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Day 22: Just one word: Anticipated

A new book from Benjamin Alire Sáenz, the last book in the Magnus Chase trilogy & the second book in the Trials of Apollo series, Release by Patrick Ness, the first book in a new trilogy by Marie Lu, the third book in the ACOTAR series, the last book in the Illuminae Files, the last book in the Zeroes trilogy and the second book in The Dark Artifices trilogy!! 😄 They’re all my most anticipated books of 2017!!! ❤

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Zodiac Sign 12 Psychics

 ♈ Aries: Aries are incredible dreamers and can set their sights on visions they fulfil. Being the first sign of the zodiac Aries have a clean and clear vibration that isn’t tainted by other signs. They are also ‘right time’ people. Susceptible to clairsentient

♉ Taurus: Taurus are a very intuitive sign, they can sense when someone is trying to get past their personal barriers. They also have a psychic innate sense of ‘timing’ that seems to work on its on framework. Susceptible to Clairsentient and clairessence. May receive messages and synchronicities through music, arts, literature.

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Most Accurate Horoscope 2015

AQUARIUS – Does It in the Water (January 20 to February 18) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a fighter, but will knock your lights out. 2 years of good luck if you share this post.

PISCES – The Partner for Life (February 19 to March 20) Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring.

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Sounds like my life #libra

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more stuff about the signs

aries

they look like don’t mess with me but actually they’re love me

too smart

they don’t care a lot about emotions… unless their own

one of the easiest ways to lose them is lying to them

cry baby

they talk too much, so it’s hard to know when they’re serious

somehow they can convince people to do the most stupid things

sexually frustrated 24/7

they’re strong like when everything is going to shit they have strength and don’t let themselves get dragged

they move their hands a lot when talking

they’re the kind of people who bite their lips when thinking and accidentally bleeds

taurus

on the outside they look very calm and quiet, but in the inside they burn like hell (they’re too intense)

they don’t lose control easily but they do lose it often

they have a hard time trusting/believing in people’s emotions

they could kill you if you hurt an animal

a great part of them have a great sleeping schedule

they care too much about people they love

they cheat on board games

very good friends

too selective when choosing who to spend their time and energy with

they move their eyebrows a lot in their facial expressions

stubborn

they don’t let people go completely

their hugs are the best hugs when you have a bad day

gemini

emotional mess (they feel nothing in the right way)

they know a lot of useful shit

but they don’t know what sleep means

being bored is the worst thing that can happen to them (they get too mean, like little children)

narcissistic af

they’re never wrong

they express their feelings in thousands of different ways, however none of them seem to work

incomprehensible love for snacks

misunderstood

they cover their feelings with humor/indifference 87% of the time

they can make anyone laugh, no kidding

they lie to themselves

sensitive af, if you spend a lot of time with them you’ll see they’re such babies

very insecure

random happiness/sadness attacks

their brain is an exhaused roller coaster

innocent without wanting to be

they seem to fit everywhere but nowhere at the same time

cancer

they look like love me but actually they’re like i fuck with you or you fuck with me

they don’t know how to handle their feelings, so they don’t

drama,,,drama,,,dRAMa,,..drama

they can be too selfish

unpredictable af

leave me alone, but give me attention

their cellphone is part of their body

their true friends knows their family (even if they have never seen them) because of all the stories they tell, all the time

they victimize themselves a lot

they know how to listen and they give the best advice ever but they don’t use it

that kind of people who their first impulse when doing eye contact with someone is smiling

they care a lot about what other people think

they plat a lot with their hands and lips

the most adorable people when they’re not angry

children loves them

they can tranquilize people quickly

misunderstood because they don’t let anyone understand them

leo

very sharp ideas/way of thinking

high moral

they need constant acceptance/validation

if you do them one you pay ten

always reading your intentions

they tend to joke about other people insecurities

they tend to do good things for people without even realizing

despite being surrounded by people, they still can feel very alone

they talk to themselves when nobody’s whatching

insecure af

a lot of craziness under the calm person they have

they wink a lot

will never cry or look vulnerable in front of others (unless they totally trust that person)

virgo

they always look like they want to kill someone (maybe they do)

public nerds

the most damaged sleeping schedules lol hello it’s 4 am

they read weird things

super committed and and helpful

they get angry when things are not done in their way

they’re the midpoint between introvert and extrovert

they have a great stalking until they have no crush anymore

they can’t tolerate it when someone is angry at them, even if they’re the ones to blame

their favorite acronym is lmao… laughing my anxiety off

they do this face a lot > 😏

libra

they’re always in love

they listen to shitty music but won’t admit it

super emotional

they probably don’t know what is happening right now

they get too weird when they’re not comfortable

a stranger is a person they’re not friends with yet

they have good intentions

creative

they blush easily

they have a hard time saying no

they hide things so they don’t disappoint people they care about

they try to make everyone happy, even if it’s exhausting

scorpio

they try to look rude, actually they’re cry babies

dark mind, bright personality

they have secret hobbies

they crave love

talking to them will make you either appreciate life or want to jump off a bridge

they get easily offended

scary when angry

protective with people they love

they hate being ignored

random laugh attacks

they can make you laugh in the most fucked up moments

they’re that kind of people who give more priority to the problems of those who love than their own

