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[iamxtheweapon]

i dropped off my resume at this place at 1:15 and got called for an interview at 1:45 holy dang

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I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.

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He took the opportunity of her weakened grip to push on her pressure point, causing her hand to let go. It was a low blow, but he didn’t have many options anymore.

With the drive in his hand, he quickly pocketed it. “I know you don’t get it.” Clint said quietly. He should leave. He was wasting his own remaining time to get away, but he needed her to understand. To not think he was as bad, as evil as Hydra was.

“I’m doing this to protect you. Just let me.” He turned to leave, reaching the door with one last look at Amelia before exiting. If he was lucky, he could back out without any problems.

"Please don't do this."

“Don’t be so dramatic.” Clint said in response, calmer than he felt. Nothing that was happening was what he wanted- but Hydra has threatened those closest to him, and he needed to okay along for now. “Just let me leave, and no one has to get hurt.” He knew the usb had a lot of information on various agents. Knew that it could do a lot of damage in Hydras hands/ but he was selfish. He didn’t want his friends to get hurt, and this was his only way to protect them. Only way to protect Amelia.

“Please.” He said, quieter and more desperate.

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The mention of Coulson had him tensing all over, his hand clenching harder over Amelia’s wrist than he had meant to. It would definitely be bruised at this point. 

“You don’t know what you’re talking about.” He said, frustrated. He was trying to save them. He was in a shitty situation and this was the best option. “If I go back without this.” He said, shaking her wrist- jerky and harsh. “A lot worse things is going to happen to everyone. Me, you. Everyone I have ever fucking cared about. Do you understand?” 

“For once stop trying to be a fucking hero. Just stop, Amelia. I’ve already taken too long. I need to go. Just give it to me.”

He was sure Shield would have been alerted to this situation by now, and if he didn’t leave now they would without a doubt try to stop him. More innocent people getting hurt. If he left without the drive though, innocent people would get hurt as well. He would get hurt. 

"Please don't do this."

“Don’t be so dramatic.” Clint said in response, calmer than he felt. Nothing that was happening was what he wanted- but Hydra has threatened those closest to him, and he needed to okay along for now. “Just let me leave, and no one has to get hurt.” He knew the usb had a lot of information on various agents. Knew that it could do a lot of damage in Hydras hands/ but he was selfish. He didn’t want his friends to get hurt, and this was his only way to protect them. Only way to protect Amelia.

“Please.” He said, quieter and more desperate.

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“You don’t get it.” Clint hissed, trying his best to keep his voice low. They had ears everywhere, after all. He knew if he didn’t get this and get out soon, his next order was going to be to use lethal force- and he wasn’t sure he would have a choice.

“It’s going to be worse for everyone if you don’t give this to me Amelia.” He said, hating that it came out threatening. He was trying to protect them, damn it! If he had to ‘sell his soul’ to do so, then he would. 

Clint let go of the drive, just long enough to capture her wrist in his grip instead. “Don’t make me break it.” Clint pleaded, referring to her wrist. He could if he had to but... This was such a shit show, and he knew he was going to get shit for it. Hydra didn’t take to delays very well. 

"Please don't do this."

“Don’t be so dramatic.” Clint said in response, calmer than he felt. Nothing that was happening was what he wanted- but Hydra has threatened those closest to him, and he needed to okay along for now. “Just let me leave, and no one has to get hurt.” He knew the usb had a lot of information on various agents. Knew that it could do a lot of damage in Hydras hands/ but he was selfish. He didn’t want his friends to get hurt, and this was his only way to protect them. Only way to protect Amelia.

“Please.” He said, quieter and more desperate.

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Updated Verses

If you’re interested in threading in any of them, lmk or just send me an ic ask and identify which verse you want. 

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“i’m okay. it’s all fine.”

(Checked your verses page; this is ourselves under pressure alright?)

“Are you?” Clint asked, looking doubtful. “Because that argument started over mission reports and ended up with Tony goading you into storming out. I know he’s an asshole, Steve. But I’ve been doing this long enough to know that showing you’re bothered only ends up with them feeling like they won.” Clint sighed, scrubbing a hand down his face.  “Either way, this has gotta stop. Can’t work together with all this tension.”

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I refuse to believe that person B isn’t Clint

Person a: what is the one thing I told you not to do

Person b: burn the house down

Person a: and what did you do

Person b: made you dinner

Person a:

Person b:

Person a:

Person b: and burnt the house down

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"Please don't do this."

“Don’t be so dramatic.” Clint said in response, calmer than he felt. Nothing that was happening was what he wanted- but Hydra has threatened those closest to him, and he needed to okay along for now. “Just let me leave, and no one has to get hurt.” He knew the usb had a lot of information on various agents. Knew that it could do a lot of damage in Hydras hands/ but he was selfish. He didn’t want his friends to get hurt, and this was his only way to protect them. Only way to protect Amelia.

“Please.” He said, quieter and more desperate.

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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I will thread with anyone about anything for real. Doesn’t need to even be an in-depth thing- I’ll write a starter or you can pick one or even just send an ic ask pls I’m so bored

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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Dying rp Starters

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“📂

Clint has an arrowhead that he has kept with him since his time at the circus. It’s from the arrow he used to get his first bullseye. Many times he’s put himself in danger just to retrieve it- not that he’d admit it to anyone. Only a select few amount of people even know about, an irrational fear that someone will try to take it from him if they did know.

If Clint’s told or shown someone it than they have his undying trust.

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“📂“

Clint cannot cook to save his life. He’ll burn toast if you let him. This is something he kept a secret for awhile but on a mission once Natasha and Phil forced him to cook dinner. After they barely avoided burning the kitchen, they tried making him take cooking classes once they were home.

Clint’s not welcome back.

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Send “📂“ for a random yet completely useless headcanon I have