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💬 Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You

Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,

When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.

From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.

💔 A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength

As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.

But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.

“21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyed” A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.

“22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruins” This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.

🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now

Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.

But things have only gotten harder.

The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.

We’re trapped.

🏚 We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. 👨‍👩‍👧 Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. 📉 Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.

And yet…

Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.

Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.

💖 What You Can Do

If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.

Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.

✨ Why It All Matters

This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.

Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.

🙏 From the Heart: A Quiet Apology

There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.

When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.

If that happened, I am truly sorry.

Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.

I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.

If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.

Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.

With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ♥️

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I think at this point we can all agree that Maria was Assigned Ken at Birth

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It’s kind of frustrating that Brian Tyree Henry fought to have his character live in the movie and still ends up sidelined in reviews/fan works in favor of the white men of the week 🤪

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Ladybug proud weighted blanket owner canon

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I don't understand when Lemon and Tangerine live in separate flats in Bullet Train fantictions. They're the Twins. They're brothers, goddammit. Besides the fact that it's a lot more convenient since they do the jobs together, I also don't think they'd be able to distance from each other like that. They couldn't stand not being near the other in case anything happens, what if one gets attacked? Sick? They rely and depend on each other too much. They love each other, man. They need the company of a person they can trust. They need their family.

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Viewing -> perceiving -> considering -> contemplating -> understanding -> fathoming -> reckoning -> denial -> bargaining -> depression -> divine ecstasy -> blogging

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calling a friend because you care ❌

calling a friend to show them Tangerine edits ✅

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took matters into my own hands

you're welcome 🤭

if any of you have a screenshot of that one scene where lemon's driving the tangerine truck while laughing I NEED IT PLEASE I NEED THIS TO SURVIVE I'LL DO ANYTHING PLEASE

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I think it's so cute that yuichi isn't even really part of the whole assassin game. He's kind of like a kid that people take turns watching over (holding hostage) he doesn't even have a nickname, he's just a silly little guy with a silly little gun ☹️

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if any of you have a screenshot of that one scene where lemon's driving the tangerine truck while laughing I NEED IT PLEASE I NEED THIS TO SURVIVE I'LL DO ANYTHING PLEASE

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me trying to explain why Lemon from Bullet Train is a RAGING pansexual and you can argue with a wall if you think otherwise

(just kidding ofc, I'd love to hear any and all headcanons!!)

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People will never understand how JOYFUL it is when they ask you about your age, then your sibling's age and go "What? You're the same age? How's that even-" and seeing the REALIZATION dawning on their faces. Yes bitch, we're a miracle of fucking nature, yes we scratch each other's eyes out in our free time, but we do it lovingly and in perfect sync

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Throwback to when I saw this random dude in a Hawaiian shirt on tiktok and contemplated for a whole 20 minutes where the heck I know him from

He's the White Death from Bullet Train...

I will never be the same

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guys.. you know, i think my movie taste can be rounded up into "men being beat up and left all bloody"

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severe lack of ladybug content in the bt tag unfortunately