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Something I don’t want you to know

It’s not that I don’t want to be happy it’s that despite my best efforts I can’t bring myself to be happy.

I feel weak, insecure, and worthless, and i can't bring myself to put on a brave face, why did i have to be this way. maybe because i am not okay I have a great family, amazing friends, good academic results but i wish i really had these kinds of people around me that will look at me and handle me with care but they don't care

I have this deep, dark, sinking feeling that i know is, it will keep hunting me until i drown into this feeling. You can't bring yourself to care a sleepless night full of nightmare and it's just not fair Why does my brain have to work this way I want all this to go away so i distracted myself by laying in bed and listening to music i barely know all day suddenly i'm awake from the reality that i really can't really explain and i repeat this cycle again and again every fucking day.

i know it is just a phase and they said that it's common for a teenagers these days endless judgement, words like knifes can stab you everywhere you go but elders will tell you to just shake it off, go out with friends, go for meditation i tell them that this cannot be solved by any medication. it's is a disease that affects every aspect of my life- my relationship, my work, my education and ending my life that time is a big question that i'm afraid to talk about because of my hesitations.

I get tired of fighting it it is exhausting trying to be positive all the time, It’s like fighting an endless battle that’s becoming harder and harder, and to say I can deal with it, is a lie, it's like i am fighting not to live but to die i am so tired.

So I just hide and put up a wall That’s so high, you will never see my pain or any of my flaws - I create this character and he is perfect, he's invincible. so i live these two different lives, one for the public and one for myself late at night caus by this i can hide everything to every single person i know i don't  want them to know because right after i'll let my wall down the words like knives will keep stabbing me the eyes that will keep following you and judging you so, up to this point, you will just see me smile and laugh with you because i don't want you to feel this pain - this dark deep feeling of mine

Depression is the hell inside of me and it eats me up daily.

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Hey it’s me

okay i’m sorry if i cant introduce myself let this last poem explain everything itself don't mind my typos and my grammar this ain't really my forte so don't expect this to be glamourous

i know it is or i am so irritating making you feel uncomfortable because i'm not capable of giving you this in personal for illuminating myself to other

so, Hi, i'll tell you some of my personalities i'll be honest, i'm anxious that's why i can't give you this i'm friendly but i actually hate me being that i'm not that type of a guy that will hurt anyone so i will clear my intention, i don't want anything in return i appreciate you as a person, that's all

i chose not to introduce myself in person for i don't want them to know me, for i don't want to cause issues for i don't want to cause any trouble for i know, i already caused you too much because i don't want that and i want that to stop

i just don't want you to feel uncomfortable or embarassed by the teasing words like "yiee" or even "nuks, may admirer" so i'll stop everything don't you worry hahahah this will be the last. the last poem i'll write BUT i can't promise, promises are meant to be broken i will try but i'm somewhat pretty sure i'll stop i don't know why, either

honestly speaking, believe me or not. you're the first ever girl i spent time writing poemss my usual topis are about how depresson kills and some other dark stuffs don't be flattered or what so ever, you don't have to i was amazed for what i've done

i am sorry if i caused any trouble i am sorry if i hurted someone's feeling i am sorry if i annoyed you for everything, i am sorry

as my for my last stanza, i wish you goodluck in your academics i wish you goodluck at everything strive and always smile, you smiles fits your whole personality even though i really don't know what that is but i hope i'm right

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What is going on?

Me during every episode of AHS ever (via amandalee3292)

same. same. same. 

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i need all these

UNISEX SWEATSHIRTS

MORE ISSUES THAN VOGUE

SCHOOL KILLS MY VIBE

I DON’T NEED YOU I HAVE WIFI

DAYDREAMER

WE ARE ALL FREAKS

BLACK IS MY HAPPY COLOUR

NORMAL PEOPLE SCARE ME

ALL MONSTERS ARE HUMAN

MY MOM SAYS I’M PRETTY

ALIEN

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brilliant lmao

I keep a picture of Terry Crews with me in my wallet so whenever I want to buy something stupid I see it

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[this funny picture via lolsnaps]

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Jet Black Heart - 9/2/16

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this is gospel (piano version) layered 3 times: left ear, right ear, and middle

headphones are strongly recommended!

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daddehs

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sweet 

A girl and her husband are playing lips reading game with her parents, while they are playing the game they told him that he will be a grandfather. This is so cute 😭❤️

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Synonyms for "I love you".

"Did you eat enough today?"

"Are you still hungry?"

"How much sleep did you get last night?"

"I'm worried about you."

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"Do you need me to spend the night?"

"My phone will be right by my pillow."

"Call me, please."

"Your smile is beautiful."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it for you."

"I've got your back."

"I appreciate what you do for me."

"Don't forget to buckle up."

"Put the phone away while you're driving."

"Call me when you get there."

"Thank you."

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WAH HAHA HOLYSATAN HAHA

These are not mine but I wanted to bring them together!  

http://tohdaryl.tumblr.com/

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Assuming this is the legit track list for Sounds Good Feels Good, here are the song writing credits song by song as registered with the APRA, ASCAP, and/or BMI! You’ll be able to preorder the album tomorrow at midnight local time! Stay tuned for links and more info.

Standard Edition Tracks:

Money: Luke and Ashton with John Feldmann and the Madden brothers

She’s Kinda Hot: Michael and Ashton with John Feldmann and the Madden brothers

Hey Everybody!: Calum Hood with the Madden brothers, Jordan and Stefan Johnson, and Marcus Lomax

Permanent Vacation:  Michael and Luke with Michael Green and the Madden brothers

Jet Black Heart: Calum and Michael with Jon Green and David Hodges

Catch Fire: Michael and Luke with Alex Gaskarth and Michael Green

Waste the Night: Michael, Luke, Calum, and Ashton with John Feldmann and Jacob Hindlin

Vapor: Michael, Luke, Calum, and Ashton with John Feldmann and Simon Wilcox

Castaway: Calum and Luke with Clarence Coffee, Sean Douglas, Jordan and Stefan Johnson, and Marcus Lomax

Fly Away: Luke and Calum with John Feldmann

Invisible: Michael, Luke, Calum, and Ashton with John Feldmann and Roy Stride

Airplanes: Michael with John Feldmann

San Francisco: Michael and Calum with John Feldmann, Bonnie McKee, and Sarah Hudson

Outer Space/Carry On: Michael, Luke, Calum, and Ashton with John Feldmann

Deluxe Edition Tracks:

Safety Pin: John Feldmann

Girl That Cried Wolf: Calum, Michael, Ashton, and Luke with John Feldmann

Broken Home: Michael, Luke, and Calum with John Feldmann and the Madden brothers

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Compilation of Space/Glow in the Dark Jewelry 

Eclipse Glow in the Dark Necklace ($8.89) 

Magical Heart Glow Necklace ($9.70)

Glowing Blue Moon Necklace ($6.70)

Full Moon Necklace ($9.50)

Teardrop Glow Necklace ($10.89)

Glow in the Dark Iron Man Pendant (7.60)

Galaxy Pendant Necklace ($6.59)

Galaxy Moon Necklace ($7.99)

Here is my compilation of anatomical jewelry 

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we’re alright, though

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5 Seconds Of Summer

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Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

5SOS - Amnesia; Published on Jul 31, 2014