iamher24

[iamher24]

Shadows or confusion?

[iamher24]

[iamher24]

Some of my favorite paintings

I plan on posting more frequently

One day I plan on selling my art.

I hope it’ll be worth it to someone

[iamher24]

Planning to post my art frequently. Hopefully I find my soul tribe

[iamher24]

Isolation

My night time thoughts.

My heart feels so open

God has been protecting me. That’s been my reason for isolation so much. It’s a protection from the outside bad. The demons been coming they been attached some. They got hold. But I’m not weak , I haven’t been to weak to get caught up in what was around me. God been talking to me. He been proteching me and loving me. The outside world that doesn’t matter. I been chilling and fighting my own mental demons. I been balancing my good and bad. I been becoming aware of the bad in my life. I did a lot of self reflection. I seen what was wrong in the world. What the problem been. People deciding not to choose themselves. The ones that been hurt or been through trauma. People reliving their trauma. By unwilling being that thing that hurt them. Or even living in a place of fear. The world is so fucked up. We not unity in the people. It’s all ego driven and chasing money. I had to ask myself how did I play part of it how even how have I been acting. I had to mirror the bad I seen to see if I had any attachments. I did I had thoughts of it. Never chased the actions of every thought. But I know what’s it like to live in the dark. I also know what’s it like when that inner pulling is pushing you towards someone better. I know the fear that comes up towards that. The thoughts of not knowing how or what’s next. The insecurities of not feeling worthy of having the life you dream of. But it’s all possible, god been showing us the way. He’s been putting those visions in our mind. The sense of happiness. Dreams can come true. We just have to go after it and stop living in fear. Stop worrying about the outside world. Learn to focus on self and dream. Make the steps you need too especially when it’s uncomfortable. Nothing worth having will come easy. It’s a reason why it’s so hard to go after what you want. It’s demons holding you down. False beliefs and fears that was put in your mind. That’s what’s stopping it. That’s what’s stopping you. The fear is what keeps you in same place.