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[iamyourdoubt]

Who carries a weapon they don't know how to use? Or is this just a fashion piece?

Alaxia: In my defenSE- Eden: At least MY weapon is something unusual and different. You have like. a GUN. That's just.... boring! Plain! Simple! Alaxia: IT CAN BE HARD TO USE A GUN OKAY Eden: YOU HOLD IT UPSIDE DOWN HALF THE TIME Alaxia: ITS WHAT FEELS COMFORTABLE OKAY, WEAPONS SHOULD BE COMFORTABLE. Eden: I'm pretty sure the point of a weapon is to HURT someone but whatevveerrrrrrrrr~ Alaxia: Shut up Eden stretches a bit Eden: ANYWAYSSSSSS~ I just learned how to summon my weapon a few weeks ago. So I'm allowed to be a TINY bit bad at it~ But I could give you a example if you- Alaxia: We are in PUBLIC. Eden: Boo. >:p Booooo! No fun! Alaxia: Dad will KILL you..

[iamyourdoubt]

Clearly that cutie mark of yours has nothing to do with business acumen. The cost of commuting, the cost of your shop, how many more additional costs did you take on just to open here? And that's not even accounting for trying to appeal to the tastes of the uptight ponies who thrive in Canterlot...

Shake it off, Strawberry Pop. Haters gonna hate hate hate hate hate.

[iamyourdoubt]

What a curious creature you are... So then, little horse, tell me. With such sharp teeth, what is it you eat?

"...She doesn't like it when ponies call her bread stale. Even though it can be used as bricks!"

[iamyourdoubt]

Sure, the little ponies here will be your friends. But just promising they care doesn't do anything about the new Mare, does it? And even while professing their friendship, they never really addressed you concerns or doubts, did they? What was her name? Velvet Mist? You can't put a hoof on why, but you have this feeling of distrust... It's only natural, distrust is there to protect us. Maybe we can track down why. What made you first feel this way about her?

I still might ask Supernova what he think's of Velvet, later, he will be honest with me. That might help my doubts-

[iamyourdoubt]

To be surrounded by so many other entities and still feel alone... How pitiable. But... understandable. None of these other entities could possibly understand how you feel. They aren't endlings, they aren't you. They don't have to face the looming reality themselves, all of those vicious and terrible experiences, only watch it all arbitrarily. Like watching a show on a screen. But I'm sure they're convinced they can 'fix' you. Make it all better, by just saying 'it was meant to be.' Diminish how you feel, as if such simple words suddenly heal the wound. How callous.

[iamyourdoubt]

As old as homeostasis... And yet life goes on. Is that why you say you are rejected? That's a long time to suffer rejection. To be so stagnant...

And so many words in so short of a span... The usage of 'We'... How many voices are we hearing in there? How many of 'us' do you contain, Requiem?

"According to Requiem, when the Digital World emerged from the Quantum Sea, two Ideas fought to determine which would govern the laws of nature. These Ideas were Evolution and Atrophy. The Digital World chose Evolution, and to meet that need, Homeostasis appeared. Likewise, here on the other side of the Wall of Fire, Requiem formed.

"We actually called him 'Atrophy' until he told me his name. I think I like Requiem a lot better.

"Um, that's to say, Requiem sees himself as a purposed digital lifeform. That he doesn't change is, I think, kind of the point, yeah? I'm getting that right?"

"This is correct."

[status = unknown (Skyler)] [Distortion detected! Further investigation pending...]

[iamyourdoubt]

AFEUAGHFEUHAFJ

WHAT JUST HIT ME!?

HOW?

Abilene @ Ray: Hey hey, these pastries smell really tasty! Can you tell me what's the fan favorite here? I want to try the Matcha Tea Cake!

