imnotabirdclaw

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yeahjaronlightupsketchers approved

I KILLED YJLUS MYSELF WHY IS YJLUS IN MY INBOX?????

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i can't watch yeah jaron videos without thinking of that arg yeahjaronlightupsketchers. i can't stop thinking about how i literally used to go to school with the account's owner. at the time the arg was around i didn't know what it was or who yeah jaron but i just found old remnants of the arg and. oh BOY what were you cooking random kid who went to my school what were you cooking.

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with the fact that there are lifestealers here on tumblr i wonder if any of them know about the seahorses or the ppd rek stuff. or hell maybe even yjlus.

god . i hope not . yjlus is cool tho they can know about yjlus

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i genuinely dont know how to answer this . someone who was there please help

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my friend scottie @/lovequeerloki has rbs of the old yjlus posts on its blog under the tag #yeahja ronlightupsketchers (link straight to the tag on clicks blog), and a screenshot compilation as well!

doing g-d's work thank you so much.

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since yjlus has returned can i make a request that jesus and judas are involved and have hot sweaty gay sex

what kind of community have i created.

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does yjlus have like, an actual name? like the person behind it. or did yjlus ever have a name?

i wasnt gonna answer this since i dont reaaallly wanna talk about yjlus anymore lol but yeah actually! yjlus' first name was vinnie, named after a friend of mine who liked 3ht. i decided to scrap that though.

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When's the next part of yjlus

yjlus is dead i ran yjlus over with my motorbike.

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how come u didnt like what you did with yjlus?? i think it was pretty well planned out and executed!! :D

nonnie ive had this sitting in my inbox since like january cause i didn't know how to explain it but im gonna be dead honest and extremely blunt with you (and like. other people who see this).

i had no fucking idea what i was doing with yjlus. genuinely. there was no planning AT ALL, i made it an arg literally on the spot, rushed to make a storyline, the story didn't even make sense, i had no clue what to do, and it ended up being a mess.

i appreciate y'all for loving yjlus but how the fuck did you love that incoherent mess? genuinely. it sucked.

but dw. i know it's been a while since yjlus ended but i have been spending those 5 months doing a lott of planning for another project of mine. and please, please believe me when i say im actually putting effort into this one (unlike yjlus).

tbh i could spend hours explaining why yjlus was so bad. the only good thing was the rushed storyline 💀

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i would literally be the worst creepypasta protagonist. i would find an evil haunted copy of mario 64 and i'd boot it up and see mario's face distorted nightmarishly and the title would be "SUPER MARIO DEAD 96" and i'd be like "wow what a cool romhack with no information about it anywhere online i can't believe i found such a rare and beautiful thing" and there'd be blood everywhere and the overworld music would be screeching static intercut with barely audible whispering so i record it and play it backwards and the whispering is just "DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH" and the spectrogram i generated is a small open-mouthed screaming face with empty eyes (which should be impossible considering the audio contents don't correspond with the image at all, and the picture is strangely clear) and i'm like "wow such amazing attention to detail this must've taken so much work" and all the levels are named like 'sector: EPITAPH' with no enemies and untextured 3d primitives in an endless gray expanse soundtracked by slowed down n64 synthesizers and i'd say "wow this uncanny emptiness captures such a harrowing side of nostalgia, it really conveys this haunting impression of a missing or dead inner child or something" and then mario turns to the camera and starts listing off the coordinates of my current location and i'm like "wow they even put a geolocator in this thing" and i play the game nonstop because i'm absolutely enraptured by this strange and scary piece of art and i want to keep exploring it but then this ghostly kid emerges from the cartridge in a brilliant ray of light because it turns out by playing the game i gave this sad dead child an outlet to express his anger and grief and through my unconditional love and enjoyment of the game i've allowed this kid to play his favorite game one last time and so he vanishes, smiling, and now no one will ever believe me because all i have is this normal cartridge of mario 64 with the name "ANDREW" scrawled in sharpie on the back

