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i never really send requests but i've been seeing you were going through a hard time and honestly i relate 😭but i wanted to tell you that i believe in you genuinely. i hope whatever is going on you overcome and are able to look back on it and remember how strong of a person you are. it's so easy to get lost in whatever is going and feeling like it'll never end. but i know you can continue to move slowly but surely. i hope this isn't too weird or overwhelming if it is please feel free to ignore it!!💕

it’s not weird or overwhelming! it’s very sweet. and i truly appreciate you. 🩷 though im sad to hear you may also be going through something. :(

sometimes i struggle with my thoughts. basically what i write about is how it is for me lol i write from personal experience a majority of the time when it comes to emotions. so, im just having a difficult time emotionally and regulating my negative thoughts. but its nothing new to me and ill make it through. :) sometimes i just need to post a little something to help me vent.

it really makes me happy all the sweet anons and the dms i’ve received. you all truly have no idea how much it means to me. so thank you.

loving yall fr 🩷🩷🩷

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And that's okay. Sometimes it's hard to get out of a funk, but remember you have us too. Your stories provide comfort, so let us provide some comfort too ♥️

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me rn:

i don’t deserve yall fr

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Sending all the positive vibes your way!! All of them!! Manifesting good days for you!!! Raaaaah!!! ♥️💗💚💛💜❤️💖💕💞💙🧡✨✨✨✨💖💖💖

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you’re seriously the best! idk what’s been going on recently but i can’t seem to get out of it. i’m trying tho! 🩷🩷🩷🫂🫂

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hey so can i literally have one day of peace? seriously what is wrong with me

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us: “we’re gonna watch skz code and talkers tonight!”

also us: [watches the creed trailer again twice, tries to watch talkers but pauses and freaks out every time channie comes on screen]

just stay friend things

me the whole time lol you couldn’t see me, but it was basically this.

tbf, his shoulders were out a LOT of the time. and he’s so adorable. we must pause and discuss.

i don’t think we watched the creed trailer enough tbh lol it was so fun tho 😭 i can’t wait to do it again.

stay friendddddds 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

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Hi Emmy!

Just wanted to stop by and say I love you and I hope you're taking care of yourself today 🥺

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stop i’ll cry 😭

i love YOU 🫵🏻

i’m doing my best! haven’t been great the past couple days. but i have some plans with a friend later so im sure that’ll cheer me up. :)

biggest of big hugs 🫂🩷

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hey emmy! good morning! this is your brain speaking. we extra hate you today and you kinda wanna die. hope this helps! <3

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not a request - but that daddy chan dentist post is everything to me 🥹 i had an appointment coming up that i was worried about so it's perfect timing <33

aw im glad it was comforting! i’m sure your appointment will go great! <3

thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts with me 🥹 stuff like this is why i write.

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okay I have this really silly daddy!chan request, ignore it if it doesn't give you any ideas!!

daddy!chan with reader who is basically deathly afraid of dentists, and tada! she needs to go to the dentist. how would he take her? calm her down in the car? hold her hand through the appointment? maybe even he'd get her a smoothie as a reward afterwards?

I've been thinking about it for too long ahahah

dental anxiety

genre: hurt comfort, fluff

word count: ~1.7k

warnings: daddy chan, mentions of food and eating, panic attacks, pet names.

an: i relate to this prompt a little too well lol your girl really needs to go to the dentist but i am so scared. i will have a panic attack if i go. where's daddy chan when i need him? im sorry if this is garbage, i tried.

masterlist

you shoveled another spoonful of ice cream into your mouth, savoring the flavor. you were scraping the bottom of the cup at this point and chan giggled at your tongue poking out of the side of your mouth as you concentrated, trying to get every last drop.

"i think your cup might be empty, princess." he chuckled.

you licked your lips before setting the cup on the table. you sat in silence for a moment as chan was finishing his ice cream. you eyed the container, watched the spoon travel from his cup to his lips.

"ooooh no." he said, turning his chest away from you, hiding what was left in the cup. "this is my ice cream. you already had yours."

you gave him your best puppy dog eyes, the ones you knew he couldn't resist. "don't do that, babyyy." he whined. like something out of a cartoon, he could swear your eyes got bigger and more glassy. he sighed.

