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what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

1x07 - “Sorbet”

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hey sexy. I can tell by the frequency of your blog updates that you are once again avoiding it all

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a whole month of work went into this so i hope you like it🥹

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your daily dose of fun facts with buck (to be taken with a grain of salt)

+ bonus

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TAYLOR ZAKHAR PEREZ as ALEX CLAREMONT-DIAZ RED, WHITE AND ROYAL BLUE 2023 | Matthew López

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🚨: New instagram post from Oliver!! captioned with

Season 9 Renewal. Smiles all around @911onabc 🚨

📸: Peter Krause

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he was there, buck

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buddie dooming is so funny. to me. sorry they haven't shoved their tongues down each other's throats yet... do u remember how buck's bi awakening was Eddie's New Friend? do u remember how eddie had an episode about choosing joy and it ended with him opening the door to buck? guys. they are throwing hints at u. stop dodging.

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eddie diaz, to me

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Write it shitty, write it scared, write it without a clue but don't you be so spineless and have an AI write fanfic for you.

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I think I've figured out why Eddie's "you really did that for me?" is different for him compared to all the other times someone else, or even Buck, has done big things for him.

Because we can all point out endless examples of how this isn't the first big thing that Buck has ever done for Eddie. Hell, their friendship really took root due to the big ways in which Buck helped Eddie early on in s2 and s3. HOWEVER. Here's where the big difference comes in.

This is the first time Buck has ever done something like this for Eddie whilst they're in the midst of Active Conflict.

All the other times Buck has done something amazing for Eddie and Chris have been during relative times of peace, or times when Eddie and Buck were already on the same page about what they wanted. It's not hard for Eddie to accept because his and Buck's wants align in those moments.

Not the case in 8x09. Buck and Eddie's desires are on opposite sides now, or at least that's how Eddie perceives it. Eddie has to do something that he knows Buck won't like, and he thinks "This is it. This is the moment where everyone shows their true colors and leaves me high and dry to deal with my mess by myself." Think about it. Most people leave Eddie high and dry the first instance their goals don't align.

That's why Eddie's so surprised Buck wants to help him in the first place back in 8x08 and again in 8x09. For once, Eddie lets himself believe that someone will help him, even if it's something the other person doesn't want. And when Buck gets upset and petty, it almost feels like confirmation that Eddie is only worth helping when it's something that other people want too.

But Buck, in the midst of their fighting, before they even got a chance to talk or yell it out, before Eddie can even explain that he doesn't want this either, but he has no choice, Buck has already managed to figure it out for himself and decide that even though Eddie can't do what Buck wants him to do, it doesn't matter. Buck puts his desires aside and helps Eddie because it's what's best for Eddie and Christopher. I don't think Eddie has ever known what it's like to have opposing desires with someone and not come out on the losing side, to have to be the one to compromise or put someone else's wishes before his own.

This is the only time someone has loved Eddie unconditionally enough to put Eddie first.

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intertwined🤍

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honestly the “supernatural fandom has a gif for every situation” phenomenon becomes slightly less mystifying when you actually watch the show and witness the fact that dean says literally every combination of words known to man