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Hi! Can i request some Yandere Sparkle from star rail X gn! Reader, that's can basically predict her every move and occasionally is good at advoding her all together? Basically the reader is not only a powerful fighter but has some Big Iq, so everytime she tries to pull a prank or something the reader not only manage to outmauver her but prank her back. If not you can ignore this. Have a wonderful day!
{Sparkle}
Sparkle is the kind of yandere that would only be attracted to someone this spectacular. But she's also the kind of yandere to fall out of obsession when the awe wears off.
If they're willing to play along with her and help her test her abilities, her obsession will be prolonged. If they're not, it will fall off fairly quickly. She loves their reactions and how they will react to her actions.
She wants to understand, and when they don't give a special reaction, her interest drops. Outdoing her and putting her through the situations she puts others through would make her curious.
She hates and loves it; it's like a game of hide and seek because she has to be on her game for them not to immediately know it's her when she's pretending to be someone.
It would have to be someone she can interact regularly, such as another Masked Fool, since then her tricks would lean more into being playful, rather than it being more mean-spirited like someone who is a part of one of her quests.
I don't think Sparkle is someone who would consider having romantic or even platonic feelings for someone. That doesn't mean that her mind isn't plagued with new ideas, trick or mess them for attention.
That, or she jumps through many mental hoops with her strange logic to reach some other type of conclusion.
Depending on her feelings, her pranks can range from pretending to switch salt and sugar to selling your information. With the person she's messing with being physically stronger than her, she will try out more physical challenges.
With someone who can stand toe to toe with her and give to her what she gives to others, I'm not sure if she would find someone similar in that way as interesting. She would at first, but for how long is unclear.
Especially depending on their reactions. She likes learning about how to be human. She often sees people more as characters and she would romanticize them. Putting them through mind tests and with their fighting abilities putting them through physical tests.
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Hi! Could I request some Yandere Trigger (ZZZ) x Gn! Reader? (Romantic hcs, please?)
{Trigger}
Just as a starter, if someone from Obol Squa has a crush on someone, there's a 90% chance they'll ask them out. They're all supportive of their teammates and try to give them good advice
That being said, Trigger is in the 10% because she's self-aware and realizes that her feelings are unacceptable.
A memorable person whom she met during a job isn't new to her. Adults, kids, men, women, some people stuck in her mind. She'll start to research them, thinking that she might have missed something.
Then it comes to her that she's just stalking them and it was an excuse. She's following you around, not because of anything bad they did. But because she's bad.
Trigger is one of the characters who is almost likely to find someone during her job. Due to that, she can get caught up in the motions of work and end up accidentally mistaking obsession for it.
She's a responsible woman and quite motherly like. So, instead of being a creep, she takes a step away.
She won't mention it to the others since this is an internal issue that she should handle herself. So, she steps back and works at the video store to get her mind off. A different kind of job and area should help. Then they walk in.
She has watched every movie in the store and accidentally discovered everything anyone could know about you, on and off social media. Trigger can hold herself back, however, not letting know she secretly knows the perfect film and snacks selection for them.
It gets a little rocky when you recognize and thank her for her work, which makes her heart flutter a little. But it all goes downhill when they return with red bean buns as a proper thank you.
All pretenses of being a normal person fall away, and she takes her break to talk to them. The conversation goes great because she already knows what to talk about. You two have so much in common that a movie date accidentally gets set up.
She's determined from here on out to both get into a relationship and keep it normal by putting her obsession on the down low.
The only problem that can arise is that she can get overprotective. Thankfully, she has the ability to rationalize that she shouldn't go out and make an unsolvable murder.
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Hello i hope you get better soon. could i request some yandere headcanons for kiara, kama and tezcatlipoca
I was told being on the grind from the start of high school to the end of college was bad, so I am!
{Sesshōin Kiara}
Kiara is the number one most casual yandere and the number one gaslighting yandere. She does not care if they're the master or a staff member due to her not having much attachment to either position.
On the table, I'm in love with you, I want to kill anyone who shows any interest in you, nothing can change it. If you don't want to be with her, she says it's fine, it's not.
She's the type of person to say, "It's fine. No, it's okay. I said it's fine." Then she goes off and talks about her broken heart. She will emotionally manipulate you and probably fail because people know better.
Her newfound interest in someone is fascinating to her, and she would like to explore it if she is allowed to. Or not allowed, after a day of being summoned, everyone will be apprehensive about how she's talking about her new lover.
The most significant part about her is that her casual attitude makes everyone uncomfortable. The only time you will hear someone support the mere idea of being in a relationship with her is from servants and staff members who hate you.
Kiara won't try to force a relationship like some other servants might. But she won't hide her newfound interest; everyone will know. Especially if a relationship starts, she will "subtly" brag about it, and people will notice it feels like she's talking about buying a brand new car rather than getting into a relationship.
She's already up front about her more evil tendencies with Chaldea and expresses surprise when the master believes her to be much better than she is.
She already expects the master to use her and her body to sin. Now she has expected them to also go to her basic romantic actions. Want to go on a date? Then take her! It can be as normal or as strange as you want. She doesn't mind, totally, not lying.
She'll find an average relationship fairly boring; she'll do it. But know that she is toxic, and you'll notice if she's not having a good time. She'll say she's fine a lot of the time, but every date or general time around her will be uncomfortable, without obviously being upset, she is that what she wants isn't happening.
While she does want to try out a relationship, she almost sees it as a competition to see who wants to break up first, whether it's you getting tired of her antics or her feelings fading.
Kiara is the type to allow other servants and staff members into this relationship. But she does expect to be the number 1. Threesomes are fun, but don't give them too much attention. She was here first. You are hers and you're her favorite possession.
Kiara isn't the most harmful yandere out there, mainly because she's one of the servants who's most likely to fall out of love if the situation, relationship, or whatever she wants stops going her way.
The experience will be fun for her since she's around someone she loves, but for you, that means she gets to torment them and everyone else.
{Kama}
Another yandere who's up front with her intentions.
But in a different way from Kiara, where it's more of a tsundere way, you can tell she's jealous instead of saying it.
At least after she gets over having feelings for someone in this goody-goody hellhole, she is openly displeased with being in a chaotic good place.