"okay fine." he smiled. he scooped up what was left of the sugary treat and guided the spoon to your mouth. it tasted so good, so sweet.

but then, "ouch." you brought your fingers to your jaw.

"are you okay, baby?" he asked, concern etching his brows. "why ouch?"

"my tooth. that bite of ice cream hurt." you rubbed your jaw gently.

"sounds like you might need a trip to the dentist." he said, calmy. "sounds like a cavity."

the dentist? your stomach dropped. suddenly you wanted to throw up every bit of ice cream you just ate. how could he sound so calm about this? you couldn't go to the dentist. you hated to admit the last time you went to the dentist. the number of appointments you've had since you've been an adult, you could count on one hand. because you were always too scared.

your heart started beating hard at the thought of it. you'd have to call and make an appointment. that's a no. then you would have to actually show up and sit in that terrifying death chair in the sterile room while the doctor drilled into your mouth? your fingers started going numb.

"baby?"

you could hear him but your eyes were focused on the ground, gaze glazed over as you spiraled.

"hey.." he said quietly, his soothing daddy voice activated. "what's wrong, princess? hmm?"

you shook your head back and forth, trying to clear your brain of this fog. you flexed your fingers, trying to get the tingles to go away. you looked up at him, eyes glassy for a whole other reason now. he grabbed your hand and cradled it in between his, bringing it to his mouth to softly kiss your knuckles.

"you're okay, baby." he said, his breath fanning across your fingers. "we don't have to go to the dentist right now. you're okay." he kissed your fingers again. "breathe with me, yeah? feel my breaths on your hand? follow me, baby."

you took a couple really deep breaths with him, right there on the sidewalk in front of the ice cream place, and your heart started to calm down.

"im sorry." you said, your voice soft. you were tired now, he could tell.

he kissed your forehead before grabbing your hand. "don't you apologize, baby. you did nothing wrong." he led you toward the direction of the car. "lets get you home."

you knew that this wasn't over. he wasn't going to let this go. he was going to make sure you took care of yourself and that means going to the dentist. but for right now, in this moment, you let your brain believe that everything was fine. that there wasn't impending doom around the corner. instead, you focused on his voice as he told you how pretty the leaves are this time of year. and you let him lead you.

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you were right that he, indeed, did not let it go. as soon as you winced in pain during dinner a couple nights later, he had called and made you an appointment for the following week. and that day, was today.

"come on, baby." he cooed. "time to get up." he gently pulled at the covers, dragging them down, exposing your pajama clad body to the cold air. you grumbled and rolled over, burying your face in his pillow. "uppies, grumpy." he said, poking your side. you grumbled again, squeezing your stuffed animal tighter to your chest.

"oh well i guess if baby wont get up on her own, I'm just going to have to pick her up myself." and that was all the warning you got before he was scooping you up and carrying you to the bathroom, where the shower was already running. he plopped you down on the counter and you pouted up at him, crossing your arms.

"baby.." he sighed. "i know you don't want to go. i know how scary it is. but i promise, daddy will be right there the whole time." he brushed your messy hair to the side with his fingers. "you know i wont let anything happen to you, yeah?"

you nodded, dropping your arms and snaking them around his waist, pulling him closer. you buried your face in his chest, breathing in his scent, trying not to think about the day you had coming.

"i love you, princess. you have to get in the shower though, okay?" he patted your thigh. "I'm going to go make you some breakfast while you do this." he kissed the top of your head and took a step back.

you felt cold as he pulled away, even though the bathroom was starting to cloud with steam. you watched as he exited the room, pulling the door shut behind him. "don't forget behind your ears!" he called from the kitchen.

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"im not hungry." you said, your stomach churning at the sight of the eggs and toast in front of you.

"just take a couple bites, baby. you need something in your system."

you brought the bread to your mouth and chewed slowly. "i feel sick." you confessed.

"i know, baby. you're just nervous. but i promise, its going to be okay."

and he continued to tell you that. over and over, like a mantra.

"you're okay." as he was helping you into the car.

"I'm right here." as he squeezed your hand at a stop light.