they easily connect with music

sagittarius

ready to disappear in any moment

they have watched every. movie. on netflix

using my emotions? caring about yours? nah, tomorrow… maybe

34 hour-long naps

they fuck up 10 moments and make a very epic one

they have a hard time when apologizing

they have a hard time when asking for help, they believe they can do anything

would yell at strangers if needed

intentionally do things and then say they weren’t planned but went well anyway

they tend to be sad before sleeping

this is probably not a good idea but i’ll do it anyway

very competitive, but never satisfied

capricorn

superiority complex

more party souls than you could imagine

they just want you to shut the fuck up

they’re cute until you’re obstrusive

able to intimidate people for good or for bad

they recognize their mistakes and then apologize without making a lot of drama

they keep their cool in the craziest situations

have random acts of love, like biting, cuddling, etc…

can make you feel important one minute and shit in the next minute

always have backup plans

physical appearance is important

always have weird obsessions

they play a lot with their feet

they need hugs and you to show them love, but will never say it

aquarius

they disappear with no reason

cuter than you

they get confused when choosing between good and bad

everything is overrated for them

they’re addiced to memes

feelings out of control

they’re the special snowflakes

cannabis 23/7

they will know if you lie

they lose their shit often

they think and feel more than they show

rebels

the smartest ones

pisces

they don’t like dealing with their responsabilities

they like music more than they like you

they like attention but not too much

will never accept being the 2nd option for someone

can listen to you for hours, without making it awkward

fake friendliness (sometimes)

too weird but in a sweet way

super funny. their humor is either too simple or too hard to understand

they overwhelm your mind

big heart, even bigger imagination

confused af

if you really analyze them they look like they’re stoned

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Sometimes we need to hear it

Sometimes when you know something or you feel like it's not in your favor you need to hear the crushing, heartbreaking, world shattering, just all around gut wrenching, I'm gonna want to be on a couch crying my eyes words; cause you just can't seem to walk away because you have these feelings that are keeping you from moving on or dealing with the hurt that will eventually come but because you keep hoping and praying that something that is almost 100% guaranteed not to work out in your favor because it never does anyway, to happen in your favor. Whether it be a lie or the truth you need to hear that they never had feelings for you, that they don't miss you, that your not there choice. It doesn't matter because without those words you'll keep holding on to something that for some reason isn't working out or is being held back or whatever. It doesn't matter if you want to hurt that persons feelings because you may actual care for them or that you genuinely don't but care for them your just not a mean person. Something people need you to be the harsh reality person because otherwise they hold on to something or someone they shouldn't be holding on too.

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The signs + fantasy elements

Royalty - King/Queen: Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn

Royalty - Princess/Prince: Leo, Taurus, Pisces, Gemini

Chosen One: Aries, Sagittarius, Aquarius

Dragons: Aries, Scorpio, Libra, Taurus

Mermaids: Cancer, Virgo, Pisces

Mischievous Fae Folk: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius

Angels: Taurus, Leo

Gods/Goddesses: Scorpio, Capricorn, Aquarius

Vampires: Taurus, Scorpio, Capricorn, Pisces

Travel Companion to Chosen One: Cancer, Virgo

Forbidden Lovers: Cancer+Capricorn, Gemini+Sagittarius

Valkyries: Taurus, Cancer, Gemini, Capricorn, Aquarius

Tragic Seer/Seeress: Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Aquarius, Pisces

Magic Users: Aries, Gemini, Virgo, Libra, Pisces

Talking Animals: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius

Time Travelers, Lost in Time: Leo, Aquarius

Pirates: Aries, Gemini, Sagittarius

Hero/Villain - Used to be ex-Friends/Lovers: Cancer+Leo, Aries+Virgo, Taurus+Gemini

Tragic Death from Saving Everyone: Cancer, Aquarius, Pisces

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Gleam

Do you see the stars? How they were placed right where they should be – the beautiful light they give to the unknown world when the sun goes down.

I could never admit to being such an unbending fool for love but in secret I kind of always knew what I had gotten myself into. In this corner of my mind, there are just simply no more words – I feel like I have drained all my efforts to forget.

It’s shame, really that I-have-drained- all- my- efforts way. In every single day in memory of what was and what can never be, I took the steps to look back. So I stare at the stars and replay the pain until it hurts so much I don’t even remember how I used to love being with you under the starlight.

I could never censure you for not loving me in that intensity. It was never you at all who have quietly retreated to a dim. It was never you who stole my heart and left to an absolutely nothing - it was never you who exposes me in all the possibilities of happy ever after and now, lacked.

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I’m so fucking sick and tired of being ignored and brushed off by every single person in my god damn life. I literally have no one that appreciates me for me. I have no one to call when I’m upset that actually gives a flying fuck. What’s the point of any of this?

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I wish I could ask but.....

I know you probably won't answer. And this is a hypothetical question, if I asked you to be with me exclusively or my to be my man or boyfriend however you want to put it. What would you say? I know you may not feel the same but I honestly don't want to get to know anyone else, I'd like to get to know you a lot more than I already do. I know you have a lot going on, I don't want to get in the way of that, I'd actually like to help you build if that was possible. Yes I know im not in the best of places myself but everything takes time and I'd like to start somewhere, and being together, to know that I have someone and maybe you want to feel that you have someone. I don't know how you feel about me and if you even see me as girlfriend material, someone you could build with. But I do think I might love you and I can't help but ask if you feel anything at all? I don't know where all of this going or if we could even go anywhere from here, but it kills me feeling this way and I don't want us to stop talking if we still are because I asked all this, I don't want you to stop talking to me either cause honestly at night all the time early morning your the only person I want to talk to. But this feeling I have is that I hold back so much because every time I slip up and say things a "girlfriend" or someone who is romantically involved might say or show that I care or any kind affection you don't respond or say anything and if that's your way of saying what I think, well I will take the hint and I'll stop asking and won't bother you with anything about us being together again, I'll stop thinking and hoping that there's a chance for me and you. I won't wait anymore for signs or you to talk to me or text me or call me. Just the thought of not having you in my life is suffocating. So with that if you don't answer or you tell me you don't want anything to do with me in that way or ever I'll stop. Cause looking at the moon tonight had me wondering if you was looking at it and if you thought of me at all because I thought of you.