ichinwilder
ichinwilder
i_Wilder
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Hey there.My name is ichin wilder.I cover pop punk music. I am suffering from depression with a bunch of other mental disorders.And i like animes and sleep.
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ichinwilder · 10 years ago
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ichinwilder · 10 years ago
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To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.
Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.
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ichinwilder · 10 years ago
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I hate that mental disorders have turned into a competition. you cant discuss eating habits without someone saying how they survived off green tea for 3 weeks and weighed 4 stone. you can’t discuss your depression because another person has already tried to commit suicide 8 times and theyre only 12. you cant discuss self harm because you punch your leg till it turns purple whilst they slice their arm to the bone. you cant talk about addiction because someone else will talk about facing their crack addiction for 18 years. every god damn time you even come close to wanting to reach out you know theres no point because in other people’s eyes you’re never sick enough. there’s always someone worse off. that’s the problem with attitudes to mental health. this ‘oh suck it up you’re not as bad as me/them’ HAS to stop. you have no idea how much a problem affects a person because, okay it might seem like nothing to you but to them their entire world is breaking down and they just have to wait till they either figure it out on their own, or become so sick that people can’t deny it any more. and by then its usually too late.
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ichinwilder · 10 years ago
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Yep.Trying to do tumblr
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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My mother says to get a job ..nshe don't like the one she's got ... when masterbations lost it's fun .. You're fu*kin lazyyy !!! #longview #iheartbillyjoe #appleinterview
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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tumblr’s pic || my quote || used picmonkey
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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tumblr’s pic || my quote || used picmonkey
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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Finally #sunburngoa2014 the music it just goes inside you .... it's like you're having sex with the music
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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Goa wilder and aj is here 😎✌ it begins here #sunburngoa LIVE.LOVE.DANCE
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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@millerhighlife @arminvanburren #chilling with @ajinkyagadekar #peace #follow4follow
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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Waking up.. Feeling dumb as fuck... #xpro 2 #upallnight #sleepallday #justbecausecantthinkofanymorehastags #thatwasalonghashtag #illstopnow
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation. Depression is humiliating. If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life. It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too. Depression is humiliating. No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged.
Pearl (via psych-facts)
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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ichinwilder · 11 years ago
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~common sad black and white blog~
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