He barely stops himself from asking Gon what Killua means to him. He can barely contain his need to ask if Gon only sees him as a teammate, as a person he’s on a mission with, and not as his friend anymore.

Killua’s self-doubt made him believe that Gon putting distance between them meant he didn’t see him as a friend anymore. Killua was scared that Gon only saw him as a teammate. 

And when they part, Gon unknowingly confirmed those doubts.

It’s better explained in this post, but the word Gon uses to refer to Killua is  仲間, “nakama”, which means someone you’re associated with through your mutual connections, whether it be people or work. It represents someone with whom you share a mutual goal. You can still be friends with your nakama, but you can also be a nakama to someone you’re not friends with. I’m quoting this article here : “Unlike tomodachi, nakama don’t necessarily like each other or want to hang out with each other. For nakama, the friendship that binds them comes from having common goals and values rather than enjoying each other’s company.”

Gon and Killua always referred to each other as friends since the beginning of the manga. The first goal Killua ever mentions having is to be Gon’s friend, Gon’s “tomodachi”. 

To be always reassured that they’re friends, and even BEST FRIENDS, only to sort of “downgrade” to a mere “nakama”, completely removing the emotional layer that Killua so desperately needs after the events of CAA hurt him deeply. Gon went from calling him his best friend in the entire world in Greed Island (”ore no saiko no tomodachi datte”) to saying they’re nakama before they part. 

With Killua’s constant self-doubt and insecurities about how Gon sees him, it’s clear that when Gon decided to call him his “nakama”, he only saw the negative interpretation of the word : they’re just teammates. People who work together, who share a goal, without that deeper emotional bond.

I emphasized the fact that Gon unknowingly fueled Killua’s insecurities, because the way Gon sees it, Killua is leaving him because he found his goal. Killua said he’d stay with Gon “until he found something he wants to do”, and now he did, so it makes sense he’s leaving, even though it breaks Gon’s heart. It’s what they always agreed on, that Killua would stay until he found a goal. 

The way Gon sees it, with Killua initiating separation and emphasizing that he’s ready to spend his entire life protecting Alluka, it’s Killua cutting ties with him. It’s Killua moving on. And Gon is glad he finally found a goal, but he can’t help but be extremely sad at the prospect of Killua leaving his side.

On top of that, Gon feels extreme guilt towards what happened during the Palace Invasion. And I wouldn’t be surprised if he blames his actions for Killua leaving him, and if he thought that Killua didn’t want anything to do with him anymore.

To me, Gon using the word 仲間 “nakama” instead of 友達 “tomodachi” is him not wanting to be overbearing towards Killua. It’s him wanting to give Killua that freedom to leave, not wanting to force ties between them if he doesn’t want any, but still letting him know that he’ll be there if he needs him. It’s him giving Killua some space because he thinks he hurt him. They don’t have to be friends anymore if Killua doesn’t want to, but Gon will always be here for him. Even if Killua doesn’t want to stay friends, they’re teammates. They’re nakama.

But that was the absolute WORST choice of words Gon could’ve chosen. Killua feared Gon only saw him as a teammate, and when they part, Gon basically tells him “we’ll always be teammates”, completely breaking Killua because there it was. Those words. Those words he feared. That affirmation that Gon only saw him as a teammate. 

And to me, that’s one of the main reasons Killua looks so sad here.

Gon just confirmed those doubts and insecurities that were burning him from the inside out for a while. He confirmed what he feared : that he doesn’t see him as a friend, but as a teammate. 

special angsty bonus : there’s also the possibility that Togashi purposefully cut off Gon’s sentence when they part as to keep it relatively ambiguous to make Killua misinterpret his words and comfort him even more in his belief that he doesn’t consider as a friend anymore :

the second and last panel can definitely be considered as ambiguous - and i know a lot of people in the fandom are confused about what Gon was gonna say, i wrote a post explaining it here, but i think it’s purposefully ambiguous for one reason : so we can see both Gon and Killua’s point of view. 

