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Jerzy Głuszek

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𝄙 as a boy 𝄙

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~mela mela mela melancholia~

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i had to quote myself because twitter never shows nothing to no one

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i've hit over 100 followers on twitter (after 3 years of posting art hehe) so i thought i might as well share my self-portrait

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le corps entravé, l'esprit LIBRE!!! timelapse with playlist

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The savior

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Dearest sister, we know everything! We gave Madam Witch everything we had. All our jewelry and crowns, our amber palace and our lustrous braids- everything, we gave her everything to save you from your death. Madam Witch sends you this. Careful, within the shell is a trapped storm. Before the sun rises, you must open this vessel. The storm will burst forth and sink the ship, the prince and the princess. This is the price you must pay, the only way you can become a mermaid again. Hurry! Either they must perish, or you.

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Are you indiginous Russian, or etnic Russian? I'm asking this because I'm confused. If the former, then I understand. It's a shame Russians killed a lot of those tribes (a lot went extinct). But if the later, then I don't understand. You are now not part of a group, culture, and country that doas not view women as people, is about only vailenc in every form of it (phisical, mental, emotional, sexual, ect).

I mean Russians view wife beating as a form of love to the point that women who abendond it, and got together with non Russian men, were questioning if they partners loved them dou to them not beating them. Just look at Russia's domastic vailenc statistics, or how they say "It's a family value" about it. Or how there are up and running websites there, where they dox people who live there and part of the Lgbtq community, in hopes that they will get killed for it. Or what are they doing in Ukraine, and in the countries they went to. In Georgia Russians are openly fetishes the locals, whaile taking resorces away from them. Ask people from Ukraine, Poland, Finland, Estonia, Latvia, Lithuania, Hungary, Romania, or from any country that Russia has a history with. They will tell you the truth, and that really nothing good, or usefull, or worthy come out of that country, that culture, and those people seince the Russian revolution.

Sorry if I sound rude, but I just don't get it, why someone would be proud of it, and call themself that.

I'm both. My mother is Russian & my father is Chuvash. I have never been ashamed of my Russian family & I never will be. Being ashamed of it & pretending it doesn't exist won't magically make the bad parts dissappear. I simultaneously have a deep love for Russia's rich culture & history while not ignoring the suffering & wrong that's happened along the way (& is still happening). Holding both truths at the same time is possible regardless if people believe it or not. In my humble opinion, holding both truths & acknowledging the ugly parts of one's history is necessary for genuine healing, progression & a complete sense of self. But of course, that doesn't mean we endorse those horrible things. We should use them as a blueprint to do better in the present & future. That's all any of us can do.

These days it seems like so many people can't see outside of this Black vs. White polarizing way of thinking. It honestly drives me insane.

There's not a single country that hasn't committed atrocities in it's past. There's not a single person alive who's ancestors haven't done some fucked up shit. Are you sending these types of messages to Japanese people? They were committing some pretty horrific war crimes back during ww2 like The Rape Of Nanjing. What about Germans? They were genociding Jews, Slavs & Romani. What about the Dutch? They killed a fuck ton of the Lenape people when founding New Amsterdam (now known as New York City). Wait what about the various tribes in Africa that have been at war with each other since time immemorial? Ever heard of the Volhynia Massacre where Ukrainians slaughtered & raped Poles? What about Turks? Mongolians? Chinese? Indians? Need I go on? Are all people everywhere supposed to hate themselves? Or is it just Russians who are expected to perform this masochistic self-flagellation to appease random people on the internet?

Take a long hard look at your own history before pointing fingers at others. You're bound to find a skeleton or 2 in your own closet that you're not proud of.

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𝒫𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓆𝓊𝑜𝒾 𝒻𝒶𝓊𝓉-𝒾𝓁 𝓅𝒶𝓎𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝑒𝓈 𝓋𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈 ?

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✣ QVΛRESVRGETEXFΛVILLΛ ✣

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i've been preparing a portfolio piece and spent 3 hours adjusting colors on this happy liminal architecture there you go

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some of the parts are missing ∅ timelapse with playlist

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блакитна ✧ зірка (for E.V.)

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𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔘𝔩𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫 𝔓𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢

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