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[illicitlifc]

Change of plans. Temporary Hiatus.

I need a break. The last few weeks have been awful for me with work with how bad my shifts have been and having to work 45+ hours normally. And then just other things piling on me related to family obligations and trying to see everyone when I can but work is preventing that.

Then there's the dentist and learning I need all my wisdom teeth removed and two fillings removed which is going to cost me £450 at least. First appointment is on the 8th of July and if anything I know I wouldn't be around that week because I'd be suffering and also dying in work. Plus I then need to figure out when I can book my other two appointments off.

And also dunno if I did but might have reversed into the back of a car. Pitch black lighting awful and it was a black car. I don't know if I even touched it cause of the way I hit the break hard but my supervisor who I was taking home said there was no damage but we still got the owner of the car. Night porter and the bouncer said there was nothing but the people of the car are insistent there's damage and 2/3 of them where drunk as fuck and hurled abuse at me. Forgot to take photos other than the registration number and make of car but supervisor rang them as we had left to see if one of them could take photos before the guests could leave. Dunno if they managed it though. But now the owner will be informed and they'll try and get CCTV to see if I did hit or not but it's still going to cost me like £50-200 from the looks of it and I am someone who would have felt guilty not saying something or if there is actual damage them looking at cameras and seeing me drive off without even checking.

Going to dads tomorrow so I'll speak to him see what needs to be done. I did get contact information at least. I've cried at least 4 separate times and one of them was with me driving the car. The fact I have all these unexpected expenses now on top of me needing to pay for plane flights for trips I've books and parking. Things I have planned and have money aside for? I might now have to dip into them funds or my savings fund which frustrates me because I want to get a place of my own but I can't if I keep having to dip into it due to emergencies.

I don't know where I'm going from here. But I think I need to step back from Rp for a few weeks just until I figure out what's going on now and what ever the fuck I'm going to do to fund everything which probably is going to be requesting more shifts or hours which will lead to just miserable days and honestly no energy to do things.

I'm on discord though. But I will probably just be taking a step away for a few days as I calm and sort things out and jsut be accessible to close friends for now.

Take care. I should be back soon hopefully.

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#𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 ⸺ A very low activity indie, priv, selective mutuals only RP account for Olivine from the mobile BL game Nu: Carnival by Eroslabs. Beloved by Abyss. Strictly 18+ ⸺ various verses in development such as HSR, ALST & more with time.

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*shoving my paws all over your faces*

Time to look at things and also clear out the ooc posts chat as I attempt a few things?

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Reasons I won't be here tonight

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Okay. No promises I'll be here tonight as breakfast was awful and I still need my Break but the other girl is getting hers first plus I gotta stay like 30 minutes as well as the manager coming in will be late due to her taxis. If anything here tomorrow evening as I am busy during the day now.

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You know. Trying to unjam a hot toaster because people can't put things together again properly and somehow melting a bit of my nail wasn't on my agenda today...

[illicitlifc]

#𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 ⸺ A very low activity indie, priv,selective RP account for Olivine from the mobile BL game Nu: Carnival by Eroslabs. Beloved by Abyss. Strictly 18+ ⸺ various verses in development such as HSR, ALST & more with time.

This is a sideblog. Follows will come from illicitlifc

Read the Commandments section before following & interacting please as I'm stricter with this blog compared to most due to the series Olivine is from and content present.

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[illicitlifc]

I dont think I'll be active much until Wednesday. Friday worked 5-11:30 meaning i wasnt home until after midnight. Did 12 hours today on 3 hours sleep cause rn it's warm and I suffer. Will work 11 tomorrow. Then I'm doing two breakfast shifts and I know I won't be leaving early cause of the people who I work with can't be left alone in the restaurant as either brand new or a minor. Its pain but I gotta save for my 5 trips to England which involves 3 comic cons, pride and a concert. And also one concert that happens here 2 days before con.

I hope I can be active soon!

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Who the fuck books a table for 8:45pm with a baby????

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Gonna leave for work. However thinking of Rohan and potential pokemon verse and all I know is he'd have pokemon that assist with him but he'll have thaf kne singular one that doesn't battle and is more like a pet but will bite your ankles if needed.

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I could do things... But sticker landscape things...

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Sometimes I think how rohan is so used to the abnormal to the point he has a stalker aka Judith who he just lets into his house now because changing the locks constantly was getting expensive and it's better to let her come in do her weird vibes and then vanish for 4-8 business weeks again except he finds her just there watching sometimes from the distance

@illholy

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Beautiful world

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Let Me Assign You A Celestial Body

Mars

the element that speaks strongest to you is fire. you are assertive and though you lack self-control, you can be disciplined when you feel like it. when you have outbursts they are intense and powerful. you're not afraid to take drastic measures. stubborn and occasionally blunt, you sometimes drive others away with your objective way of looking at the world, but you are loyal to a fault and your friends can count on you to be honest. you like to challenge norms and rules, though you don't cause chaos for no reason. when you love, you do it with purpose, and those who are loved by you feel secure in your feelings for them. remember this: allow yourself to heal. don't let your extreme emotions get in the way of what you need to do. you are lovable and worthy.

Tagged : Just swiped it from dash

Tagging : Who wants to do it?

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C A I O for the abc headcanon meme

ABC Headcanon Prompts ⸺ Accepting

[ C ] What colors does your muse like to wear ?

Surprisingly Rohan isn't that fussy with colours with outfits. As long as they compliment each other and look well. But when most encounter him they tend to simply see him in a select few colours. Besides the various shades of grey, black and white he is seen wearing. You can see him mainly wearing clothing with the colour blue as that goes well with his eyes. But sometimes can be seen wearing red or green articles at work, though this tends to be rare.

If you see him outside of work? You're going to see him sometimes wearing purple as well but that isn't frequent.

[ A ] Does your muse give good advice ? On what subjects ?

He doesn't normally. You don't want this man giving you advice because 90% of the time it's going to be bad on purpose. Or he's going to simply tell you he isn't the person qualified for that. Just don't ask for relationship advice you definitely don't want his imput.

Though, if you want some insight on BDSM things or the kinkier side of sex, it tends to be the one thing he will discuss openly with someone if they're curious about things. He would rather people know what they should and shouldn't do as well as setting boundaries and keeping themselves safe than going in blind.

If he really likes you he will show you how to make cocktails if you ask him. Or how to kill someone and make it look like an accident.

[ I ] What inspires your muse ?

The fact that in approximately 25-30 years he can retire. That's what inspires him to keep going half the time.

[ O ] Is your muse afraid of getting old ? How do they view aging ?

They aren't. This ties into the previous one a little. Rohan actually craves to be older so that he can simply leave the hectic life he has. He'd leave now if he could but he risks his entire retirement if he does that. He doesn't plan to die in the field. He wants to age and retire so he can leave the city and live somewhere quiet and peaceful.

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Eventually. I'll make some character study posts about Rohan as his relationships with people through RP and also just people within his world.

RP wise it will eventually be me writing things about Judith and Caio and then Niko the complicated ex as I will be consulting some things with my friend about that since we write on Discord when we both can.

But it will be done... One day.