ickyrickpickle

[ickyrickpickle]

thinking of having a roommate who loves seeing me walk around in an oversized shirt with no bra and pj shots that make them question if i’m even wearing anything because of how thier hidden by the shirt.

i want them to be a little creep who get off on how trusting i am towards them.

who sneak into my room when i’m out to steal my underwear and use it as a cum rag before putting it back in my closet, knowing i’ll wear them even if i see the stains cause i’ll just assume i ruined them myself and decide they’ll work until i get some new pairs.

who watch me put on location after i shower, seeing me rub the white cream into my skin and wishing it was their cum covering me instead, taking my half empty bottle of cream adding a couple loads of thick cum to it, loving the way i don’t question why the bottles fuller now, nearly creaming their pants seeing me cover myself in the cum filled location, it’s almost like their claiming my body marking it as theirs.

who can’t take it anymore and sneak into my room while i’m asleep, find me sleeping in those ridiculously loose and short pj shorts, moving them to the side, seeing my pretty pussy presented its for them, getting me nice and wet with their tongue while stretching me out with two fingers, adding a third to make sure i’m nice and prepared, finally getting to fuck me all nice and gentle like a cute princess, so blissed out finally being able to touch me in the the depraved ways they’ve been craving and hearing me make those sweet sleepy moans that bring them so close to the the edge that they don’t notice how they’re getting rough with me, pausing mid thrust when they hear me whisper their name, looking down to see me half awake with unfocused eyes, slowly starting to thrust again while cooing at how cute i am to be having such a depraved dream about my roommate, lulling me back to sleep while still fucking into my wet cunt, cumming harder than they ever have before right into my pussy only to pull out and watch it leak out of my whole, using thier thumb to push it back into my cunt before wiping their hand in my hair and fixing up my shorts, going back to their own room completely spent and ready for sleep.

who wake up the next morning to see me act like nothing happens and i didn’t have dried cum coving my thighs and making my bed head worse.

maybe my lovely roommate will decide to start making nightly visits to my room to test just how oblivious i can be.

[ickyrickpickle]

my biggest fantasy atm is for someone to break into my house and kidnap me, only to tie me up somewhere and keep me as their breeding whore. there isn’t a day that goes by where their cock is not pushed relentlessly into my tight pussy and in filled up with their hot cum. if it falls out, they push it right back in! then, when they’re tired, they invite their masked friends over. soon, i have a cock in my mouth, a cock in my ass and two cocks in my pussy, all pounding into me, regardless of my crying. i’m filled with hot cum in every hole, but don’t stop breeding me!! that’s all i’m here for🩷🩷

[ickyrickpickle]

Cock whore this, dirty slut that.

No sir. You don’t understand.

When I tell men I want to be treated like a whore I don’t mean cute leashes and crawling to you all sexy. Treat me like a runaway teen who ask if you want a fuck for twenty bucks outside a truck stop. Imagine that I’m so desperate I’ll let you do anything to me.

Bend me over in your back seat and don’t tell me you’re going to fuck me raw and pump your cum into me. Make me get naked. Make me spread my holes. Use me in ways you have only ever thought of, dreamed of, things you would be ashamed to do to your girlfriend or wife. Tell me they’d never let someone treat them like you’re about treat me, because they have self respect, because their lives have meaning.

Punch my tits, slap my face, kick my cunt, make me cry out in pain and then shut me up by fucking my face until I can’t breath. Make me crawl on the filthy floor as you piss on me, make me chase the stream and cut up my knees trying to catch it in my mouth and when I don’t get enough of it make me lick it off the floor while you rape my ass. Pull out only to run the length through my folds, against my clit, tell me I’m a sick bitch for having a wet pussy and then go back and forth between fucking both holes and tell me to oink like a pig or moo like a cow depending on which one you’re using. Slap the back of my head each time I get it mixed up. Make me suck you clean every time you dump a fresh load inside of me and then scoop up the drippings and rub it on my face.

Tell me constantly that I’m a worthless piece of shit, that I’m going to pay you for every load of hot cum you waste inside of me.

Make me suck on your balls while you rub your cock on my face and talk about how no one would notice if I never came back. Make me beg for my life while I bounce on your cock and tell me it depends on whether I can make you cum, then start counting and don’t tell me what you’re counting up to. Make love to my abused cunt with your hand around my throat and your lips to my ear as you moan over and over again, “I’m going to fucking kill you, I’m going to fucking kill you.”

Make me masturbate while dunking my head in the toilet and when I cum grudgingly admit that at the very least it’s funny to watch me being such a stupid fucking whore.

When you’re done with me spit on my body and leave me on the floor, exhausted and covered in fluids. Take a picture and text it to me with a heart before you leave. Let me know our first date was just ok and I’m going to have to try harder if I want you to keep fucking me.

…when I tell you I want men to use me, I mean this.

[ickyrickpickle]

I want to be chained.

