hydrocodone-acetaminophen

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Hi yes i did :’) and fucking same, i’ve literally been grieving his disappearance since he went quiet in 2023 & privated his youtube channel (and deleted his tumblrs). I dont have much and some of these are probably on his twitter still but i made a little doc if you would like to look at em;

there are images from his tumblr that i have been searching for because of the pure impact theyve had on my psyche and development and ill probably never see them again, so putting what i can get together is definitely going to be something ill sit down to really focus on at some point. Genuinely loved this guy and we used to talk and interact a lot as well so it really hurts not knowing if hes okay. There was another user he would talk to a lot that i got the impression was a close friend & were roommates at one point but i reached out last year and learned that they hadnt been in contact with him for years ):

Im about to have several pages of my favorite artists art printed and laminated, insane how much this person has influenced me as far back as when i was like.. 13. And theyre probably only a little bit older than me now.

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

NEC portable cassette player

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

art by xGOREGHOULx on twitter

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

everything keeps getting weirder and weirder

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Screaming and hyperventilating because i had to wipe shit out of my ass and wiped for like 15 min straight immediately got in the shower and while still fucking banshee screaming i turned on my gfs JBL speaker and toxic by Britney spears autoplayed which made me start wailing and punching and slapping myself and i was starting to panic bc i didn’t understand why i was freaking out and im supposed to not drink till Saturday but felt a compulsion to self harm in some way so i crawled on the floor to the kitchen completely naked but i didn’t actually drink anything bc i finally calmed down so now im just sitting on my bed 🛌 being #normal looking at my phone 😛

Just had a moment of pure hysteria

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Just had a moment of pure hysteria

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Christopher Doyle and Michelle Reis on the set of Fallen Angels.

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Globus INK, Soviet spaceflight navigation computer

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Twins!

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

(x)

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

Eugene Thacker, "Nine Disputations on Theology and Horror", Collapse: Philosophical Research and Development, Vol. IV

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

do we fw my kin page im gonna kin niggas till i die idc this truly was one of my favorite things about 2015-17 era fandom tumblr and besides the concept of kinning being so like deeply entwined with certain aspects of my psyche as a 12-15 year old psychotic, it was such a fucking interesting time to observe the kinds of ppl involved in that community. There was a crazy girl on here that was kin of junko from danganronpa who would cancel ppl for literally no reason & claimed to be like 17 different races & had like a laundry list of disabilities but she was so popular that no matter what if u got cancelled by her it was just JOEVER for you LMFAO I made friends with a morty kin that one day sent me like 4 paragraphs on skype detailing that we cant be friends anymore cause they didnt know how to interact with me bc i was ‘too friendly’ I literally loved that shit it was so messy

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

[hydrocodone-acetaminophen]

“yu aoi with shiori tsuda's prop phone from all about lily chou-chou (2001)”