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I want good tea and relaxing evenings. I want my mind to be calm and my heart to be full. I want to be pure and I want to be happy. It will happen, each day I will strive to make it happen. 

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_millearnold

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I’m at the point in my life where I need you to be straight up honest and back up every word you say with actions. If you miss me, tell me. If you wanna see me, show up or ask me to come over. If you’re upset with me or something in general, tell me. I’ve done the whole playing games, chasing hearts around that never belonged to me. I’m done doing it. If you want me, I’m here, where I’ve been. Say what you mean and mean what you say.

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things I need to tell myself today

I’m sorry for not taking care of you lately. I get distracted by little unimportant things and by putting other people ahead of your well being and happiness. That is not the plan anymore. I’m sorry for not prioritizing the important things and I’m sorry for disappointing you. I have to be better. You are so important and everyday I should be reminding you of that. I’m back and your happiness is number one, your goals are number one, you are number one in my life. I promise that I won’t let you go and I will always be on your side. Forgive me but let me keep loving and helping you for days, months, years to come.

9/19/2016

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You know what real tragedy is? When we’re both excruciatingly aching for each other but too damaged, too broken to reach for a touch.

stranger-lover  (via wnq-writers)

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to the boys texting and trying to "hang out"

no thank you.

I woke up this morning to text messages that I did not want to respond to and invitations that I didn’t really care to accept. I don’t want kisses and I don’t want to fuck, I just want silence and peace and to not worry about who’s texting me back and who’s not. I’m not trying to get drunk with you and make out anymore. I’m not trying to get into agreements about how much you care and how much you don’t. I don’t want that anymore. I just want quite and to be left alone.

this is new and this is lovely. my heart seems really good right now.

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everything has it’s way of working out eventually, you will figure it out soon. keep fighting and keep being strong.

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I want to apologize to myself for constantly submerging in a state of panic, for allowing myself to self-destruct for so many years. There is a person inside of me who deserves kindness.

Brianna Pastor, Stop Chasing Ghosts (via wnq-writers)

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I grew, day by day, more moody, more irritable, more regardless of the feelings of others.

Edgar Allan Poe, “The Black Cat.” (via wnq-writers)

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I don’t want to be so scared all the time. So alone. I want to believe something can be worth it. Worth the pain. Worth the risk.

Hannah Harrington, Saving June (via wnq-writers)

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And here I am, falling back into the situation that I’ve been positioned in one too many times.

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