Because of that, she will either be in denial or extremely upset when she realizes she's obsessed with someone in any kind of way. This leads to her bullying the person of her desire. Her denial and hate for these feelings will kill you before it kills her.
Since she is denied the ability to nip this obsession in the bud before it grows, after a while of bullying them and pushing them away, she realizes that maybe this wasn't the best way to go. Mainly because while she hates them, she hates seeing others around you more.
She wants to be loved so badly, but she doesn't know how to handle it. It comes out wrong because of her self-loathing. Her mask of a lazy, mean assassin is what she's used to, so when she's faced with someone she wants to do something different with, she's unsure what to do.
Rejecting or accepting outwardly, she doesn't seem to change much.
If she's accepted by them when she acts on her feelings or they ask her out on their own, she's very pleased and is smug.
On the inside, she is so happy that someone has decided to love her. She doesn't know how to go about this new relationship.
She's ecstatic to be loved; however, her insecurities get to her quickly. She starts doubting their love and asking if they're only with her out of fear or pity.
When rejected, she plays it off, calling it your loss. But she's so mad, mainly at herself. Kama should have known better. No one can or will ever love her. It's impossible. She will start being colder and more standoffish than ever; to her, everything she has ever feared has come true.
In a relationship with Kama, it is tough to keep up with her. In contrast, Kiara acts like she's going your pace. Kama is speeding up the relationship. Another tricky part of the relationship is her changing through her other ascensions when she wants. It will be awkward when she tries to do any couples activities.
She's more willing to change than Kiara. Kama is still toxic enough for others to notice that change may take too long, and you should leave. She's jealous, insecure, and will threaten a lot of people.
{Tezcatlipoca}
One of the most critical parts about Tezcatlipoca is that he is an intellectual, as he says in his summoning line. He's not likely to talk to servants or staff if they do not interest him, and he only talks to the master when in battle.
But once his interest is piqued and turns into romantic interest, he declares you his lover. He is a King after all, and what he says goes. From his "I'm the King, I do what I want mentality, I think he's naturally a yandere and half not."
His decision is to become lovers is out of nowhere, especially with how casually and nonchalantly he often is. He goes from casually giving you high-end candy and talking about being a strong warrior to telling you how to act in a relationship with him.
He's a hard person to reject, because that's not what he wants. It's easier just to accept him and follow what he wants. He won't be blamed for anything other servants do or say; those people don't respect him. He doesn't expect much from them, but he wants you to ensure you avoid them.
Out of the three in this post, he is the one who is most likely to confront any servants or staff encroaching on his relationships. If you had accepted his demand for a relationship, it will make you embarrassed, mainly because he tried to shoot someone and missed before punching them in the face.
That event will spread around Chaldea, and less kind servants will make fun of him while offering you to get into a much better relationship, which leans into everyone being very concerned about you being forced into a relationship. Even more than usual. At least Kiara will bemoan rejection, and Kama will pout while leaving you alone.
Tezcatlipoca not only demands a relationship, but he also has demands about how the relationship will go. Instead of warning or asking if they need help and are okay, servants will just challenge him to leave them alone. Quetzalcoatl will often challenge, both out of dislike for Tezcatlipoca and to defend his partner, whether they accepted his proposal or not.
Unless Tezcatlipoca gets kicked from Chaldea, there isn't a way to get out of at least pretending to get married to him. He's a king and a man who wants what he wants. He's a mighty warrior who will fight anyone who stands in his way.
#yandere fate grand order#yandere fgo#yandere Sesshōin Kiara#yandere Sesshoin Kiara#yandere kama#yandere Tezcatlipoca
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Hello! How are you feeling?
Hi, well. A lot of negatives have happened in the past three months. The worst happened in May. It didn't help that it started on Mother's Day, which was also my birthday. Then I cut contact with my brother, three weeks before his birthday, which felt awful. It completely took away any writing motivation.
I've been doing some community service.
But at least my boy is perfect now, and it's slowly getting better. I guess I got the ao3 writer curse hit me lol.



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Hello! I hope that life is treating you well! Can i request some yandere Jane doe, zhu yuan and qingyi x reader, please? (romantic hcs) but the reader have marvel's comics spider-man's powers (such as crawling on walls, shooting webs and is extremely smart, like they are the above genius level inteligence) and is technically a vigilante that helps people and is considered a hero by many, however they keep their identity a secret for obvious reason such as attracting dangerous people. If not you can ignore this
I love Spiderman. Best hero, don't fight me.
Also, I tried to avoid saying Spiderman since I'm leaning more into spider person due to the actual animal people in the world.
{Jane Doe}
The Black Cat of your Spiderman. Which is funny since she's a rat thiren.
She finds the idea of a spider-themed hero incredibly entertaining, especially at the start with their silly homemade outfit.
Out of all three, she was the one who has interacted with the hero the least. She has a lot of spy work to do, and at the start of the hero's run, they were mainly fighting common crimes.
Once they start getting more serious, however, you now have a banter partner!
Jane already thought this was entertaining. But now, interacting with someone who can fire back at her has made it even better.
The relationship isn't all fun and games, however. In the MCU, Blackcat and Peter already have massive moral differences. Seth has similar morals to Peter, and in the story, Jane Doe and him do have conflict because of it.
She still respects them and it doesn't change the relationship, but they're both far to firm in their beliefs for their relationship to work in a healthy way.
If she wasn't in the Criminal Investigation Special Response Team, the relationship would be much worse.
She thinks the whole secret identity thing is both entertaining and somewhat relatable due to her having to pretend not to be a cop often in her career. The only other people who she knows could relate to it are Belle and Wise, two people she isn't that close to.
They're nice and cute, but the banter feels a lot lighter when they're on that side. Plus, the spider persona is the first one she meets, and she has many more interactions with them.
They're someone she starts to look forward to seeing on missions. Boring missions now become much more interesting for her on the off chance it's something they're both at.
She gets disappointed when she realizes how she starts to need this person around for her to feel entertained. But it's fun having someone to bounce off!
She's not too into the Peter Parker side of Spiderman, apart from them taking pictures of themselves for the news, which is very funny.
