id3allybun

[id3allybun]

me, past midnight, when i can’t sleep

(just squirrel like whimper noises, cause im incapable of speech)

[id3allybun]

well, anyways, here’s cr <3

the book is bruised and battered cause i threw it against a wall more than a dozen times :))

im sooo bored 😭 should I post like an audio or somethin? yes or nah?

[id3allybun]

im sooo bored 😭 should I post like an audio or somethin? yes or nah?

[id3allybun]

wgaiagajaha omg stop 😔 ur gonna make me act up. buttt thank u tho… they were missing a lil praise today 🫶🏼

[id3allybun]

being ignored during sex as a kink is so real. like don’t even look at me, just use me. i’ll thank you later <3

[id3allybun]

sometimes i think about what it would feel like if he didn’t even wait to get me home.

just… pressing me up against the wall of some bathroom stall in a bar. hand on my mouth. his voice low in my ear like a threat dressed up like affection.

“you’re gonna be good and quiet for me, right baby?”

and i nod because i’m scared and wet and obedient. i’d never say no. not to him. not when he talks like that.

he doesn’t even undo his pants all the way. just pushes mine down and uses his fingers first, so rough and fast i’m almost sobbing into his palm. because what if someone hears? what if the door opens? what if we get caught? what if he wants us to?

and he’d just laugh when i squirm and clench around nothing. “aw, is that why you’re dripping all over my hand? you like this, don’t you, filthy little thing.”

i think i’d cum too fast. humiliated. whining. my body betraying me over and over.

and afterward, he wouldn’t even help me fix my clothes. just slap my thigh and tell me to be a good girl and follow him out.

[id3allybun]

bored. dangerously bored. might just start recording little whimpers and sending them to random ppl who might want it. if i ruin your day, that’s between me and your headphones <3

[id3allybun]

i wanna be held down and told “you’re mine. all mine.” i wanna cry cause i missed you. i wanna text you 10 times in a row cause i’m needy and i don’t know how to be chill. i wanna belong to someone. like. for real. i’m not okay. i’m soft. and clingy. and ruined.

[id3allybun]

"are you normal about-" no I'm an insane pervert

[id3allybun]

gun play but i shoot myself in the head

[id3allybun]

the dream is being yelled at mid-call. not dirty talk. not praise. i want to be scolded.

like “are you seriously moaning already?”

like “you’re such a dumb little thing.”

i want to cry from how mean it is. but i also want to cum harder than i ever have before. maybe i need to be yelled at. maybe that’s the only way to make it feel real <3

[id3allybun]

If I didn’t leave my hand print in your ass did we even have sex?

[id3allybun]

don’t even flirt with me unless you’re willing to send a voice note at 2am saying “you miss me, bunny?” in the most casual sleepy tone imaginable :(

[id3allybun]

i wanna be babied and bullied in the same breath. tell me you missed me while you’re pinning me down emotionally and literally. multitasking is sexy.

[id3allybun]

please be nice to me unless you’re being mean in a hot way

[id3allybun]

do you all like me? do i blog well?

[id3allybun]

someone’s wife holding my hand and calling me baby while her husband ruins me is actually so important to me emotionally <3