Not in a sexy, bdsm way. In this way:

My hands restrained by metal cuffs that indent painfully into my skin. Because you could never be too sure if I'd find a way to escape. Chains linked to these cuffs, attached to the wall. The most I can do is sit in this eerily empty room, on the uncomfortable, cold floor, consumed by darkness because you couldn't risk leaving the windows without curtains. My back presses against the rough concrete wall, while I wriggle my arms once in a while, to see if the cuffs have magically weakened. They don't. They never do.

You come by every morning to give me breakfast. You hear my desperate cries, my pleas to let me go. The most you do is ignore me because it is the same routine every day. Breakfast in a bowl, so I look like a dog while eating. It's humiliating.

After work, you hear my screams across the house. Why won't she shut up? Enraged, you stomp into the locked room you keep me in. You fuck the words out of me. I'm left speechless until you come by at night.

You find my curled up against the wall. My arms around my naked body, protecting myself, making myself smaller in fear. I trusted you. I almost even loved you. You're oblivious to my hurt. At night, you take what you wish.

You were so sweet a month ago. So affectionate. So loving. But now I see that was only a facade. Because as I repeat my desperate "I'm sorry"s, cry out pleads for you to stop, you don't listen. Never listen. You grip my hair by the root and it hurts so much that I cry out. You coo at me to silence, that you love me, that I deserve this, but that it's okay. I don't know what I did to deserve the harsh way you push me against the wall. The breath is knocked out of me by the force, and I'm not allowed to take another as you drag me towards you by the ankles, as far as the restraints let me go. Uncontrollable tears run down my face, my lip trembling, an aching knot in my throat.

Stop, please, don't do this. Stop.

But you never listen. Why would you?

In mere seconds, you're inside of me. Your hand wraps around my throat as you roughly plunge into me. You give no remorse, no sympathy to my choked screams.

Shut up. Shut up, you deserve this. You're a whore, you know? You deserve this, love. This is what you want. You say. You say the same things every time, so much so I'm starting to believe it.

You fuck me until it hurts. Until every thrust is another cry from me. Until my screams slowly develop into moans. Until my tears dry up and all that is left is my blank stare. Until you've ruined me enough that I'm motionless.

Your cum lands on my stomach. "You don't deserve to carry my child, slut." Is what you spit before you leave.

I'm a pained, ruined mess on the floor, dreadfully waiting for the same routine tomorrow.

[ickyrickpickle]

Sometimes I scare myself with my own desires.

Like, I'm aware I enjoy the concept of rape and abusive sex. But there are times when I unexpectedly think of something horrible and it oddly turns me on. And I scare myself because well, who would even enjoy being whispered "I could fucking kill you right now" during sex? It's concerning when I drip at the idea of having a knife slicing my skin as you mercilessly rape my holes, saying, "I'll stab you if you make a sound". I find it disgusting when I imagine being brutally beaten- punched, kicked, slapped, cut, spit on- and then gaslit into believing that I want it, because I want anything that makes you happy, no? Yes, please carve whatever you want into my skin. Let it be your name or my title as a dumb whore, fleshlight, cum dump, free use slut, etc etc. Imprint it on my flesh and let the scar remind me every time I look into a mirror. Fuck my girly holes until they're bleeding. Until I pass out from the pain or the overstimulation of continuous fucking. Hold a loaded gun to my head, safety off as you pound me. Fuck me and push my head underwater, decide when I'm allowed oxygen. Force me to hear your insults and degrading comments until I'm sobbing and then jerk off your cock because you just love my tears and pain, my glossy eyes watching with shock.

It's actually terrifying the things I'll fantasize about sometimes. But I promise I'm still a sweet little girl who wants cuddles and plushies, daddy!

🎀🎀🎀

[ickyrickpickle]

One of these days I’ll slip a sedative into your drink and you won’t even know it until you wake up, your limbs tied, your neck collared, and Daddy’s fat cock stuffed down your tight, warm throat. You deserve it for being such a pretty little whore. Everyday you tease me with those sultry eyes and tight, frail body of yours. You should have known how badly I’d need to molest those tits that you’ve been flaunting at me. How badly I’d need to slide myself between those cock-sucking lips of yours.

I know you don’t mean to turn your twisted dad on this much. I just need you so badly that I can’t help myself. Shit, I want to feel your warm tongue roam over my cock subconsciously. I bred you into this world to suck Daddy’s cock, not to speak. It’d feel so fucking twisted raping your limp, lifeless holes. I’d feel you wake up, your mouth convulsing around my cock while I slam my shaft deeper, harder into you.

I want to feel your throat gag as your eyes widen in confusion, recognition, anger, and finally fear. Just fear. Fear that the man you thought loved you unconditionally would satisfy his aching cock in your pretty holes. Fuck, I’d want to see your face every time your dad’s heavy balls slap against your chin. I’d want to see that hateful glaring face and fucking punch you for looking at me like that. I raised you. I clothed you. And now you need to pay me back for everything I’ve given you. I’ll pull my cock out of you, letting trails of saliva and throat spit fall back into your eyes. Shit, I’d spit on your face to add to the mix. I don’t hate you, sweetheart. I just need you to understand that you can’t flaunt your body like that without Daddy needing to abuse it.

