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We were sitting by a big dinner table in the glasshouse.
She stays - he said.
Parents were just staring at us surprised by him showing emotions.
She is my partner - added later.
And I stayed.
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The day before yesterday I had the urge to go, just go. I ended up by the river in a restaurant. I had the long time craved breaded meat. I tried to enjoy it, but I couldn't. There was a car parked in front of the river and that ruined the view. An elder couple sit in front of me ruining not just the view but the pleasant silence as well. It was a "date". A date with myself, a date "with" him, a closure and let him go date, a find my inner peace date. No inner peace found. (I even made a bigger shit. I hurt a friend who was by my side when I fell into pieces a month ago.)
Yesterday I tried again. I became a pilgrim. I was sitting on the new bench, taking deep breaths, trying to connect with mother earth, myself, my faith, my peace. I was numb and empty. No connection found.
Today, in the morning, I went to the lake. I sit there for a while in hope to relax and recharge my batteries. Again, no success.
I am clueless, I don't know what to do. This tension is getting more and more unbearable. Too many things are going on around me, my body is exhausted, my mind is fogged, my heart is aching and being frozen alternately.
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I had have been keeping this can for almost 2 years waiting for an opportunityto give him. Today i opened it, tasted and poured in the sink. It tasted as a cough syrup.
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New Benches
I was thinking of visiting this place all week. And bummm, you were there today...
I am so proud of you. My heart is full. ❤️
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Wow
We were walking on the street. Talking.
Then suddenly you grabbed me and kissed. It was like a scene from a movie. I was leaned back, you were hoovering over me.
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The Presentation
When you entered the room... You didn't see that coming, right?
I felt your energy. And I know you felt mine, too. The moment you started to come closer, then stopped... What a mix of feelings!
When I left, I knew I was going to get a message later that evening.
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You were having a presentation. You touched me twice to boost my confidence and to show your support.
Later that day...
We were scating. You lifted me, looked in my eyes and said you loved me.
Though it sounded more like lalala you. You wanted but struggled to clearly confess your feelings.
I thought it's okay, because I knew how hard was for you to open. I knew I still trusted you more then you trusted me. But once you know me well, you won't have any doubts.
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Yesterday's Call
Work. Travel. Meeting.
Slowly... all pieces come together.
B, be ready. I am getting ready.
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Confession
We were cleaning up the woods. When noone could see us he held my hand and kept walking next to me.
Suddenly he slowed down and whispered in my ear, on a hardly noticeably volume: "I love you". Then repeated once again just to be sure I heard it.
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Senior
He is the best behaved student. He raised his hand when had a question just the way we learned it at the elementary school.
Though there was a critical moment: he fell asleep in the middle of the class. Nevertheless our supervisor is the sweetest. She just walked by casually and gently poked him. Noone could notice, except me - of course.
He is not socialising. At all.
I had a thought, to start a conversation with him but I skipped it, or just postponed - not sure jet which one. Junior would freak out.
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Kerkyra
When you realise there was a travel buddy while you were dreaming of a travel buddy.
And you feel like a fool for all the exchanged messages.
Then you make a revenge: unlike a photo.
Does that help? Yeah, for a second.
Next you can go back to your aching.
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He surprised me.
I opened the door and he was standing there. He was full of feelings. I was so happy. He slept over but when I woke up he wasn't there. He simply disappeared without a word.
Next day I got a message:
All these things going on between us are nonsense. We can't continue this way.
I didn't replay.
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A Mustache and a Presentation
Still. I thought it was just a Turkish souvenir, but it is still there. Your nose must have been lonely.
Seeing you there with year rings and the kids, all the kindness and joy you radiate, well, the gentleness overflowed in me.
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Wheat and Snow
There was a whole trailer of wheat in front of your entrance.
I offered you my attic for storage because I knew your flat was small.
You said just because we did things together you didn't want to owe me. I answered, no, don't worry, it was just a simple good neighbour act.
Then we cleaned the snow on the sidewalk.
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