irrationaliris

[irrationaliris]

I feel alive again

I feel my body moving

I feel my heart beating

I feel it

And I couldn't be happier

I couldn't be happier to be loved as me

Not as someone else

I don't have to pretend anymore

Not with those two people

Not in that community that i loved from the first sight

I'm alive

Finally, I'm alive.

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I drew JayJay.

Eat this.

Ehehehehwhehwheehehheeh

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GUESS WHAT FOLKS? JAY FIRESTORM IS BACK!

And I'm making a video about the 3y.o. hell that drained me as a human being AND I'm going to be fucking famous.

WERE SO BACK

[irrationaliris]

Someday

Sometime

I will tell what happened

Once I get enough bravery to do so

Once I'll be strong enough to overcome my own tears

I'll tell the truth as it is

Trust me, I will

No secrets shall remain untold

No problems shall remain unsolved

You'll know someday.

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I get ur happiness, dude. You're 100% totally a boy. Like. Damn. That guy surely saw everything right. You're a boy. He's right. You look like a boy because you are a boy. Man. Dude. Мужчина. Guy. Парень. Мальчик. Мужик. All of it.

Someone my mum works with came over to pick my mum up cus my dad had to take my older sister to school, and he accidentally came into the bathroom cus he needed a piss only for me to be in there brushing my teeth, and by some miracle he went downstairs and told my mum that her SON was in the bathroom.

Although the first person to come to her mind was my brother so she said his name instead. ..

But bro I never met this guy before and he never met me before and he called me A BOY

...

BLUD HOLY SHIT I ACTUALLY LOOK LIKE A BOY TO SOMEONE! CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IT?!

Celebrates in transgender

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SEND HELP

Vernam started to wonder about the 2021-2022 era and I'll have to talk to him about the whole "i-wanted-to-commit-because-a-certain-someone-didnt-ask-for-my-consent" thing and HOLY FUCK I know he'll find out either way, but I really need to talk about it (and not to have a panic attack or a hysteria)

I hope he'll understand what the fuck even happened and won't judge me for this shit.

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Thanks I needed to hear that so bad

kill the imposter syndrome in your head because not only is there someone out there doing it worse than you, they’re also using chat gpt to do it

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RUSKI LETTERS. I ALREADY WANT THAT THING FOR SCIENTIFICAL PURPOSES.

MY PARTNER SENT ME THIS AS A GIFT (it's some kind of minecraft fanfic lol) I'M GOING TO EXPLODE

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Guys. I gotta post here my rambling about Hexa's lore I left in the comments under Rancher's new vid. You've GOTTA see this.

So. If I am right, THAT MEANS THERE'S WAY MORE LAYERS OF JUICY ANGST IN THE FUTURE if Rancher would actually reveal the other experiments.

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Sometimes I really need to learn how to shut the fuck up

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I adore him. I unironically fell into a hyperfixation after simply acknowledging his existence.

THIS. IS THE PERFECT WAIFU MATERIAL FOR ME.

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NOOO I ACCIDENTALLY LOGGED IN TUMBLR WITH VPN ON HELPPP I DONT WANNA LOSE MY ACC AGAIN

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I watched new cfmot episode and I'm going insane rn.

JUST. THIS. LOOK AT THIS. FEEL IT.

THATS EXACTLY WHY I KIN Й. I KIN HIM SO BAD DAMMIT.

I adore this show still, even after years had passed.

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Me rn: *jokingly listens to the Judgement Of A Rotten Girl*

*A bells from a nearby church start to play*

Me: *has a fucking heart attack*

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Today I had a blown ass breakdown because my parents threw away my binder

And I'm still fucking mad at them because WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. I TOLD YOU TO NEVER TOUCH MY THINGS. BUT YOU STILL THROW THEM AWAY.

I'm at my limit bitch

[irrationaliris]

Gonna throw at u a silly thing I do every time I go on a walk

I carry two bandaids with me

One for me, one for someone who might need it as well and whom I might meet on the way

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Haha frien mikey goes happe woohoo

@irrationaliris Oh my lord my heart, It do be melting!

THANK YOU MY FRIEND 🥺🥺😭💕💕