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In A Mess // Trigger Warning

A thought from my mind goes into whirls and eventually gets lost in time.

A thought from my head goes into papers and usually gets thrown away instead

A thought from my brain goes into actions and vile attempts

but why am i standing here alive?

I am confused with what to feel. Should I be happy or should I just seal the deal.

Killing myself is what I conceal. Hard to be happy when sadness is what I reveal.

I have an existence in a world misused.

Pointless to have on opinion when yours is never true

I’m not worth your time, I’m a wasted human in a dying world and everything’s a mess.

I’m not as important as you think I am. Everything’s an illusion.., a trick

to making you think that life isn’t a boring brick.

My time will come and yours too. But I’m sure I’ll be ahead of you.

`x`x`

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I’ve been watching this for 5 minutes and giggling like an idiot.

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Ineffective “guard dog”

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“boys dont like it when-“ 

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“My name’s Blurryface and I care what you think” Stressed Out by twentyonepilots on a Harp

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OH MY HOLY GOD

HOLY FRANTA.

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IT COMES IN WAVES

I CLOSE MY EYES

HOLD MY BREATH

AND LET IT BURY ME

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I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.

(Is this about BPD?)

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IT COMES IN WAVES

I CLOSE MY EYES

HOLD MY BREATH

AND LET IT

BURY ME

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one day

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Drown.

It comes in waves

I close my eyes

Hold my breath

And

Let it bury me

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YES YES YES YES YES

Phil Lester defense squad/ fan club?