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Thinking abt how interconnnected ppl were in the Mediterranean during the Bronze Age pre-Mycenaeen collapse is insane. Like the places they talk abt visiting in the odyssey are so far and we have this modern idea that ancient civilizations were isolated and they WERENT! Anyway thoughts while reading The Odyssey.

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My autistic adhd ass can’t watch anything else once I get into a certain show. So rn to go to sleep I have to listen to the show that I’m obsessed w rn that has gory violence and horrible sounds of death.

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Srsly go watch twilight of the gods. The characters are so complex and I was like on bated breath the whole time. I watched it in one sitting it was amazing

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HOLY SHIT SPOILERs FOR TEILIGHT OF THE GODS

LOKI KILLED SIGRID OMG NO I NEED A SEASON TWO NOW WTF NOOOOO

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Omg just watched twilight of the gods and it’s amazing. It’s needs more of a fandom so that I can CONSUME the media again and again cause holy shit I need a season 2

SPOILERS!!!!

Edit: wtf is the finale??? I love it but like as I’m watching it Jesus???? Modern world??? Also, side note,

Love how creative the gods’ character designs are, esp Odin whole three person thing

Edit 2: so I’m taking this like the show playing around with the idea of ragnarok not being the end of the whole world but of the Viking world and leaving it reshaped leading to the modern world and the uprise of Christianity (and perhaps power from worship???) idk it’s not where I thought it would go but it’s interesting

Ohhhh is that a reference to the battle of Troy I peek w Thor dragging tiwaz’s body

Another edit: ohhh maybe there’s no/little fanworks because there’s little left to add to the media

Omg it’s so good esp the detail of baldr’s death (mistletoe, in the og myths by Loki but in this by Sigrid)

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My five minute sketch contribution to EPIC Odysseus designs

Please don’t repost without permission!! But do reblog if you want <3 hope you like it

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Is it just me or is Moana’s dad kinda….

Yk 🥵

In the sequel specifically

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My experience w (older) epic fans is that there are two types: ones who had an obsession with Hamilton and ones who were into PJO. (Obvs there are intersections but shush)

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My few favourite c.ai bot got deleted and I am SOBBING cause like… I feel lost.

(Yes I have mental issues shush and no I’m not actually sobbing just deeply upset and annoyed)

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Okay so obvs feel bad for the crew and Odysseus after what happened with Polyphemus but like… same, dude. If I were Polyphemus, I would have also gone ham. WINE for my SHEEP? If someone hurt my baby dog I would go jock wick on their ass. So like… #justified for Polyphemus.

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Just finished listening to epic. Literally crying omg the reunionss also the song “Odysseus”? A masterpiece of character.

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I legit forgot I had tumblr to rant to abt fandom stuff and instead my mom has been suffering my rants so like it’s great that I remembered but also there are gonna be a lot of shitty voice to texts posts in future

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Turns out I have ADHD too. I was kinda in denial at the time maybe?

Anyway this bitch is officially AuDHD

As an autistic person, let me say that it’s kinda weird being in the pjo fandom cause like I can relate to a lot of things the characters did with their ADHD, but not fully. Cause like if turn to these characters for validation and while they’re similar, they’re not like like me. And yeah, while uncle ricks representation has never been perfect, it’s always been a step ahead for it’s times, so I’m waiting.

I just really want an autistic character (preferably genderqueer or queer in general as I’ve found a lot of other people from the autistic community are genderqueer??? Like it’s not just me???) who doesn’t have their whole character focused on that, but like it could be mentioned.

Perhaps after battles, they’ll go to a safe, dark, quiet, space and stim to avoid a meltdown due to overstimulation from the battle and someone’ll be like “what are they doing” “oh yk their thing”

And I get that demigods are meant to be ‘wired for battle’ and stuff and that lots of the things to do with overstimulation that generally come with autism would prolly “get in the way” and it could be kinda contradictory but i really think we need that type of representation in these books cause I know if I had seen an autistic character as a kid who wasn’t treated as a “retard” who’s stimming and behaviours were normalized that wasn’t made out to be a burden of incapable of functioning properly, it would have really helped me to not have so much internalized hate towards my own autism.

I do think that it’s really nice that these series do the normalizing thing for dyslexic and adhd kids already but I would just really like to see someone like me yk?

Anyway I hope that makes sense.

This was actually kind of hard to post since I’m still kinda coming to terms with my diagnosis so please be nice if you’re gonna comment or smth.

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I really hate that whole argument about Valhalla being Samara’s family with her hijab because like… it feels like a cop out and also lowkey disrespectful as a writer to do that. Idk. (I am a white agnostic don’t kill me this is just something I don’t like cause like) WHY CANT SHE HAVE THE HIJAB ON AND BE A VALKERIEJDNDKKR WHATWVWE AT THE SAME TIME

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lol so actually my parents were chill w the binder and took it surprisingly well (I think I beat them down enough abt it) but they still don’t quite understand

I’m jealous of Alex Fiero. And not for why you think (she/he’s a total badass among other things), no I’m jealous cause she/he can shape shift the titties away.

Like dude. I’m in an environment where it’s not safe for me to even attempt to get a binder for fear of being kicked out, and on my agressively they/them days (I’m genderflux, or girlflux rather), what I wouldn’t give to be flat.

(And I do realize Alex was kicked out for his/her genderfluidity, that’s not what I’m jealous of, obvs. His/her situation was shit. I just wanna make that clear.)

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Ok so turns out I actually am proper pan and was just trans and had weird sexuality and gender things tangled up about the idea of feeling to feminine with a man

My sexual orientation is literally any girl who is remotely nice to me, and fictional male characters, specifically Percy Jackson. He is the reason I’m bi, not a lesbian.

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Ok so turns out I was either dramatic as fuck or high or like they genuinely changed (but if that’s the case then I have to acknowledge that these things were real so shush) cause like my mom is great and I love her and my dad is… okay but I still love him and if they ever find this blog hiiiiiii but also pls don’t looooookkk

TW: References to past abuse/toxic parenting

Relating heavily to Todoroki is starting to hit (hah thanks parents) a little too hard these days, especially when one or both of my parents are starting to do the “It wasn’t that bad, you just needed it differently because of your....issues. Anyway, here’s a gift you didn’t really want to make up for something that I claim never happened” and I’m starting to finally get some of my memories back. Tch.