"you're doing so good." as he parked the car in the dentists lot.

he shut the car off and turned to you. "are you ready?"

you shook your head. you would never be ready for this. "you're going in with me, right?" you asked, panic lacing your tone.

he nodded. " of course, baby. I'm going to be right there the whole time." he rubbed his thumb along the back of your hand. "and," he continued. "i made your appointment at an office that specializes in dental anxiety."

"really?"

"mhm. they're extra gentle and extra kind and extra sensitive to how you may be feeling."

a little bit of the weight lifted off your shoulders at that. maybe it really would be okay.

"we have to go inside now, okay? so we wont be late." you nodded and he exited the car, walking around the front to open your door for you. he held your hand as he led you inside, held your hand as he told the receptionist your name, held your hand as you sat in the waiting room. some random sitcom was playing on the tv, but you couldn't focus on it. you were using all of your concentration to focus on your breathing.

chan leaned over. "you're doing so good, baby." he whispered into your ear.

and then a older woman came out of a door and called your name. you both stood, hand in hand, and followed the woman into the back of the office. the atmosphere was cold and sterile as she guided you into the small room with the large chair of doom. but you noticed there was a smaller chair next to the big one. just a regular chair, like the ones in the waiting room.

"you sit in the big chair, sweetheart." the woman said. "the other chair is for your husband."

chan's ears pinked at the title but he didn't correct the woman, and neither did you. you just sat in the chair, the leather cold on the backs of your legs. and chan sat next to you, never letting go of your hand. and when the dentist came in, he was so incredibly kind. he explained everything he was doing, before he did it. and it turns out, you didn't have a cavity, just some sensitivity. he gave you a special toothpaste to use and.. that was it.

before you knew it, you were walking out of the office and climbing back into the car. chan started the engine before turning to you.

"princess, you did so good." he smiled. your heart swelled. "daddy is so so proud of you." he leaned in and kissed you softly. "my big, brave girl." he mumbled against your lips.

"it wasn't so bad." you smiled back at him. "everybody was really nice."

"they were." he nodded, reaching over to buckle your seatbelt. "daddy told you it would be okay."

"can we go get smoothies?" you asked, you tummy rumbling from your lack of breakfast.

"smoothies?!" he teased. "i told you to eat breakfast but you didn't listen." he giggled. "of course we can go get smoothies. my baby earned it."

and as he pulled out of the parking spot, you added. "she said 'husband'."

his ears turned pink again and his tongue ran along the inside of his cheek as he smiled. "sounded kind of nice, didn't it?"

and then it was your turn to flush. "don't worry baby, daddy has already been thinking about it."

and when your mouth dropped open and you asked what he meant by that, he pretended he never said anything in the first place. but you smiled and reached for his hand, forever grateful that you had him.

everything posted here is entirely fiction and in no way represents any member of stray kids in reality

©hyunjins-orange-slice-too i do not give permission for this work or any of my work to be translated, copied, or reposted.

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me trying to not think about cb97 so that i can write some requests. gotta flip the daddy switch lol im having trouble.

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oh cb97.. love of my life.. welcome home.

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and now this feeling is worse bc of the work day that i had.

still not fair.

need a nap.

feeling very soft and small this morning and being forced to go to work bc i’m ‘an adult’ and i ‘have bills to pay’ or whatever

not fair. and it’s loud in here.

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feeling very soft and small this morning and being forced to go to work bc i’m ‘an adult’ and i ‘have bills to pay’ or whatever

not fair. and it’s loud in here.

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yall.. they keep releasing these teaser images for karma and i fear im not going to survive.

bc wtf is THIS CHRISTOPHER BANG YOUR THIGH I WILL SERIOUSLY THROW MYSELF OFF A BUILDING

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i need to write a full length Stray Kids x The Lost Boys fic. like i need it to exist. I’ll probably never get around to it, but it’s living in my brain rn. Chan as Michael? yes pls.

fine i’ll just go watch it again

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*in a sing song voice*

i’m in my feels~~ too scared to talk to anyone about it~~

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i have to learn to be kinder to myself. i can’t keep going on like this. something’s gotta give.