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Suicide is often a cry for help that wasn't heard in time by anyone.

- Unknown

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requested by pixiealderson

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Insomnia will be the death of me..

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“Focus on giving love to yourself instead of looking for it in other people.”

— Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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I T A L Y by :

© Daniele Ragazzini 

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I'm Not Ok and It's Time to Admit I Need Help From Strangers

Just had to break down and ask a friend to borrow $20 so my sister and I can eat dinner tonight as we both now have $0 in the bank. It was one of the most humiliating things I've had to do in a long time and I haven't been in this place in years. I'm devastated to find myself back here. And with my sister, after how hard we worked to pull ourselves out of it.

I think the thing that is bothering me the most is that I pride myself on problem solving and fixing things on my own. I'm a project manager. It's what I do. I cannot manage my way out of this or fix it.

I am experiencing poverty and hunger and I'm quite literally at the end of my rope.

No family can help. Typical government resource tools are busted, especially here in LA. And no one is hiring me or my sister. Bills are now at least a couple of months past due.

All I can do is tweet and nap and hope something changes.

Came here to Tumblr to get that off my chest because I feel safest here. Even if this is ignored, it won't sting as much. Too much of a coward to ask for help anywhere else. The fear has been sitting on top of me making it hard to breathe for a while now. I've been unemployed since June 2020. My internet got cut off today so looking for jobs and attending interviews and meetings is now so much harder.

Can't even feed my damn cat or buy toilet paper. It's gotten pretty bad.

I humbly ask if anyone has 5 or 10 dollars to spare, could you Venmo or PayPal me?

Venmo: @Kenya-Jones-10

Paypal: @kenyaljones (Kenya L Jones)

When I find a job and start getting a steady paycheck again, I'll pay back anyone who has helped. I mean that sincerely. If you want to know more about how I'm doing, feel free to DM me.

And thank you even if you can only spare well wishes and positive vibes. I really need those too.

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Whoa

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Banned from the old country buffet for calling someone's grandpa a "little slut" after he took the last drumstick on senior day.

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i got mad lmao

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my damn aesthetic 

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you astrology people will see someone commit murder and go “oh he’s a gemini that explains it all” like what. what does that explain

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hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof

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