Point proven! The fluff to this pastry with the fruit on top takes the “guilty” out of “guilty pleasure.” Even when you eat an entire roll cake, it’s so light that you can’t help but want more!

|| Pinned Post | Ishikawa Bakery Intro ||Answer also to @iamyourdoubt

[iamyourdoubt]

"You aren't special, you are nothing and nobody. Remember you will be forgotten, like so many people on this earth." Was that experience talking, Alpha, or did you just think it sounded threatening, all that time so distant ago now? Or perhaps nihilism? I guess if you wanted to be nihilistic about it, than no one will be remembered, not even you, when entropy has its way. So we might as well have our moments now.

I believe you also said "The future is never in stone but the past has been carved in pain and suffering." Is that more experience? Sounds like you had such a time becoming what you are now, Alpha... Such a long road and almost to the end... Which end? The future still isn't carved into that stone. Who has the chisel?

F̶̨̝͍͌̅̓͊̂̈̀̈́̉̄̏͌͘͝ͅ ̸͉̳̭̦̓͌͛́̅̀̕͜͠͝͠o̷̭̦͇̙͙͐̾͛͛̅͊̿̔̄̄̄͑̈́̚̕ ̴̢̡̠̬͙̮̣̫̪̲̝̬̦̬͔́́̀̏͛̓̍͑͘̕͠o̶̢̭̝͍̝̟̹̰̓̂ ̶̛̰̦̖̖̣̯̈́̀͒́̉͂̾̎d̴̢̢̺̲̹̝̭͙̲̯̹͍̹̪̙͛͐̌̂̈́͒̿̐͂́͊̾̕͘̕͜͜͠

[iamyourdoubt]

Us things. We things. You things. Curious little things aren't we, Alpha? In that we're curious. We show up at curious times, ask curious little questions. Isn't that funny? You were so hungry before. Which is driving you again? Fear or hunger? I think you once said, way back, to turn fear against others. Did you have that fear once? Did you turn it on others? "One day you will kill everyone around you. One day it'll be all your fault" Was that you? Was it your fault? Or is that our fault? Which is it, Alpha?