If/when she finds out, she won't hold it against or use it as leverage. She now wants to be around them more, and she'll take what she can get even if they're not in costume.
She won't try for a since she knows their moral differences will kill their relationship no matter how hard she tries to make it work. Whether that's her trying to manipulate them by pretending to be normal outside of work.
Even with her growing love for them she knows that the relationship will never work. So, she'll just stick to what they currently have and hope it doesn't go away.
They're just as stubborn about being a hero as some of her coworkers. But she will be a dedicated stalker. If you need any more photos for the paper, she has plenty.
{Zhu Yuan}
On one hand. She loves it!
She thinks it's great that there's a hero who wants to help people; they're doing it out of the goodness of their heart, and they don't expect anything in return.
On the other. This is very illegal, and she will not stand for it.
They aren't affiliated with any of the multiple factions that could excuse or protect their actions.
During any possible incidents they work together on, she won't try to arrest them during it. She will after or demand their identity. If they're in a dangerous situation together, she'll try her best to work with them so they can help any citizens.
They get along fairly well since they're both on the same page about doing what's right. She often feels bad that they're someone going out of their way to help out. But they're seen as bad due to them going out of their way to help in their own time and not a shift like an officer like her.
The Peter Parker side is much better, depending on how you view it. After hearing about them and seeing the pictures that they take for the picture, she immediately goes to ask how they do it.
She's pleased to find that they're friendly and willing to answer her questions to the best of their ability. While she is suspicious of their nervous and awkward behavior, by the end, she assumes that it's because she's an officer. Anyone would be anxious.
She will admit she was charmed by them. They're fun, friendly, and pleasant to be around with all their energy. But this is an investigation. She mustn't let her personal feelings fall into it. If she can, she will want to trade contact information with them just for emergencies, however. Not because she wants to have an excuse to talk to them at anytime or anything.
Being somewhat of a reporter, she's far more interested in the Peter Parker side than the Spiderman one. She wants their help finding out who they are, but they always sidetrack to other cases.
As much as she wants to figure out the main case, a part of her wonders if they want to be around her as much as she wants to be around them.
She doesn't realize at first that the more their texts become casual, the more protective she becomes of them. Their job is shockingly dangerous! Of course, she's worried about them getting hurt.
Zhu Yuan does quickly notice something very suspicious with most of their texts, however. At the same time, they don't have a lot of personal interaction with the Spider hero. They always know when they collect a criminal and inform her where they are so they can be put away.
The next time she meets the hero, Zhu Yuan notices she's being avoided despite them being pretty good partners when they team up. When she finally corners them, not to be arrested this time, she's curious about the change and other questions related to their work.
When they finally speak to her in a somewhat standard setting, she puts two and two together. The Spider hero and the photographer she's been talking to are the same person. She's hurt, but she understands. She did demand them to tell her who they were.
The worry she felt about them being an action photographer is now x20. She still likes them as a hero and a person. Zhu Yuan will never stop liking how heroic they are, but she will want to suggest they quit or join her side.
It's a constant battle in her mind between her protectiveness of the nerdy, awkward photographer she met and her admiration for a hero.
{Qingyi}
This grandma robot may not interact with them a lot during her job. But she hears about them a lot. Zhu Yuan will rant about them and how they're a vigilante while standing there thinking about how she hasn't even met them yet.
Zhu Yuan takes the lead in talking (yelling) at them whenever they meet. The first time, they have an honest conversation by complete accident. She's on break drinking hot water and eating donuts, and they're doing the same, minus the hot water.
It is very awkward for both. She knows, on the one hand, it's her job to arrest them or try to with the best of her abilities. But also, she has gone against orders for what she believes is the better good before during her Agent Story.
Much like when she used her own personal time to save those kidnapped Bangboos. This is her personal time, and she chooses to get to know them instead. So, during both their breaks, they hang out and share food.
Unlike Jane Doe's witty banter, she does the same kind of teasing she does with Zhu Yuan. It's different from what she's used to since it's much lighter and more playful. It's cute, and the grandma + college student dynamic is funny.
She's weirdly similar to Uncle Ben, like from her use of idioms and the like she uses in her speech. She might not be taking them in, but at least she's teaching them good lessons.
She likes the Peter Park side just as much as the Spiderman side. She doesn't see a difference like Jane or Zhu Yuan
Qingyi has excellent awareness skills. When they suddenly disappeared after a fight together and saw them taking pictures in the crowd, she thought, "Oh, there they are." Because she recognized all their small details.
After they're around each other (she considers the hero persona and civilian persona as the same. Even if they don't know it), she starts to feel something different from normal she feels from Zhu Yuan or anyone else she works with.
She wanted to keep her distance initially because she didn't want any trouble with Zhu Yuan. But now she's fighting next to them and becoming an outstanding crime-fighting team. Along side always being open for an interview when they're taking the news.
The curse of her awareness makes her quickly realize her growing obsession. She's aware enough to stop herself and start to keep a distance. Qingyi knows her new obsession could be harmful to them both and doesn't want to put that stress on them.
After all their time together, she has become your number one fan and won't stop it anytime soon. Due to that and her obsession, she has to stop herself from defending them from others.
She will simply become the wise senior of their friendly rivals if it means they can stay together in a way that her obsession won't harm
{Bonus/side tier list}
Most likely to do the Spiderman kiss -
1. Jane Doe. She thinks it's funny and wants to take turns on who's upside-down.
2. Zhu Yuan. You'd have to initiate it. But she would try her best.
3. Qingyi is already not that into kissing, plus she thinks it's a little too hard to get right in the first place.
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Hello! Can i request some Yandere Jane Doe x Gn! Neutral reader, romantic hcs please?
Every time I write yandere stuff, I feel like I'm gaslighting the reader for the yandere.
{Jane Doe}
If you had to ask me out of every fandom I write for, who I think are some of the top yanderes are you wouldn't see coming, Jane Doe is one of them.
There will never be a day where you don't think you're in a normal relationship. There's not any physical evidence until the relationship starts, and even then, it can look normal. Especially with her being a rat thiren, where she will claim that her behavior is just rat stuff. It's a rat thing!
