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i'm back in my eating disorder era!!

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Are you guys ever just sitting down and someone behind you laughs and you instantly fix yourself and check ur hair and the back of your shirt, pull up your jeans?

Do our ever just walk in the grocery store or shopping store and feel like ALL eyes are planted in you and nothing else, your being judged?

Have you ever tried and planned on wearing a really cute outfit one day and when that day comes, you completely change the outfit because your self conscious and insecure, you feel like your doing too much?

Are you ever just sitting down and you feel like there are just CAMERAS freaking watching you through legit anything from anywhere?

Are you ever in class and the teacher calls on someone next to you and the whole class just 👀 toward the person speaking and you get all awkward and your face heats up even though no one is even looking at you?

Because this happens to me and sm friggen more and I don’t know why but I hate it sm. It’s so hard to do basic things in life because I’m always getting paranoid. I’m always wondering what other people might be thinking of me or what could be happening when I’m not present/looking. It’s always ‘WHAT IF?’ Running through my mind. Then on top of all that my depression makes me want to not care about a single thing. It’s tearing my brain apart.

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This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

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60 CAL COOKIE YALL

ghather around kiddos because i just made a cookie with 67 calories and you can even make that lower with LESS chocolate chips , it tastes so good so yea :

forth a tsp of brown sugar = 2.75 cal.

half a tsp of stevia = 0 cal.

half a tsp of milk ( you can use any kind you want ) = 2 cal.

forth a tsp of butter ( you can use any oil you want but i was treating myself ) = 8 cal.

tiny bit of vanilla extract ( for flavor ) = less than 12 cal.

1 tbsp of flour ( any kind ) = 28 cal.

8 chocolate chips ( i used milk cuz I’m a fatass ) = 16 cal ( 2 cal for each ).

mix everything except the flour and chocolate and microwave it for 10 seconds , stir in the flour and add the chocolate and microwave for 40-50 seconds ( no more than 60 seconds or the chocolate will burn ) , and enjoy <3 .

lol i started eating it and forgot to take a picture, ( it’s really good ).

~stay safe~

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R E B L O G   IF  ______________

I can randomly pop in your dms 

I can go to your ask and ask random af questions 

I can vent to you 

I can potentially help you (i.e, Self Harm/Suicidal Tendencies, Personal issue at school, and weight loss.) 

I can Send you cute songs to help you smile 

I can Send funny ass memes to make you smile 

I can be your friend through the hard times and even forever 

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safe foods (300 and under)

is your family going out to eat and you're not sure what to eat? i got you boo. (these are restaurants my family normally eat at so if you'd like options from a specific restaurant just add below or pm me.)

CHICK FIL A

bowl chicken noodle soup: 255 kcal

medium fruit cup: 60 kcal

12 count grilled nuggets: 200 kcal

zesty buffalo sauce and ketchup: 25 kcal

grilled fillet: 110 kcal

large diet lemonade: 80 kcal

STARBUCKS

grande strawberry açai refresher: 90 kcal

venti strawberry açai refresher: 130 kcal

all hot coffees: 5-300 kcal

excludes blonde smoked butterscotch latte, cinnamon dolce latte, caffe mocha, white chocolate mocha

all hot teas: 0 kcal 

excludes chai tea latte (240 kcal), london fog tea latte (180 kcal), matcha green tea latte (240 kcal), honey citrus mint tea (130 kcal), defines brewed wellness tea (10 kcal)

steamed apple juice: 220 kcal

steamed milk: 200 kcal

espresso frappecino: 210 kcal

coffee frappecino: 210 kcal

all cold coffees: 5-230 kcal

all iced teas: 45-240 kcal 

a lot of them come with milk/cream in it so you can ask for none for lower calories