Y̷̻̩͈̺͈̠̬̎̍͗́̃̉̂͒̍̉͒́͐́̕ͅo̶̮̦͖̼̜͍̹̤̻͇͙̩͈͍̞̪̓͋̚̚ũ̴̘̩̠̗̜͓̪̙̮̭͖̿̌̓̂̓̃ͅr̷̡͈̦̥̝̠̠̻͙̼̠̹̪̅́͝ ̴̧̛̺̱͖͔̯̘̫͍̈́̍̋͂̉́̿́̐̄̉͑̏̀g̴̹̫̞͎͉̏͒́̐̾͑͑̈́̕u̶̢̥̖̣͇͚̓͆̎̀͑̋͗̅̓̚̕ͅi̶͙̰̤̥̭̟̳̫̲̗͖̣̒͒̂͌̇́̈̿̏̉̃͠l̸̬̤͖͌͊͘ť̶̡̨̛̬͙̟͍͖̻͕̮̳͋̋̓̓̒̃́̄̔͆̋̊͝ ̷̨̫̪̰̺͈̬̙̘͔͍̯͎̗̊̏̌̿̈́͐̑̽́̈́̚̚͜͜ͅc̵̛̥̻̦̙̲̗̮̙̮̫͙͋̽̋̈́̎̓͛̈́̍̈́̊̎̕͠͠a̵̧̹͕͎͍̤̠̲͎͕͖͍͈̟̜̓̆͑̀̐̑n̴̞͖͍̖̅͌́̀̏̋n̵͉̜̭̝͎̗̬̠͖͔̝̫̈́̌͂͊̎̈̅̃͛͑͑̋̃̀̕̕͝ǫ̷̨̨͎̬̟̖͇̮͚͙̲͍͂̽̉̊̊͑̀̀̓̾̔͋̒̃͠ͅt̴̡̧͚̦̹̜̲̣̹̲͈̩̝̟̞̐ ̶̡̨̡̛̳̜͖͓͍̰̫̹͔̮̈́́̃͂̀̿̐̈́̌̄͑͘̚̕͝b̵̢̮͙͕͔͌̄̂͠ę̶̺̠͇̜̬̰͙͔̪͊̂͆͊͐ ̸̨̜͚̟̗͈̦̠̟̜̄̉́̈́̌̽͑͆̏̅͐̊̆͘̕͝p̶̻̳̈́̆͘͠a̵̢̙͓͔̓̇̅͑͒̈́̈́̓͊̿̐s̴̨̡̮͚͖̥̥̜̪̱̤̗̣͌̏̾̈̄͗̓̃̕͘̕͜͝s̴̡̤̦͈͔͖̠̫̞̺̪̲̪̳̗͍̓̄́̄͌̽͌͆̑̾̎̓̓͘̚̕ͅẹ̵̱͚̯͓̖̟̞̭̜̯̰͖̜̠͋ḑ̸̡̩̯̫̬̼̺̅̐̄͋̅͑͝ͅ ̶̢̲̺̞͕͙̯̹̇̀͂͊̍̎̒͗̋̑́̔̈́ö̷̬̟͖͎̜͓͚̭͍̯̪͇͓̫͌̈́̅̑̕͜͜ṅ̴̛̪̦̯̜̩̩͙͒͗͑̔ͅͅṯ̵̛̗̣̼̳̜̄̾̎͂̄̈́̍̅̇̈́̀͘͝ő̷̗͈̪̫̗̞͍́̋͠ͅ ̷̢̱̠͚̥̙̣͕̘̫̫̪̿͋͛͑̐́͛͊́̎ͅm̴̡̨͇̯̈́̈́́̍̍̑͂̈́͋́̈́̓͘͝e̵̺̣̝͈͖̬͍̞͗̍̕͜.̸̢̢̡̯̱̬̪̘̫̹͎̿̊͒̊͛͆̎͆̒̽̔̉͘̕ ̸̡̧̛͎̩̬͓̫̩͖̥̤͕̬̟͎̩̄̆̓͗͑̈́̀F̸̢̭̰͚͔̟͕͚̜̦̭̘̗̬̥͝o̴̡̟͕͈͚̼̱̹͔̤̘̙̩̜̣͑̀́̒̈̉͆͊̓̇̏̑͐̈́͘ͅȓ̶̭͖̬̱̖͋̔̃̅͐̑̈̓̋̑͜ ̸̘͍̯̮̬͖̼͕͔̭̦̪̤͎̜̓̅̊̌̿̃̆́́y̶͎̪͋̀̏͆́͘͝͠͠ơ̶̧̛̥͂͒͑́́̍̀̐́́̉͑͝ų̶̡̖͙̫̇̂̀̓͗̃͊̎̾̌̔̒̕͝ͅ ̵̧̖͚̖̲͇͚̗̞̉̉̏̃̃̈́̑̑͗̕a̵̡̡͓̮̰͈͎̜̎́̐̌̽̌̽̾̄̍͗̾͝r̶̯̥̞̝̲̻̻̼̩͋̉͊̑̄̌̈́̍̈̾̓͘͝͝͠e̴̼̞͍̱̫͇͇͇̱͈̱̠̹̲͓͒͗͑͗̕̕ ̴̮͈̣̈́̉̏̌͌̾͠͝a̷̧̞͖̭̝̰̜̥̹̰̬͛̓͑̃̒̐ͅl̵̘̥̉̏͊̂́̾̓͊̚͘l̴̡̡̢̩͈̯͉̳̳̅̍͊ ̷̥̝͈͂̑͛͒̌͒̀̚ť̸̢̮̘̪̖̆͒͆̒̽͒̉́͐́o̶̡̞͓̩̖̲̝̘̦̖͙̱̯̐́̊͂̔̌͑̿̇̀̅́̽́́̏͘ͅ ̷̡̡̥̫̈́̒̀̉͂̍̾̕͝b̷̛͍̟̟̦̮͉͔͉̖͙̺͕͇̀̑̄́̈́̑̍̈́̔͠͝l̵͓̐̒̓̀̎͛̀̓̏͠͠ą̴̜̱̹̭͍̼͕̯̻̦͖͐̋͐̾̋̉̌́͘m̷̧̦̝̜̭̖̐͑̈́̆̔̔̐̿́̔̈̈̂͘͝ĕ̵̺̗͚̳̘̜̪̬̠̹̗̗̋̽̏͆̈͊̇͜.̵͍̯̦̩̞̲͚͕̪̟̱͔̲̍̈́̿͌̋̊͂ͅͅ ̸̛̻͖̈̐̓̍̇̓͗̃̇̑̇͆̔͝D̴̛̬̼̝͉̂̃͆͂̋̀̃̈́́́̑̅̾̎͗͜͝ö̵̖͔̫̈́̓̋͛̂̒͘ ̵̛͚̪͖͖͚͓̠̤ỹ̸̡̨̡̛̪͎̪̻̰͙̯͓̾̏̐̃̃̄̽̾̈́̚͝ō̶̧̨̧̹̠̖̦͍͋̈́̒͛̓̌͌͆̌͑̇̒͆u̶̢̙̼͚̻̥̥͉̮̥̲̜̺̞̻̿̾͌̉̇̋̋̇͐͊̌̆̑ ̵̭͆̏͛̏̈̆̕͝ẅ̷̧͈͓̗̥̖͚͔̀̂͆̎̔̂̏͗́͒͛͒͌ͅͅe̵̡̧̧̩̩̤̜̝͍̝̗͉̻͔̰̭̘̒̆͐̔͒e̵̢̧̟̭̘̖͔̬͘͜p̷̫͉̤̞̤̫̭̼͕͇̗̣̯͛̄͑̈̈́̄̇̋̎͑̾͂́̎́͋̕ ̴̧̛͇͇̦̗̻͚͔̼̤͓̩̹͆̽͛̒̈̑̍̒̊̎̓̎̎͌̕f̶̧̫̼̣̮̜̊̿͒͂̂̑̓͐͊͗̐̑͘͝͠͝ͅŏ̶̰̪̟͓͎̱̠̹͕̠̦̜͓̣̓͒̓̀͊͋͌͝ͅr̴̢͙͔̲̯̼̹̬̬̹͇̱̪̆̒̓̓̋͂͘͜͠ ̴͔̪̣̼̲͎̱̥͇͈̰̫͎͇͔͇̃̈́́̓̉̂̕͠͝t̵̛͔̭̗̼̦͆̀̅́̂̉h̸͓͙̦̬͖͍̅̓̔̕͘ͅę̶̠̟̬̪͔̬̜̜̼̝͍̣̗̅̍̈́̍̀̉̈̿̌̽͆̽̌̇͆̚͝ ̸̧̘̹͕̺̤̞̰̟̻̞̯͇͉̬̆́̆͊̍̅͌̈́̎̂̎͘c̶̛͍̦̈́̔̿̂͐́́̆́͝͠͝h̵̢͖̜̣̮̫̱̲̗̹͎̣̗͊̈́à̵̦̎p̴̟̰̄̌͐̂͋̋́̏s̵̳͍̘̰̮̭͖̫̓͠ ̵͖́́̊͑̀͂̈́́̄̓͝͝͠y̸̫̥̱̪̙̠͆̈́̇͗̑̿̐͘͝ȍ̸̡̼̹͉̫̼̤̘̺̈̀̇̉̽̀̇͝ư̷̡̩͇̲͎̹͙̘͔̱̏́̑̅̌͌̓̾̅̀̏̽̓͋̕͝ͅ ̶̮͌̑͆͝ͅͅḥ̸̛̥̅̋̎̐͊̽͌̾̓̀̄̀͌̔̚a̴̡̩͕̝̪̲̿̉͛v̴̨͍̩̠̲͎̫̠̖̭̭̣̜̠̉̿̏̇̏̉͒̈́͝e̸͉̱̳͔̗͇̬̯̤͗͊̔̋̒̌͂͋̕ ̶̢̨͚͖̬̫͇͓̯̺̳̹̦̅͌̉̆͗̋̒̃̑͘w̵̢̗̫̪̭̟̰͒̈́̉̾́̆͒͘r̶̠̥͓̮͋͑̈̿͂͋̇́̓̾̕̕͘̚ő̶͔̻̭͙̤͎̅̔̍̄́̒̽͆́̓̍͘͝͝ŭ̵͓͖̗͂́̽̇͘̕͝g̸͖̹̝̜̥̫̫̈h̷͕͎̰̙̾́̇̇̈͗́̈͛͝ţ̷̹͇̹̻̠̙̪͓̯͖̳̙̜̀̈́͂̐̌̉̓̄?̷̻̩̣͍̬̞͍̻͍̟͇̤̳͎̫̹̪̍́