It's already a personal headcanon of mine that the Criminal Investigation Special Response Team isn't really interested in romance, with Jane is one of the least interested ones due to her already canonically flirting with a lot of people for missions and fun.
Being a goofy kind of charming would catch her eye in places she goes to often. Once you've endeared yourself to her, she'll be the best stalker you'll ever have!
Sneaking around spying is already her job. Stalking a normal person is pretty much like boiling eggs level of easy for her. Unlike less pro stalkers, she can make meetings look like accidents and not just strange coincidences.
If you ever find out she's been manipulating your relationship before you even knew she existed, it will make you feel physically ill with how uncanny every memory of her is after finding out.
It's not like she does this because she's evil and wanting to manipulate the relationship to be how she wants. After a few weeks to months of stalking, she does want a relationship and is interested in having it be somewhat normal and healthy.
She understands, however that her job could bring a lot of risk to her relationship, which means that she has put her ducks in a row before entering a relationship with anyone. So, really, she's doing this for the best.
Jane Doe is so charming that once she finally decides it's time to make her move, you don't even realize you're celebrating your 6 month anniversary. On the surface, she's such a good partner, she'll tease you a lot, yes, but it'll never be mean.
You'll never doubt your relationship and her loyalty. Jane Doe will make sure of it. Whether that doubt comes from her job, her flirting behavior, or what. She'll make you think everything is and will be perfectly fine.
As long as you're still interesting to her.
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I'mma bet your favorite is Himeko. I wanna say Luocha but i feel like it's way too obvious (Although before I had Lingsha he was my first 5 star and best healer. So carried my team all this time)
Well, you're right!
She's one of the three people I keep in my team's 24/7, and I got her really late since she's a standard character. But I adore her.
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Hello friend! I see that you are cooking some fine masterpiece. How are you feeling?
Masterpiece?! I am deeply flattered. ૮₍ ˶•⤙•˶ ₎ა
I am doing well. I'm about to graduate college. So, that's a big factor in me being slow and tired, haha. I guess making this blog and college is poor timing. But that means more time to write soon.
Sadly, the works are a slow cook. I have 14 asks. Which, as I have said before, is about 10 more than I thought I'd ever get. But I am planning on doing all/at least 13-12 (since idk if I can get ideas for them mostly). So, things are in the making.
I was thinking of putting how many asks I plan on doing in my desperation so, I'll get around to that one day.
One of the makings is adding a new fandom as pre request of my beta reader. Love themଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚
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Hello! Can I request some Yandere Jeanne D'arc Alter and Okita Souji x Master! Reader, who is really a apathic person, where the Master is receiving a lot of attetion and being persuade by other servants who have romantinc interest on them, like how they would deal with the jealosy and the all the situation?
I was thinking recently about making an AO3 account for my stuff, mainly just to archive it if I'm dumb and do something to the blog. But also now because I saw one post about tumblr dying. So, I'm probably going to do that.
Okita has quickly become one of my favorites to write.
{Jeanne D'Arc Alter}
At the start of her stay at Chaldea, she's in hate with the master. Everything about them is annoying and awful to her—especially their apathetic personality.
She could not understand why anyone was actively trying to get into a relationship with them. They are so overwhelmingly unpleasant, and that's why everyone should stay away from them so she can bully them for their awful attitude.
By complete accident, she bullies anyone who even shows a passing like to the master in front of her to death. She states that it's pointless not just because you're talking at a wall but because they're servants. This won't last; it'll end in heartbreak.
Don't try to thank her for stopping any unwanted advances. She'll just insult you for not rejecting them hard enough!
Playing nice is getting them nowhere. They just keep coming, and you have to put your foot down. This is why she will never respect them.
Unlucky for her, when London comes around and Tamamo joins Chaldea, Jalter meets someone just as sassy and confrontational as her.
Now, every insult she throws is reflected at her. Now she's called jealous, insecure, bitter, and she wishes she could find love but can't because of her ugly attitude.
Which isn't true because she's just being realistic about their situation and how undesirable the master is. So, she starts pulling back because she's annoying to argue with, not because she's right or anything.
Once she pulls away and is "forced" to watch Tamamo and now many others who have taken the opportunity to try again without her to bully them.
It stirs something inside her. She chooses to believe it's disgust, but the feeling only starts when someone is getting or shouting their affection for the master. She'll think it's from her and the master both not being interested in romance before she believes it could be a crush.
Jeanne (Ruler) points it out much more kindly than Tamamo's mocking way. Even with a much more serious and nicer sit down to talk about it. She'll only slightly accept it more.
She's so used to being mean and hating everyone that it's weird for her to consider she likes someone so much it makes her want to keep them from everyone else.
She'll keep being mean and a tsundere, but with more and more servants joining Chaldea, she'll explain away her behavior with some poor excuse.
There's a good chance she'll never express her feelings and be her usual self in game. But everyone and the master will believe she has a soft spot for them and only them.
After she finally calms down, much like with Okita, you just get scary dog privileges. She won't keep more aggressively romantic servants forever, but it's much easier to believe she's just bad at being friends than having romantic feelings.
Over time, she'll be able to become your closest friend if you don't look too deeply into her awkward behavior. Just seeing the small kind things she does, along with her being protective on a mission, as her way of making friends.
{Okita Souji}
I would say it depends on the servant who's flirting with the master. But since the most romantic are Tamamo and Kiyohime, along with being the first servants to show romantic interest, she sees them in every other servant with a crush. No matter who they are.
She's not a jealous person, or she believes she isn't. She's not jealous that others realize how excellent the master is. She's just protective of them. She just wants their safety and happiness.
Because of those two, she 100% believes no one cares about the master. At least not like she does.
Unlike the other servants, Okita's love isn't seen as romantic or even close to her courting anyone. She looks like an overly loyal servant, which no one is surprised about. She's one of the Shinsengumi in a dire situation; of course she'll want to be close to the master. No one realizes she feels more than just master-servant loyalty.
Because of the selfish and cruel actions of Tamamo and Kiyohime, every servant who isn't in Okita's personal circle of friends is ruined. They are not kind people and only want to use her master to live out their marriage fantasies. The master deserves to live a happy life doing what they want and having to walk on glass to make sure their ideal is not broken.