I’d flip your short skirt up, groping that fat ass of yours. One day, I’d bury my face in it and listen to your squeal in delight. Today’s about discipline. Today, I’d line my cock up against your soft vulva, edging myself with it while I watch your tears mix with spit and saliva. I’d take your first time with one swift movement. Your body only ever belonged to me. I’d piston into you hard, uncaring about your pain. You were made for me. You should take the fucking pain. The sounds of your low, animalistic groaning would only make me want to utterly ruin your pretty, pink cunt.

I’d tell you to stop crying. That you’re already in college and big girls don’t cry. I’d gently wipe away a tear from your face while I use your pussy like a jerk-off toy. You’d feel my abs flex against you, controlling my hips and the destruction of your fuckhole. Did you ever imagine your father rutting you like some animal? I’d feel pride knowing that I was the first to make you feel this way. I want to make you feel like this for the rest of your life. I want you to live in fear, knowing that you’re owned. Knowing that Daddy’s going to use you to continue his bloodline.

I’d have swapped out that birth control pill with a placebo weeks ago. I’d tell you as much while I threaten to cum in you. No, not threatening. I’d warn you. I’d fucking count down, second by second, until I release my spunk inside your slick walls. A countdown to the complete and utter ruination of your life. Oh shit, you’d feel my balls rest against you while I flood you with my sperm, and you’d sob. Fuck, if you cried hard enough, I’d have to use you again.

[ickyrickpickle]

I keep thinking about this fantasy of being used/kept by and older, more experienced couple.

Maybe 10 or so years older than me (even older I’d find too, idc) that befriend me and lure me into feeling safe with them. They invite me over for dinner, I spend time with them all that fun stuff. I consider them good friends.

Their motives had always been a little off but once I let it slip I was a virgin, well, they were thrilled.

I come over one night, dinner as usual but I guess I drank more than usual because I’m so tired and they don’t want me to drive home so they help me into the bedroom and she starts getting me ready for bed.

My clothes are removed and there’s all this groping and touching. I’m too sluggish to fight her off.

My hands are still bound behind my back though. She rubs at my cute little very sensitive clit and gets a taste to get me ready for her husband.

Eventually it ends up with her sitting in my face, holding my legs up as he’s pounding into me over and over and over. Such a tight little virgin cunt. Well, not a virgin anymore.

Maybe they put one of those double sided blowjob training gags in my mouth so they both get pleasure out of this.

I cum and so does she between her holding a vibrator to my clit and the hers. Eventually he cums inside me as I struggle and cry.

Instead of pulling out he stays inside and rubs harshly at my clit until I cum again. Over and over and over until he’s ready for round two.

I’m broken, a twitchy, overstimulate, cock drunk doll for them to breed and play with.

The plan went better than they thought

[ickyrickpickle]

I want someone to get me high, really high. Get me to take hit after hit until I can't think straight. The higher I get, the hornier I get. My pussy is dripping wet when you pull me close and slid your fingers into my soaked cunt. The only thing I'm able to focus on is the pleasure you're giving me. It makes me moan greedily. I begin to squirt all over your fingers. Everything is soaked. You pull your hand away from my pretty pussy. I whine, as if to say 'please, play with me more.' You move my body, since I'm barely able to stand, and bend me over the couch. I try to figure out what's going on when all of a sudden I feel your entire cock thrust inside me. You hold it deep in my pussy, unmoving. I can feel your hard cock pressing on my cervix. It's deliciously uncomfortable. "You like when my cock is shoved inside you, don't you whore?" you growl into my ear. You begin pounding me mercilessly. I squirm and moan underneath you. It feels amazing to be used by you. I'm so turned on knowing that even if I wanted you to stop, there's nothing I could do. "You're nothing but a cocksleeve. A hole for me to fuck whenever I please" you say as you push my face down into the cushion. "And now I'm going to fill your pretty pussy with my sweet cum". I start to understand the words you're saying. You can't come inside me, I'll get pregnant. I trying to get away from you but I'm pinned between you and the couch. I use my arms to try and push you off but it's no use. I'm too weak and dazed. You pin my arms behind my back and say "There's no use fighting, you're my little cum dump and I'm going to fill you to the brim with my seed". Your thrusts become faster and faster. I try to let out a scream but you cover my mouth with your other hand. My desperate attempts to get away are futile. You laugh as you watch me try and fail. "Here it comes, slut!" You announce. I let out a muffled scream as your cock empties into my womb. You pumped me full of your sweet, sticky semen. You pull out. Leaving me naked, draped over the couch, leaking your seed out of my abused cunt. You grab me by the hair and pull my ear towards your lips while you lovingly say "You were such a good fuck toy. I'll be using you again very soon."