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#I feel like even when I think I'm super close to someone they just prove me wrong#Like I can't help it but feel everyone hates me#And they all treat me differently than they treat others#Like I really want to trust her and have her as the most important person in my life but#I know she probably keeps me a secret and doesn't talk about me as much as I talk about her#Like if she closes our chat I don't exist anymore#It genuinely makes me so sad#And she will love bomb me when I pull away and when I'm right there she fights me over everything and#Is super dry to me and ignores half of what I say#And I get it we're both in a platonic thing but that doesn't mean I don't care#I feel like no one will ever truly care for me and everyone is embarrassed of being someone to me#Genuinely crying in the bus over this lmfaoaoaoaoo#I can't help but keep thinking about ghosting everyone and disappearing#Like genuinely everyone fucking hates me in every single friend group they all hate me and in my personal relationships too#And if I try to ask for reassurance they just tell me I'm being dumb and ignore me#I feel like I'm meaningless yay#And I can't even be direct with her about that because I know I'll weird her out and she'll probably ghost me#Like who can just go and be like hey why you never post anything about me or talk about me to your friends like I wanna mean something in#Your life haha#WHATEVER#HWATEVERRRRR#I genuinely hope I die I don't understand what did I do to get this life
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my bad didn't mean 2 attach myself 2 u like an abandoned dog
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What if I was just an innocent maiden? 👉👈
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11-eyed blue glass flacon from Canarina, designed by Rene Lalique, 1928
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they should invent a place where i belong
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my bad didn't mean 2 attach myself 2 u like an abandoned dog
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Yufu City, Oita Prefecture, Japan // みずなし
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fududhhggg I feel like I just cannot belong anywhere, even when I try my best to make friends and keep up with people I'm never that important to others, they always get along better with everyone else but me, either that or they fully ghost me and it makes me sad because I don't understand if I did something wrong or if I'm just boring and they don't care. Like I genuinely thought at least 2 or 3 people kinda cared but they haven't really tried to speak to me, one of them hasn't even replied to my last message nsdjsldn
#vent#I know it's so dumbbbbb but I don't know#I guess I hoped someone would care and I'm sad I destroyed my own stupid expectations#It's obvious no one likes me that much and I'm boring and unlikable#And I know it doesn't help to think like that#But I was really trying my best to be kind and positive to everyone and to let them talk about whatever they wanted and trying to keep the#Conversation going and even then nothing works#I should be happy because I'm meeting up with a friend this week but I just feel so disappointed and sad#I just I had never talked to anyone#They would've just gotten along without me just fine.
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waaaa it really sucks when you're gone and no one cares hahaaa
#vent#even more when you thought you were friends and you're always telling them you miss them when they're not around#It's silly to get mad about that but it makes me feel so sad when I thought I was friends w someone but when you disappear they don't even#ask if you're alive or whatever kdnfldkfl#I wanna disappear honestly 🤣😂
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who up wanting something they can never have
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