Gon is sad to leave Killua, he doesn’t want him to go, so he wants to tell him that if he stays any longer, he won’t be able to let Killua go. 

But the sentence is cut, which is something Gon NEVER does, he ALWAYS says what’s on his mind, which is why I believe Togashi cut it on purpose to keep it ambiguous. Because, in the original japanese, it says “Kore ijou itara…” which translates to “If i stay here longer…”

It basically means that if Gon or Killua stay here any longer, something will happen. Gon means that if he stays any longer, he won’t be able to let Killua leave. 

What Killua hears is probably different. Ging is waiting on top of the World Tree, he’s right there, waiting for Gon. Gon is probably eager to meet him. Killua is no one compared to Ging. Gon probably cares more about Ging than Killua.

So I wouldn’t be surprised if, because of his pent-up insecurities, what Killua interpreted from this cut-sentence was “If we stay here any longer, Ging might get impatient.”

In short : Killua got hurt extremely badly during the separation scene, because to him, not only did Gon confirm his suspicions that he’s only a teammate to him, but he also implied that he’d rather hurry up so he could meet Ging.

Neither of them wanted to leave the other and had insecurities about how the other saw them, and yet, they managed to wound each other deeply. Killua hurt Gon by leaving him because he found a new goal more important than him and by making him believe he didn’t want to be associated with him anymore, while Gon hurt Killua by making him think he only sees him as a teammate and that he’d rather be with Ging than with him.

Gon’s worst fear was abandonment, Killua’s was not being considered a friend. And they both unknowingly fueled those fears.

The separation scene was a complete trainwreck of mutual heartbreak.

Communication is key, kids.

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BUFF MOM RANBOO??????

I believe I am a good 5/8ths on my way to becoming a buff mom

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this is what I need. this is also so adorable I’m so happy for whoever this is 🥺

my favourite thing about sharing a bed with my girlfriend is when she’s asleep but im wide awake i get to admire her little quirks and one of my favourite things she does is when she rolls over to me with full force and places her arm over me like a little spider and uses all her tired energy to pull me into her and then she just softly sighs and falls back to a deep sleep

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fuck yeah man

Love it when cats just give up and go “mow” like fuck yeah man

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GRIAN CLOTHES??? WATCHER GRIAN??!!? YESSSS

Did that challenge on twitter

I really like this clothe

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oh my goodness I need it so badly

HELP - Good Omens Season 2 DVD - HELP 🥺❤📀

It's been more than half a year since the S2 of Good Omens came out and there are still no news of the DVD. I think it's time to let Amazon and BBC know that there is the market for it!!! :)

UPDATE! - BBC does not own the rights, so the one to write/call is Amazon!

I deleted the BBC parts from the post.

The plan 📋:

Please help - let's use multiple ways ❤ 🐍😊:

We need to tell BBC and Amazon that we want the DVDs - after S1 DVD was announced with no commentaries we wrote to BBC and it worked and they made commentaries! :)

Classical post - physical letter

If you can spare a coin for the post stamp please write them physical letter, physical letters are very good :).

Amazon Studios address:  AMAZON STUDIOS, 1620 26TH STREET SUITE 4000N, SANTA MONICA, 90404

2. Phone

This is the option for those comfortable with calling :) <3. Call them and let them know we want the DVD (with commentaries)

Amazon customer service: 1-888-280-4331

3. E-mail

With amazon this is a bit tricky since I am not sure what are the proper emails to use, for amazon the customer service one is cs-reply@amazon.com, also there are emails on the amazon studios page but those seems more for media enquires ? amazon-pr@amazon.com, aws-pr@amazon.com.

Edit: on insta alexis.frykman.smith said: While talking with Amazon customer service several months ago, I was told that the correct email address for requesting the show be released on disc is primevideo-catalogsupport@amazon.com They do not actually reply to emails sent, from my experience, but it’s worth sending the plea.