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woo. new theme ^_^

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hm. looking back on yjlus i actually really hate most things i did. i promise the next will be better 😭

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u guys can have part of this wip too <3

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got an idea for a song it’s called moonsetter

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ignoring the bad quality of the screenshot, zam’s board of lifesteal members he trusts is soooo interesting 2 me

first there are people with question marks: subz, vitalasy, and planet have multiple question marks, while ro has a single one

with subz, zam has gone back and forth with trusting him but seems to know that he can depend on subz in a fight. zam probably doesn’t know where they stand since he closed himself off from everyone, but since subz hasn’t tried to kill him since he left team awesome & has been active, i could see zam trying to trust him again

even though zam hasn’t interacted with vitalasy much this season, vitalasy is teamed with subz and is currently planning a group to go against team awesome (which zam has stated in the past he’s for but now he wouldn’t say out of fear of being killed). if zam decides to trust subz, he will likely be trusting vitalasy too (purple duo package deal REAL)

two of the deterrents of trusting planet (and the three heart trio as a whole, although the question marks is only applied to planet here) zam has mentioned in the past is the team’s low heart count, where he would not want feel like he has to defend them at all times from danger, and not wanting them to be put in danger because of him. while i think zam sees planet as a good person, zam will probably choose not to trust him due to the deterrents i mentioned (plus, planet’s allied with bacon & jaron: two people zam does not trust according to his board)

ro is an especially interesting one since he is the only name listed with a “NO?”. i assume this is because with mapicc, zam is basically kill-on-sight while with ro, zam may feel like he can have a conversation with him that doesn’t lead to violence. personally, i can’t see zam trusting ro at all though because of how close ro is with mapicc & since taking over spawn is something both ro and mapicc are doing

while my screenshot doesn’t have this, zam updated the board on pangi’s stream for it to say, “PANGI - MAYBE”, which is the closest he has to someone he can trust atm

pangi and zam were on good terms & they hung out quite a bit until pangi accidentally killed zam’s goat walter. because zam cared for his pet + pangi didn’t know how to make amends for it, their relationship took a turn where zam didn’t want to be around with pangi while pangi wanted to hang out with zam. however, with the recent pangi stream, zam is more open to trusting pangi (e.g. giving him the location of his castle, showing him his panic room filled with his thoughts, etc). this very well could lead to zam trusting pangi (and likely red as well since pangi’s teamed with him + red saw zam’s base), although depending on zam’s paranoia and if team awesome’s online at all, that could change

zam’s board of options is also super intriguing to me!! he listed three options (DIE, FIGHT, and RUN) that all end with “THERE IS NO HOPE FOR PRINCEZAM”

for DIE, zam recognizes that he’s a threat to team awesome; afterall, standing up for what he thinks is right is something he does a lot. since he’s a threat, zam could die by team awesome or his own hand— either way, he can’t find hope that he’ll make it out okay

for FIGHT, zam immediately shuts this idea down by stating “I WILL DIE TRYING”. there isn’t a possibility in his mind that he’d win against team awesome, which is why he follows this up with “THERE IS NO HOPE FOR PRINCEZAM”.

lastly, RUN is what he currently has done: he ran away from allying with subz, he ran away from spawn, he ran away from everything and everyone in attempt to stop team awesome from going after him or assuming he’s conspiring against them; hence why zam has locked himself in his castle. however, he says, “THEY CAN FIND ME” referring to mapicc and ro who know the location of his castle he refuses to abandon.

the repetition of “THERE IS NO HOPE FOR PRINCEZAM” after every option really cements how paranoid and pessimistic zam has become— he isn’t hopeful and determined like he used to be, rather, he’s immensely paranoid and does anything he can in order to feel even the slightest bit safe

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...and so it begins.

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I'm doing well! How have you been?

Also HAHA not the full name!! Haven't heard Dovesabove since TGITH -Dove

IVE BEEN GOOD TY!!! ALSO HOLY SHIT it's been ages since ive heard of tgith- hope the staircase scene didnt scare you all too badly :))