all cold drinks: 90-140 kcal 

if you add milk/cream those are the 140 kcal drinks

reduced fat turkey bacon and egg white sandwich: 230 kcal

spinach feta and egg white wrap: 290 kcal

avocado spread: 90 kcal

ham cheddar and peppers / egg white and roasted red pepper egg bites: 170 kcal

bacon and gruyere sous vide egg bites: 300 kcal

classic oatmeal: 160 kcal

hearty blueberry oatmeal: 220 kcal

plain bagel: 280 kcal

cinnamon raisin bagel: 270 kcal

everybody’s favourite bantam bagel (2 pack): 200 kcal

everything bagel: 290 kcal

lemon cake pop: 140 kcal

birthday cake pop: 170 kcal

cookie dough cake pop: 180 kcal

chocolate cake pop: 160 kcal

creminelli prosciutto tray: 170 kcal

smoked turkey jerky: 70 kcal

moon cheese cheddar: 70 kcal

string cheese: 80 kcal

beef jerky: 70 kcal

berry trio parfait

vanilla yogurt: 110 kcal

ZAXBY’S

side salad: 25 kcal

1 chicken finger: 100 kcal

tongue torch: 20 kcal

1 slice texas toast: 150 kcal

BURGER KING

garden side salad: 60 kcal

hamburger: 240 kcal

cheeseburger: 280 kcal

4 piece chicken nuggets: 170 kcal

4 piece spicy chicken nuggets: 210 kcal

chicken fries: 280 kcal

crispy taco: 170 kcal

value onion rings: 150 kcal

value unsalted fries: 220 kcal

kids oatmeal: 170 kcal

applesauce: 50 kcal

soft serve cup: 170 kcal

soft serve cone: 190 kcal

hersheys chocolate sundae: 260 kcal

caramel sundae: 240 kcal

1 chocolate chip cookie: 160 kcal

small hashbrowns: 250 kcal

3 piece french toast sticks: 230 kcal

WENDY’S

6 piece nuggets: 250 kcal

grilled chicken wrap: 300 kcal

apple bites: 35 kcal

JIMMY JOHNS (can reduce calories through customisation)

turkey little john (no mayo and add dijon mustard): 150 kcal

ham and provolone little john: 300 kcal

roast beef little john: 250 kcal

tuna salad little john: 250 kcal

salami capicola and provolone little john: 290 kcal

blt little john: 300 kcal

pickle: 20 kcal

LONGHORNS

mixed green salad: 100 kcal

broccoli: 90 kcal

cup loaded potato soup: 270 kcal

bowl shrimp and lobster chowder: 250 kcal

caesar salad w/ dressing: 250 kcal

strawberry and pecan salad w/ dressing: 190 kcal

seven pepper sirloin lunch salad: 250 kcal

grilled chicken and strawberry lunch salad w/ vinaigrette: 280 kcal

8 count grilled shrimp: 160 kcal

side rice: 230 kcal

plain baked potato: 270 kcal

black beans and rice: 290 kcal

kids grilled chicken tenders: 140 kcal

kids sirloin steak: 230 kcal

kids chicken tenders: 270 kcal

oranges: 20 kcal

DOMINOS

1/4 of medium thin crust pizza (spinach and feta cheese): 300 kcal

so this is how i like my pizza, but in conclusion, thin crust is the way to go. it has the lowest calories for the most food.

1/2 dish of pasta (chicken, marinara sauce): 205 kcal

1 plain wing: 55 kcal

1/2 buffalo chicken sandwich (no blue cheese sauce, provolone and onions): 240 kcal

classic garden salad: 80 kcal

PIZZA HUT

1 slice medium thin pizza (spinach): 170 kcal

1 bone out wing: 79 kcal

1 traditional wing: 80 kcal

1 mozzarella stick: 82 kcal

MARCOS

1/2 calzone (cheese and chicken): 213 kcal

1 piece cheese bread: 90 kcal

1 chicken dipper: 60 kcal

chicken caesar salad: 300 kcal

LITTLE CAESARS

1 buffalo wing: 64 kcal

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to look this dainty in over sized anything

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i honestly hate me. like, everything... my body, my personality, the way i dress, the way i talk, walk and annoy everyone i talk to. i just wanna disappear

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why cant these be my legs 😭

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I CAN’T WEAR OVERSIZED SWEATERS IF I MYSELF AM OVERSIZED

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i need more ED blogs to follow. and i mean not just like “thinspo blogs” with a bunch of pictures and stuff. But i want like real people to that actually post personal stuff and idk. :( like/reblog this so i can find you guys

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no, you won't lose 10 lbs over night

no, you won't notice changes right away

no, you won't go down two sizes in a day

No you won't become thin in just a few days

but you will eventually

one day you'll notice your pants won't stay up anymore

one day you'll shower and look down your body and your tummy will have shrunken

one day you'll see how promintent your collarbone has become

one day you'll put on a bra and notice your ribs are slightly showing on your chest

one day people will comment how slim you've become when they see you or hug you

i promise you it will happen

just don't lose hope, don't lose motivation, don't lose your dream

You. Can. Fucking. Do. This.

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Skinny Bitch Thoughts

Losing weight during quarantine and meeting all of your friends once it's over.They all remark and compliment how skinny you are now. How nice your clothes look on your tiny frame. Making them envy you. You'll be the hot friend now. Make them jealous - give them hell. You're skinny, you're winning and everyone else is losing!

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Dear myself,

Do you want to be fat or skinny coming out of this quarantine? You’ve always wanted to snap your fingers and become thin and pretty, well here’s your chance. Your friends won’t even recognize you after. Stop being a dumb bitch and drink some water.