4. Social media

Not sure how much this will help, but #GoodOmensS2DVD could be a nice tag + tagging amazon studios, and prime video on the social media of your choise :) <3

What to write/say ✍️

I am writing something along the lines:

Hello,

I am a big fan of the BBC+Amazon series Good Omens. I have bought several pieces of merchandise including the Good Omens Season 1 DVD and Blu-ray but there is no announced Good Omens Season 2 DVD. Please make Good Omens Season 2 DVD/Blu-ray for this wonderful series and put commentaries on each episode (ideally by Neil Gaiman, David Tennant and Michael Sheen).

(apologies if this is the route to say this, please redirect to the correct hands)

Thank you and have a wonderful day.

To summarize :)

Write emails

If you can, send physical letters

If you can, call

Tag social media for Amazon with #GoodOmensS2DVD hashtag

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HE SHOULD. HE SHOULD HAVE AFTER THEY KISSED.

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his opening hours are never 😭

When Azi finally upgrades his computer it will be to like Windows 95 :). 

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THIS IS SO ADORABLE

this is totally what would happen between them aghhhhhh they should meet

[image description: a ten page comic starring saiki kusuo from the disastrous life of saiki k and anya forger from spy x family.

1: a shot of the both of them walking. They are talking with telepathy.

2: anya, telepathically: do all telepaths have pink hair?

saiki, telepathically: no

anya: oh… are you a spy?! (Next to this thought is a drawing of loid forger)

saiki: no.

anya: an assassin?! (next to this thought is a drawing of yor forger)

saiki: hey, aren’t these your parents?

anya hesitates to answer.

3: saiki: I… am a normal high school student.

anya: what?! how?! You have telepathy! your life has to be exciting!

saiki: I prefer when it’s not. I don’t like telling people that I’m an esper.

4: anya think about this for a moment, before going wide eyed.

anya: does that mean you have to kill me?!

saiki: what? no?

5: saiki: why would I have to kill you.

anya: because i know about your telepathy?

saiki: watch other cartoons

anya, looking shocked: How- it’s not from a cartoon. (She is thinking of a cartoon, where someone says “you found out my secret! Die!”)

saiki: you’re replaying the episode in your head right now.

6: saiki: it seems like a better show than cyborg ciderman no. 2 at least.

anya: cyborg ciderman?

saiki: don’t watch that either.

anya: if you don’t like telling people about it (his telepathy)… do some people already know?

7: saiki thinks of his mom, aiura, toritsuka, and akechi.

saiki: a couple classmates, my family. some found out on their own.

Anya: how did it go?

8: saiki: maybe a little too well. they never stop bugging me now.

anya: really?

saiki: really.

anya looks shocked, then says: I haven’t told anyone.

saiki: you don’t have to

anya: i know, but…

9: a shot of both of them walking, this time in silence.

10: saiki: hey, if you haven’t told anyone, did you make your psychic limiters yourself?

anya: what are psychic limiters?

saiki: the cones one your head?

anya: heh. ive fooled you. These are just hair pins!

saiki: why do they look like that.

anya: I don’t know

End ID]

psiprise encounter

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YESSSS PET POSTAL AGAHAHAHHS

PET postal!!!!

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SHES SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE OMG TUESDAY I LOVE YOU TOO

Tuesday Simmons~*

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CAROLE I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Carole Stanley

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REAL AGH

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angela i have mixed feelinsg about you but THIS ART IS STUNNING

My favorite character Angela ❤️

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i love them i love them i love them i love them I LOVE THEM (especially carole no hate tuesday but carole is hfdsahfhdjsa)

Carole Stanley x Tuesday Simmons

Carole and Tuesday

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I STARTED WATCHING THIS TODAY AND I FLIPPING LOVE THIS ANIME AGHHGFDHS the lesbians i love them

i cant stop listening to "kiss me" lately

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true

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