If she were the master's wife, she would be more than happy to live the life they wanted. Whether that's her staying home as their housewife or allowing them to stay home and making her the breadwinner.
But that's not what this is about. Love rivals second, enemies who want to take away the master's free will and life first.
She goes to the master first, of course; she must make sure she does what they want first, unlike some servants. She is very much taken aback at being told that it's okay and she shouldn't bother.
Begrudgingly, she agrees not to harm them, but she will closely monitor them. Since they're not the most peaceful servants. She understands they're apathetic about people being interested. It's not like they're encouraging being chased after. They're doing the opposite.
But things get worse; they keep getting bolder, and more servants seek to take advantage of the master under the guise of being in love. Yes, the master is great and loveable. But they are uninterested, so stop bothering them.
Most servants back off because she explains why the master isn't interested in them when, in reality, they're primarily threats, or they become uninterested.
Tamamo or Nero are servants who don't take her seriously, so they don't stop and are the first to find out that her feelings are more than servant loyalty—accusing her of also having feelings for the master, wanting them for herself, and being a hypocrite.
In her frustration, she admits that she is, but she doesn't care. She's putting them first, not her. She knows she'll be rejected and might not ever have a chance. She's happy enough to be allowed to be by their side in the first place. And if they don't start knowing the same, she might take action into her own hands if they ignore the master's options.
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glad you're okay!! I also need to improve my writing at some point like you ^^`
can I ask for some basic headcanons ? Like, what are Kadoc's love languages??
Writing is something that takes a while to improve! I know it took me a long time to get to this point.
One of the ways I got better, at least in my more traditional writing, is by watching KirmsonRouge videos. A lot of book reviews tend to be from the reader's point of view and what they want. But he talks more from a writer's perspective.
Plus, just discussing good and bad helps, too. One of the ways I got better was by complaining about books I had and then talking about how well the things they tried were done better in other media.
{Kadoc Zemlupus}
I'm going to go through all of them and rate his feelings on them.
Acts of service - 6/10 giving and 3/10 receiving.
This is because most of the acts of service he or his partner can do are done by others, or at the point that he's at in the story, he doesn't know how Chaldea works.
He's not the best at it, but he will try to cook and clean when he can, whether that's cleaning his partner's room or cooking them a meal.
When he's found that he's trying to do little tasks to make things easier, he does get very awkward and talks about stopping. He has to be assured that it's okay for him to get doing this.
If they're the master, he will try to do the work they have to do. It'll take time for him to get good at it, and it will need to be checked over by them or Da Vinci.
If they're staff, he tries his best. He definitely can't do a medic or engineer job; he can try a cleaning job, but it's definitely a lot more complicated than he first thought. He can only cook simple meals if he tries to do any kind of cooking job.
Overall, he does try. But it mostly comes from a place of wanting to carry his weight in Chaldea and him not being 100% sure how to do specific jobs. He does whatever is asked of him and, after a while, gets more comfortable with doing tasks.
On receiving it, he's just not too comfortable with people doing things for him, especially with his current situation.
Words of affirmation - 4/10 giving and 7/10 receiving
Words of affirmation and general positive words are not something in a mage's dictionary. So, the most he can do is a good job and a well done. That's the most he can do, along with an awkward.
It's another thing that he's not used to, and it'll take time for him, too. Even when he does, he won't admit he likes it. He'll get very tsundere about it. He does like being told he's doing a good job and that he can become a better person.
He will awkwardly try to return it, but, it will mostly be him blushing and mumbling, "So are you." He's not fully used to someone liking him and wanting to be around him that much.
The sad thing is that he'd only fully realize he likes it if his partner stopped. Then, he'll have to do something that shows he wants kind words awkwardly.
Receiving gifts - giving 7/10 and receiving 8/10
The thing about gift giving with him is that it's easier for him to express his love by buying food, presents and making his own gifts.
It might not be the best out of the five since it's very expensive. But it's easy for him. Mention you like something, and you got it. To him, it shows that he does pay attention to the relationship and not just someone who got into one because he didn't know how to reject someone.
He loves getting homemade gifts. It means a lot to him that someone put so much time and passion into making a one-of-a-kind item for him.
Quality time - giving 10/10 and receiving 10/10
His favorite thing to do is just sit with each other and be in each other's presence.
Either of you have to talk; you can just watch a movie, listen to music (which, if you ask to listen to his favorite songs, he'll appreciate a lot), or read books together.
This plays into gift-giving for him as well. If you just want to talk about your interests, he will find/make something that relates to it or just get into it himself.
Quality time means getting to know each other better while sharing your interests. And like words of affirmation, it feels nice to have his interests taken seriously while doing the same for his partner.
Physical touch - giving 4/10 and receiving 1/10
Last and very least, this man is not used to being touched in a positive and non-professional way.
He will do it if his partner wants to hold hands or cuddle. But if you asked him when the last time someone touch him, he would say when Sherlock shook his hand.
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Can you write yan headcanons abt daybit sem void?? Hes been on my mind since 4ever and i would loveee to hear ur own writings abt him <3
YES! I HAVE FINALLY READ HIS LOSTBELT AND I was very excited mainly because he's cool and I love blonds. I might change some things later when I re read the story because I went through it faster than I wanted to.
This is also probably more ooc than I want because I'm just obsessed with him and I have blockers on.
My beta reader said, "You're a Daybit simp?" And I was like, "Yeah, he's blond."
{Daybit Sem Void}
Due to Daybit's memory issues, to grab his attention so he'll remember them, you'll either have to do something that stands out to him for him to log it into his memory at the end of the day or something that he'll write down in great detail for it to continue his obsession the next day.
Either way, he will accidentally drive himself into a madness obsession.
If it's something that he's logged into his memory, then the more days that go on, the more he'll be excited to relive the memories he's collected and written down. He checks to see if anything has progressed in personal interaction. It hasn't and probably never will for him. He's pretty sure if there was any at the start of his stay at Chaldea, it stopped quickly. He doesn't have the most friendly face or personality, after all.
If the event isn't something he logged in his mind, he pretty much drives himself deep into obsession. He wakes up every day, and the first thing he sees is a note that's a detailed explanation of why this person has become dear to him and he's in love now.
