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you don’t like the fact it’s hard, you just like the fact it’s easy to do {nothing}

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a supreme belief in what’s real, what’s right, what’s good

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put your part away

for another

and never know what you’re like

put your feelings away

for nothing

never know what you care for

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“…proud of a time, when

life itself was in motion,

and time wasn’t.”

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PRINCESS / A FROG

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i think it’s cute that you really like me

and part of me wishes that i liked you too

but i’m

just not very

into you

dun dun dunnnaaaa

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my self-worth is based on how much i can get you to love me

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hey

you’ve got really pretty eyes!

or something

and you

you have a really nice nose!

and i think the things you are’re really… cool, in a nice way and it really warms my heart that you like me too

i really wanna go on long rides, watch sunsets with you and, ride on a carousel and sit right down next to you and talk about my feelings, my feelings for you and how much i want to have your story in my life

and i really like the way you look, you read me like an open book & talk about the things you took like… my heart & other stuff

so i guess that what i’m trying to say, is you make me really anti-gay in a, semi really very gay way and, i dunno, i think it’s cool so

so let’s talk about the things we like, together

but don’t get all futuristic ‘cause i’m scared of forever

but i do think you and i could be really happy together

myself, and you

my bunny

endeavor?

so hey

i think that you’re pretty, cool

and stuff

and you know

i really look up to you

and i, think we should be together

a little closer

just a little bit more

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predictable - aldn

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i wanna use somethin’

abuse somethin’

i wanna do somethin’

maybe all i wanna do is prove somethin’

choose somethin’, that’s good for me

for the first time that’s

good somethin’, a cool somethin’ a smooth loving,

would someone come and fucking help me lose somethin’

my truth running, my legs hurt and my tummy rumblin’

i don’t wanna eat anymore

i wanna run ‘til my legs give out i don’t even wanna breathe anymre

just wanna go ‘til the lights give out

eyes peering through the dark like the notes of your soul

you’re playing piano ‘til your shit gone, go

‘til yours legs give out, no show some more

put yourself out there like no one knows

you’re the star of the night dark nobody knows

what you’re like from these years out, distance grows

but you’re shining bright, got a glow, shiny light gonna grow

‘til a headlight blows out your night, say g’night when you go

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waning ‘til i break

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it kills me a little more each time i say something and you don’t respond

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there’s a straw in my chest

& you’re drinkin’ out my heart, girl

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i want to manipulate you until you love me

i want to be the everything that you could ever ask for

but, i just want the attention

and i get that it’s bad

but i’ve waited my whole life for love i could have

you’re all mine

i’m not letting go

until i get bored and go

(go, go)

we don’t talk for a while

i want you though

i want what you could give me

‘cause everyone has love

but no one else is you

you were sunlight on bad days

i took it for granted

i appreciate the love but it’s love that’s demanding

i had to be someone for you i could never be

and let’s be real, i wanted it

i wanted what i couldn’t be

you couldn’t be

someone with any more honesty or patience

you’re a love that’s awaiting the right hand and it’s placement

but i’m left, so let me go

we can’t hold on too long, we’re moving back, backwards

skip rules, fuck demands i want your hands back

word to the mothers and the fathers who could preach all about that

fuckin wish i had you back

but i fucked it, so i can’t

fuck

fuck!

and i hoped you were the last one hurt, no i can’t no

(i can’t)

[i’m sorry]

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read him like a color book, read him like a sunset

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i dislike people who see someone in need

give their two cents, ignore the problem, and its details

that was every person who helped me in the open lobby

it was better than nothing, but it was nothing in the end

they repeated every thought already running through my head, and the sentiment was appreciated, i felt heard, but not cared for

not really heard at all, i suppose

you two fucked up. you two fucked up.

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tears

my best friends, a friend of four years and my girlfriend of one, met each other

and bullied me

i have a history of being bullied in the past, and they’ve both crossed that line before

they both know i dislike it, i hate being ganged up on

and they used me to impress one another because i was the common denominator

fuck this

being alone with no one to talk to because both my friends make me want to cry is so frustrating

so horrifically mean

i made a group people could join labelled “no mic can someone just talk to me please i’ve had a bad night”

because i was desperate

i had no one, but i needed someone

i don’t want to be alone anymore

please