[iamyourdoubt]

I get what I understand, and I understand I cannot feed on nothing.

It's no matter, the task is complete.

I found the window.

Perhaps your failure, Wrath, is approach. What's the point in destroying everything? It leaves nothing left to extract. Nothing to gain. Wasteful. Pointless. What do you do with nothing?

[Doubt has been installed on Wrath.apocaly.mon.] [Doubt.part has been expelled from the system.]

[status=askable (Requiem, Skyler), (Tulty, Archive)] [Error! Connection lost to Wrath.apocaly.mon!] [status=unknown (Wrath)] [Retry?]

[iamyourdoubt]

"But I merely am what I am. You can't shelter them forever, you know. That or you'll leave them unprepared for fear, anxiety, and Doubt. You shelter them for now..."

"...I'll take my leave. For now, you'll have your way. But I am always inevitable"

[Doubt has departed]

Wh- Hello, little one?!? What are you doing here? Uh, am I even supposed to be here??

(Mama: This is the dreamscape. Where all minds across the multiverse are able to connect.” Zephyr: “yay! Mama’s back!”)

Mama: worry not, you were simply brought here to keep my son company. You will be just as you were once you’re awake.

If you do not wish to remember or return to this place, it will all just be a pleasant dream.

However, you’re always welcome to return as long as you don’t intend to cause any trouble.

*She narrows her eyes at the small godling with a stern look on her face*

(Mama: “If you do intend to cause trouble, however, then I reccomend that you change your plans or promptly leave and DON’T come back.”)

Mama is now available for asks

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The End

Cameo's under the cut:

Solavi and Levas's Wedding:

Traveller - @/askthetraveller Cedric - @/monifandoms Dawn, Dusk and Twilight - @morva-doodles Serra - @askteamspirit

Late night Visitors:

Omni - omniandco Janus - @ask-mirage-mews

Hospital professionals:

Agatha - @neverlandfaerai Robin - @book-of-legends Acacia - @bugsofpetalroot Ami - @ask-dream-fighters Claire -@/iamyourdoubt Elara - @ask-404dungeonnotfound Cream - @guardians-of-dreams Lalu - @asklalu Minerva - @phantomguild Primrose - @/monifandoms Sarah - @ask-sarah-and-co Satchet - @soulspectrum RJ.EXE - @/askthecanvasguardians Parn - Tai

And patients:

Joule - @dailyashleighraichu Elliot - @ask-elliotgang

Town visitors:

Jolly - @/ask-dream-fighters Annalise - @ask-pokecats Curce - @/curce Cipher - @themeowsticvigilante Gemini - @askthehalfshiny Snow - @ask-a-learning-ai Nancy - @/ask-dream-fighters

Therapy office and patrons:

Chime - @askchimeknight Walter - @office-pokemons Tsubayuki - @askiceboundlopunny Sunny - @churchofyolk Bijoux - @redolentgrove Kane - @a-shy-mimiktwo Ninetails - ifbench Destino - @ask-the-royal-absol Simon - @ask-prince-manaphy

Town visitors (part 2)

Scarlett - @psychicduo Lenox - @askbohemiancompany Rosemary - @noblejanobii Sai - @askpokemoncrossover Shinji - @pmd-waveringfate Abigail - Office-pokemons