He always wonders if he should doubt his past self, but then he reads the note, how much he's collected over time and looking over it all. He decides that, yes, this does make my heart feel things that I like.
No one really questions him since he's so distant and never interacts with anyone. The only person who might notice is Pepe because they go out of their way to interact with him. He never does anything that is suspicious most of the time. He just writes down what he sees, so most people assume it's just work related.
He does sometimes take photos and videos if he's able to get away with it. However, on the occasion, he wakes up and doesn't read his note explaining everything. He does get confused about why his lock screen is someone looking like a hamster while eating a sandwich. Then he reads his note and says, "Yeah, that's cute. I love this."
Ever he's able to finally able to save information/more information, he's very pleased. He wants to save more memories, but he sadly still has a job to do, and he should be prepared for it. He has rewritten his confession 100 times over because he knows he's too blunt and mean. Something you shouldn't be to your future spouse and they're a normal person, so he has to do the confession like one.
After his untimely death, then revival and finding out his love is still alive, all that gets thrown out the window. He waits patiently for their reunion and continues his adventures in his Lostbelt.
He already sees the master as a worthy opponent, but now he sees them as a worthy companion for his quest to destory the world. When you two finally meet again, he gives two "options." Accept his confession and watch Chaldea die, or don't and still watch them die. His confession is very blunt and out of nowhere.
"I am in love with you and have been for a long time. I watched you all the time, collected your stuff, and took pictures of you any chance I got. Join me on my adventures in my Lostbelt and watch Chaldea die."
If his beloved is a staff member, it's pretty much the same, plus a demand that Chaldea hands them over at once.
His confession is out of nowhere, blunt, threatening, and worse, it feels like a joke or him just trying to stun-lock everyone. He states that he is deeply serious.
No one believes him because he doesn't seem like the type ever to have such deep romantic feelings, but he's also not the kind of person to joke about this or use it as a stunning tactic.
There's a minimal chance that if you accept his confession, he might join Chaldea if you can convince him. He only wants the exploration of the Lostbelt and his partner. If you can promise him both and prove it, he might agree to join their side.
It won't be fun for anyone. Significantly since he will regularly threaten to murder so many staff and servants. It gets to the point where they wonder if allowing him to join was even worth it
He's one of the worse yanderes to have because he just does not care. He's a lot like Koyanskaya where he is openly okay with just killing people in his way or threatening to kill them if they try.
He doesn't have the remorse that crypters like Wodime, Ophelia and Kadoc have to not nor does he have the repercussions that servants like Morgan or Arjuna alter have if they mess up.
The only thing that semi-stops him is the hate of his spouse hating him and wanting to leave.
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How are u?
Hello hello!
I am well, how are the?
In my time away I have trying to improve my fanfiction writing. Being an English major doesn't count since that's like analyzing books and shit.
I've been reading good books such as MXTX novels as well as playing good story based games like Library of Ruina. Which, I have written fanfic for the game which has helped me get more comfortable with characterization and writing longer fics.
Most of it's kinda sad though and the game pretty much made me make like 100 ocs.
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JSIWNDIWNW HIK BEJWBEJQ I JUST READ UR YANDER KADOC AN LOV IT!!!!!! I lov how realistic and close you made his character without making him ooc bc he's yandere! A lot of writer tend to do that but your works are amazing!! They aren't ooc and aren't going so over the top yandere (I like those too ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ)
What do you think about yandere soloman!?? Like when he sacrifices himself at the temple we think we'd never see him agian but we summon him later in the story? Would he remembe us an still b yander or forge his memories of us (I believe bc his saint graph was destroyed right?) an turn into a yandere slowly re learning about us agian?
Love your work as always I'm so glad you decided to write for fgo! Love you stories and make sure to take care of yourself!!!!! 🍰
THANK YOU SO MUCH 🍰 ANON!! This means a lot, but you must stop since I can only become so flustered >///> I'm sorry for these taking so long because I try to make them none ooc since I do a lot of re-reading parts of the story as well as reading the wiki/TV troupes. As well as help from my beta reader.
Also, I know none of this hasn't been a secret for like 3 years, but of course, spoilers for the final Singularity and Solomon himself because I'll be saying a lot of stuff right off the bat.
{King Solomon/Dr. Romani Archaman}
Romani is a lot like Sherlock in how he wants to support Chaldea above all else at the start. While he can be pessimistic, he wants to make sure that the master of Chaldea and the staff are more optimistic with the encouragement he gives them.
He wants to be a normal human, or at least as normal as he can get. He didn't think too much ahead about what his relationships would look like since he wanted everything to happen naturally. He was mainly focused on his job and the relationships that would come from that.
His heart breaks when the sabotage happens and kills all but one master. It makes him so sad; he understands that he needs to put the welfare of Chaldea before his own feelings, and that starts with the last remaining master.
He started his friendly relationship with the master after they found him eating cake and watching anime. So, he knows he can approach them as a trusted confidant. He's cool and clever as a doctor, but he's also relaxed and relatable!
He strives to have a supportive but fun professional relationship! And because they're one of the only people who take him and his interests seriously. Their mental health sessions slowly turn into hang-out sessions. They ask about anime or sweets, and he cannot help but talk about what caught his eye recently.
When he catches him animately talking to one of his likes, he gets very embarrassed since he knows his interests are pretty lame, and they probably don't want to hear him talk about idols for hours.
But when reassured that just talking and feeling normal by just sitting with each other is really nice. Just having a friend to talk to has been just as helpful as having mental health advice. Romani knows he should know better than to get a more personal than professional relationship, but it feels nice to be taken seriously.
At first he very much believes that his feelings are platonic or barely there because they're an acquaintance. Since he's more pessimistic about himself than anyone, he doesn't even think anything more would really be possible since he's a loser nerd.
He settles into, "If they can't like me. I can't like them." Only to get harshly slapped with the reality of that not being how it works when more servants join Chaldea, taking away more and more of your time from him. Making Romai have to realize that instead of being happy, you finally have friends outside of him. He just feels bitter and jealous.
