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I want a man to see in me something more than my body.

Maybe I should give out instructions to how to love me. A broken lonely woman with ptsd. Somebody to take care of me in such a way, that I would feel blessed by God by finding such man. Touchy but with care and no double meaning. To think of me, be interested in what I do, remember my favourite flowers. Show initiative to pick a place for a date that I would love. I love planetariums, but am being invited to restaurants.

I want a man that would sleep next to me without holding my boobs in his sleep and taking off my pants, but instead lean on me and hug my waist and not hope I'll arouse and give them my body.

I want a man that would love me without sex.

[island-last-name]

It is too late to apologise to a ghost. They are already dead and don't care.

[island-last-name]

I've been underground ready to exit at my station. Apparently I turned my face to the wrong exit and I have met with my own reflection. Because of the yesterday's thought I saw myself in the glass door not as myself, but a completely different person. It was not me, but another passenger, just copied all of my moves, clothes and everything else about me.

It felt weird that I'm just like them.