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there is no point trying to fool me. i can see the nothingness in your eyes.

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Bro, I know your coffin is cramped and all but like... can I join you? I won't take up your side I swear, unless you wanna cuddle, haha, just kidding.... unless..

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I warned you. I fucking warned you. And now you're sick of me.

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your desperation for power over everyone in your life is so pathetic i almost feel sorry for you. almost.

especially since you are losing all of the control you have. enjoy getting left behind.

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It's funny how you can warn and warn and warn someone that you're too much and they promise they can handle you just fine.

Until one day they actually realize that maybe you are too much. And they regret not heeding your warning.

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They don't care about you. And you know what? They probably never will.

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i'm so fucking angry that i need to punch a hole in the wall. i need to break something. this is all YOUR fault.

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i'm so fucking angry now. i'm not going to bother with you anymore. if you make me worry this much then maybe i shouldn't handle you. goodbye.

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ok. im worried and you ignore me completely. im a chronic worrier and this is how you treat me??? fuck off.

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my heart is too fucking tired for this

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They only scheduled me one day next week. :') Yaaaay

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Tick, tock, tick, tock. Counting down the days.

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Appreciate what you have before it disappears from your grasp forever.

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Ok, just ignore me. See if I care.

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what is wrong with me

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i think i might be going insane from a combination of depression, self inflicted isolation due to I Don't Fucking Know Why and also various other mental illnesses lately but other than that im fine how are you doing.

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I'm so lonely. It's crushing my soul yet no one around me cares.