He tries to convince himself that he's just upset his best friend was taken away. Then, he suddenly becomes very critical of master-servant relationships because Tamamo declared herself as the master's wife.
His self-pessimism hits him very hard, and he starts dissenting himself so much that everyone notices. He feels like it's gross. He wanted a good COWORKER and doctor. Plus, he's so much older than them. After you become past 40/1,000, everyone is a baby in your eyes.
In hindsight it should have been obvious to him. But he was putting up his front so hard and was so hard on himself that he didn't realize he was giving special while being weird about it.
He always goes to them first when he finds a new anime/game or when Magi☆Mari does anything. He had offered to share so many sweets at this point. And worse of all, he put his negativity on them.
The closer your relationship with servants got, the more he talked about how bad they were. Yes, it's important to be close to your servants, but in the end it won't matter how close you are. This is mainly a job to save the word after.
He thought he was just being helpful at the start because it was the sad, hard truth of them being here. But he really just wanted all the attention to himself.
He should know better! He's the wise King Solomon. He's not a teenage boy with his first crush. But these feelings are shockingly so different from any of these past relationships. He's never been a jealous person before. Maybe it has to do with his new life and new persona. He wonders if this is apparent of being human and requests to be left alone for a while.
He can't not be around them. Not only is it quite literally his job to be around them, but whenever he's not around them, there's not an ache in his chest that's only fixed when around them. Taking some time to calm down his emotions and remind himself that even if he knows the future he knows it'll never happen. Nothing can ever change because he's him, and he's pessimistic.
He will never, ever act on his emotions even if they are returned. Even when his chest is bursting with pain of, jealousy, and longing, he hopes that the master will maybe look past him, putting distance after this realization, because he fears he'll make things worse.
He'll try his best not to ruin everything even though he doesn't have the most hope himself that he won't. Just for you, he'll be more optimistic, so you two can have a positive relationship still. At the start, the best he can do is a shakey thumbs up and catch himself because he says something sad.
You can't confess to him, either. He'll make himself reject you, stating that the relationship is inappropriate since you're colleagues, plus he'll make an awful partner! This is actually a good thing! You're so brave for confessing, and realizing that the person you confessed to wasn't good enough for you in the first place is the first step to getting over your feelings.
Once he finally reveals himself as King Solomon, he feels all his stress be relieved. This is what all those repressed feelings were for. It was to make this day less painful for the master. All the pain he felt during his time as Dr. Romani Archaman was worth making sure you wouldn't feel the pain of losing a lover or someone you had feelings for. Making sure that there was only the bare minimum of a relationship was key to making sure the future he saw was less painful.
If he remembers when he's re-summoned, he's very surprised and wonders if this is the universe giving him a second chance to be better.
He ponders this a lot. Should he even have a second chance? Does he truly deserve it?
After he thinks for a long time when he finally allows himself to be around other servants and the master. He will need to be assured that he's allowed to be here, around them.
Once he finally feels comfortable enough and possibly feels that his feelings will return. He will confess. This is a new start for him and apart of that new start for him is either a new relationship or letting go of old feelings by being rejected.
If accept he will try his best to be a good partner. He will listen do anything asked of him and changed anyway they might want. He wears the title of your boyfriend or husband with pride. It takes a lot for him to not brag (especially to any servants who could have thought they could be good enough for them), but he does want to do cheesy romcom anime stuff in front of people. Don't bring pocky to Chaldea.
If rejected, he takes it with grace and watches romcom anime for 12 hours crying.
In the case he doesn't remember, he will notice the fond looks he keeps being given and will get to the bottom of it. Especially because it sparks something in his chest. He wants to find out so badly why he's treated the way he is if anyone is disent about his past with Chaldea or something that it's being kept from him.
On the chance that while there are no records of Solomon, but records of Dr. Romani Archaman, he will ask for them if he's told that's the name he went under for a time. Any online or physical journals he can read, he wants.
He's surprised if they have any mentions of romantic feelings towards someone. He feels sad he doesn't remember due to it being so important to him. So, he says that he knows and wants to try to restart the relationship. He won't mention the romantic feelings and if they start again, he'll say they only started now if he thinks they'll be reciprocated.
He doesn't want his past with everyone and Chaldea to be even sadder due to unrequited love.
If they aren't, he'll never bring up that he learned there was feelings before he died. He just says he read how important his relationships were to everyone and himself so he wants to reconnect.
If there are no traces of Dr. Romani Archaman left in Chaldea. He knows something is up, both with himself and the people around him. He wants him to tell him, but he doesn't want to push them into opening up by their sad past.
Solomon feels something there. He wants to get to know this person and he'll fall for them again. He likes the way he's treated because he's treated like a normal person and not just King Solomon. Even if it's not that special since that's how every servant is treated. Which he will not admit makes him a little jealous.
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Hello there! Can i request some Yandere Ellen Joe, Zhu Yuan and Alexandria Sebastiane x reader (Gender Neutral, Romantic hcs), please?
Shout to the Ellen lover (platonic) in my life. Not to use to Alexandrina's character but I tried my best.
Here's Zhu Yaun stuff I did: link
{Yandere Ellen Joe}
There are three things Ellen cares about. Her friends, her job, and video games. She really only cares about the second one because it allows her to hang out with her friends at the arcade and anywhere else they wanna go to. She doesn't go out of her way to interact with anyone but them, cashiers, and whoever her job needs her to talk to.
The only reason for her to start any interest in anyone is if they're introduced to her by her friends. The relationship going forward heavily depends on whether her friends want to get you two together. Even then, it will take a very long time for her to gain romantic feelings.
One of the best ways to gain her affection is by giving her candy. Obviously, showing someone you care for them is always a good way to do this. But, since Ellen can't function without sugar, making sure she has a lollipop or some hard candy will stick out a lot to her.
This is mainly because she knows her personality can be a turn-off to people who don't understand her or don't take the time to get past her shell and simply write her off as another rude teenager. Realizing that she isn't just helps show her that you can look past her surface level.
She's not used to thinking about romance with everything else on her plate before her job is revealed to her friends. She didn't expect to get a crush on anyone or a real person anytime soon. Or in the future.