Notra and Antono's Concert:

Mariko - Askstormscall Zhen and Abigale - @lustrous-dawn Ginjiro - @symphonies-of-silver Rimi, Edin and Noelle - @ask-the-shiny-pokemons Rayden - @johto-succession

Pop - @pokege-ne-project Medley - @harmonia-university Linda - askiceboundlopunny Sophie - @team-pokefriends

Wandering Traveller:

Diane - @ask-diane

Flying with Savel:

Amber - ask-dream-fighters Copper Bloom - @diamond-and-pearl Niel - @askthe-eleazars Persues - @poniquest Quetzal - @asktheisle Solblitz and Vayu - pmd-waveringfate Theory - @iamyourdoubt Vela - @askwish

In the Forest:

Mollie - @the-reborn-ancestor-project Armani and Gabriel - noblejanobii Althaea - @pokitsune Hazel - @batwing1012 Wo-Chien - @/the-feral-one Serafina - @/ask-serafinas-harem Nick - @/thestaticsquirrel Vourison - @/morva-doodles Zephyr - @/askteamspirit Nova - @/occasionally-adventuring Kaine - @/ask-my-memoir Eclipse - Nova

Celebrating on Mt. Moon:

Quetzalcoatl - @/sphaeramjourney Riley - @/brokenpokeworld Shauna - @/ask-a-silvy Van Livine - @/askthe-eleazars

Ultraviolet - @/distortionmewtwo Morris - @/askleaderscrest Luelle - @/darling-zorua Loki - @/redolentgrove Skarla - @/megamannickblog Osseth - @/morva-doodles Zantsu - @/ask-suicune Mochi - @/inaris-pokemon-world

Thank you to everyone who loaned me your wonderful characters. ;v;~ I can't tag everyone because of Tumblr's limits, sadly, but I hope all those who contributed see it!

[iamyourdoubt]

hey skyler, how are you here in the first place?

(feat @iamyourdoubt )

[Skyler has left Wrath's podium.] [status = unknown (Requiem, Skyler)]

[iamyourdoubt]

Ogerpon runs up to Hope. As she talks, she tilts her head a little out of curiosity.

Ogerpon: "Hiya! You're cool lookin'! I'm Ogerpon! What are you?"

Most of them represented emotions. Obviously, a few outliers existed. The emote doesn’t seem to mind Doubt adding to their explanation, more than used to it.

[iamyourdoubt]

[iamyourdoubt]

A little godling, waiting for their turn at the plate... So it was your dad's universe? Was... Why the past tense? Your dad is still around, isn't he?

Zephyr: Mama said that something happened to him…I dunno what, but I think it was bad…

*Zephyr perks up a bit, his eyes widening once again with a look of determination upon his face.*

Zephyr: That’s why Mama says that I have to grow up big and strong to take his place! I want to be able to help my brothers and be just as good as my dad!

Enough of all this talking, wanna go play?

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Doubt examines the slime entity. "Now, what exactly are you?" Hope is quick to move in too! "How'd you get here? I saw you come from the water?"

Lalu's eyes flit between the two floating figures in surprise, which quickly shifts to a look of awe. It hasn't been more than a few minutes on this island and all they've seen are completely unfamiliar pokemon! They give the two a soft smile and a wave before resting their gaze on Doubt, answering their questions one at a time.

"hi!! im lalu, a reuniclus! i morphed my gelatin into this shape to fit in with all the humans, but from here it looks like there's more pokemon(?) than anything! if it isn't rude to ask, what are you? i've never seen anyone like you two before!"

Turning towards Hope, a somewhat inscrutable expression crosses their features as they try to formulate an answer. They seem almost embarrassed while starting to write the new message.

"well, my home and business (it's a nap cafe!! ❤︎) can travel between worlds! usually randomly. the door opens to new places all the time! occasionally i can perform a ritual to try and get to a specific place, but it's up to the whims of the gods where the cafe ends up. like at the bottom of the sea."

(@iamyour-hope)