to know her is to love her but you don’t really love her and you actually don’t really know her all that well now that you’re thinking about it
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horsespattismith · 2 months ago
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i’m alright with the fact that i hit my jackpot as young as i did . it is weird that this sort of thing would happen to me though . god must have a plan for me greater than im aware of if he decided to give me this and especially so soon in life . did he think it was funny ? or is this part of something bigger - the working towards it could be the thing that’s important . i need to do better . i need to act better - get the whole thing together and wrap it up with a bow to be her perfection . however - would this be possible if i wasn’t the person i am ? would things be the way they are if i didn’t have to suffer more than jesus himself to keep myself alive and to keep myself talking . the only one i want to talk to - the only one who knows me bare - the only one who could change the color of my walls and rip up my floorboards and mow my lawn and switch out my light fixtures for something a little nicer .
i love you i love you i love you
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