She didn't picture anyone's attempt at setting her up with someone would work. The most she pictured with her life was graduating high school, college, her job, friends, and family. Never a partner.
She's never had a crush before, or at least a crush this big before, so she doesn't know how to handle it. She's heard her friends and people talk about romance before, so she knows thinking about them often is normal. But wanting to say, "No you don't," when she gets turned down for a hang-out session at the arcade because you have other plans is a bad thing.
She thinks her feelings are from her inexperience with romantic feelings. She's a little too embarrassed to ask anyone, so she reads romance manga or watches romcom anime/shows/movies when she can.
If the object of her affection is single, she'll take a very long time to confess once she figured out her feelings. First of all, she doesn't know if it's a good idea since she is already worried about her work life infecting her personal life, like with her friends. Second of all, she doesn't know how to confess or how it would come off.
Unless her friends find out, she'll bottle it up until she can't. When they find out, they kindly help her set it up, and if they get the person to confess first, she'll accept. Very awkwardly.
{Yandere Alexandrina Sebastiane}
She is both the best and worst yandere to have.
Best because if you get her attention, she is very kind and caring. To the point that she won't even be a yandere by choice. She analyzes her feelings, realizes they are inappropriate, and puts a stop to them since she doesn't want to upset you.
Bad because if you accept her feelings, her caretaking will go up by a thousand, and she will poison you with her cooking.
One of the ways to put yourself on her radar is by being one of her customers. She's a pretty mysterious woman who most likely spends most of her time at home making puppets so, if you're a regular customer that's the best chance of getting to know her.
Getting her attention this way is even better if you're kind and not weird about her being a maid. Or creepy. Or ghost-like. Or dislike her puppets/dolls. Most of all, she appreciates people who like these things and will ask her questions about the creation process.
She'll never act on her feelings. It's inappropriate to flirt with clients, after all! If she sees them in public, though, well, she already cares about them a lot, and it is her job to take care of them. So, following them a little while won't be too harmful. She already knows where they live anyway!
After the first time, she stalks them because she wants to make sure they are safe, and she scolds herself for her bad behavior. Stalking is bad, and no one should do it.
Unless they want her to, of course, then she'll stalk them 24/7.
Once she believes they've made a good connection and her feelings will be reciprocated, she will confess. She will also confess her yandere thoughts because she doesn't want to find them from you. If it's something that makes them uncomfortable, she wants to make sure she can better herself.
If they don't mind, however, she won't test the limits of what they'll tolerate. She'll just act like a classic yandere from what the internet said about them, with less jealous and murderous tendencies.
She will basically just move in immediately whether that's entirely moving in or just keeping 90% of her stuff there. She already cleaned and cooked as her job while learning the layout of the house. Again, she doesn't test any limits of what she can and can't do. She'll ask what they prefer since they're dating now, and that's different from a job.
Alexandrina still wants to do her job, but she'd love to be the live-in yandere of your dreams. The worst part of her moving in is her Bangboos being around her lover more now will often accidentally expose any of her more negative emotions she tries to hide when she pretends to not have certain yandere aspects. Which will often be threats of them not wanting you to be around other people or let them take care of you.
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Is everything ok?
Okay so, I'm going vent a little.
What happened was during September, my financial aid had a problem with my two of my classes, and I was worried the whole month (even though I knew it would all be okay) that something would go wrong and I would be 700 dollars in debt. Which, you can tell by me having financial aid, I really couldn't have that happened.
My Geology class's discussion boards also required that I reply to my classmate's comments daily with at least two paragraphs of outside-of-class research for 5-6 different classmates' comments. I was pretty much spending every day looking for good enough outside information to make sure I could get good grades because the professor was also a hard grader. I had to do this pretty much every day until the class ended.
This was on top of my three other classes that also had a lot of writing since I'm an English Major. I had a cinema class, which is fun until you gotta find and watch a movie you actually enjoy enough to talk about. History which was boring and a drag, up until my essay, and I was learning a different language with a website that hated me.
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Hello! Can i request some zenless zone zero yandere Zhu Yuan x reader (Gender Neutral), romantic hcs?
{Zhu Yaun}
Zhu Yaun is not someone who will become a yandere very quickly or even possibly at all. She's very focused on her job, and even if you work in the same department, there's a chance she won't notice you.
You'd have to do something that stands out to her (that isn't a crime). It would have to be something that she really admires in a person.
Even once you finally catch her attention, she is one of the easiest yandere to deal with. She doesn't want to do anything against the law or, God forbid, against your boundaries.
Being an officer and now being someone's partner are the two things she wants the most. She doesn't know what she'd do if she lost either. On one hand, if she gets rejected while having her job, she'd work herself to death. On the other, having her beloved but getting fired, she wouldn't be able to concentrate on being a good partner.
Her constant fretting about not doing something illegal or not crossing a boundary is definitely noticed by others. Not in a way that they know she's briefly thought about stalking someone, but they can tell she has a crush. Whether that person is someone who secretly makes her feel worse depends.
One of the ways people can tell is whenever she's doing desk work or nothing exciting is happening, her mind might drift off to romantic scenarios, making her blush since she needs to keep her mind on work and not romantic ideas
If it's trying to support her, she'll feel guilty because they don't know what she's been thinking about. They think it's a cute crush when, in reality, she's been fighting to use the police system to find any information on you.
Even if she's embarrassed (and as long as they're not one of the people teasing her), she will ask those who are in a relationship or have relationship experience questions about feelings and how to court someone. She tries to make sure they don't sound like, "Have you ever thought about using your position of power to force someone to be around you?"
Prepare for the most awkward attempts at flirting you'll ever experience. The only real way you can understand she's trying to flirt with you is when she starts to give more traditionally romantic items as gifts.
Many of her romantic interactions come from her telling them to be safe and giving advice. If you don't have a good diet, she'll offer you how to prepare better meals, with it being very obviously a dinner date with how flustered she'll be.
Zhu Yaun is not likely to become a yandere, and even when she does, she'll feel guilty about any yandere urges she might. It won't entirely stop her because she gets paranoid about the safety of her darling. She's perfectly fine with keeping them at arm's length and having a platonic relationship, but if they confess or someone helps her by giving her romance advance, she won't say no.
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