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I was kind she maligned...

The case that occured/my kindness is wasted on her/she was projecting/instead of being envibed in my affection/not seeing her on imperfections/but always trying to give me correction/I'm not allowed to express an objection/better use of my time to be in a studio session/can't make amends no room for concessions/just let it be a lesson/focus on future blessings...

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Morning Musings...

I can't mind her/although we connected she wasn't truly receptive to my kind words/my advice she needs to put this shit behind her/I couldn't "find" her/I wouldn't define her/she said I won't let the bullshit go I'm always trying to rewind what the times were/it is her own perception that blinds hers/I know it's real when a woman inspires Art/let it develop envelop my entire heart/I said I would stay in Miami just for her She said don't After that it was tire marks...

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Are you... planning a wedding?

A legal marriage does not have romantic, spiritual, or religious significance. A legal marriage is a financial and legal arrangement. However, it does signify a commitment. But a legal marriage does not mean there is a true spiritual union. That is not defined by a legal document. That legal document gives your spouse rights. That's fine. That's feasible. But have you ever heard the term, a marriage of convenience?

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Ballers

I watch the show Ballers on HBO. However, Stephen Levinson needs to realize that the show would still have entertainment value without the stereotypical bullshit. There are educated, articulate Black men in the NFL.

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27...

Janis Joplin died from a batch of heroin that killed 23 other people that week. Her dealer got indicted. 27 club...

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Loose Lips...

My mouth should have been on her p*$$y more often and her lips instead of telling her how much I love her too early in the relationship. She loves me too but it was "too much, too soon" to express it. I understand the error of my ways. But now I'm 1000 miles away. I can transcend that space and time.

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Paradise...

I'm missing Miami and the beautiful woman with which I was having loving exchanges. But I'm leading a more stimulating life now that I've returned to the Northeast. Although, I would've gladly let the years roll by in paradise with her. However, she opted to forego my company. We have since made contact. She tells me that she misses me. Although we have not planned to rendezvous in paradise for perhaps at least a tryst.

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All or none...

There's a term used in physiology called the All-or-None Phenomenon. It either happens or it doesn't. It can't just happen a little bit. This is applicable to life sometimes, specifically relationships. When it's over, it's over. It was great while it was on. Sometimes it was too intense to be friends afterwards. Thus, she slips into the abyss of people I once knew...

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Authentic...

Penny Gold I'm in love with you all day everyday. And I can say it here where no one will hear. How did you resist we could exist in a place where no one will fear... This time make your intentions clear...

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These days...

Women have no frame of reference for real chivalry. They don't know how to receive it because they cannot fathom it. And women are actually offended by compliments because they rarely encounter a sincere man...

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Actualize...

The young lady working at the hotel in New York wants to move to South Florida but she's afraid to learn how to drive. My coworker wants to move to Texas but she's afraid to leave a job she doesn't like. People fear the most simple things. This is the year I transition into doing what I was meant to do....

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Ironic...

I'm going to be charged a penalty for not having health insurance. I didn't take the insurance because it was a bad deal. High premier, high deductible, low coverage...

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Letting Go...

I never wanted her to slip into the abyss of people I used to know...

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She said...

I love that you're articulate, intelligent and you wear your heart on your sleeve...

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Dream big?

The American dream has become exploiting someone else's dream. I spoke to a young lady today... she is 26, married, college grad with a master's degree. She is in a good profession. She can't afford to become a homeowner or to buy a new car because she pays $1000/month in student loans. And she's not even a so called minority. She is Caucasian.

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Tuesday...

My evening consisted of screenwriting, good food, spilling red wine, and Love making... And that's just a Tuesday...