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adulthood really does hit you like a fucking truck when you spent all of your teenage years thinking you were gonna kill yourself eventually,

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citrus berry! 💓 used craftsmart acrylic. (song is Sunday by snail’s house, please check out their songs as well!!)

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I think the whole point of being with someone is so you can talk to them and let go of everything, and even when you’re at your worst, they still like you, they still want to speak to you and care about you.

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hey how is everyone? are u all ok? I hope u haven’t cried in a bathroom in the last 24 hours, but if u have, it’s going to be all right

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i wanna be a cool unshakable asshole but instead i do one nice thing for an old lady and have to struggle not to cry when she thanks me.

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the hardest part of having breakdowns is having to clean up all the loser depressing msgs after its over and pretend nothin happened it’s so awkward?? Like “oops sorry I sent that 10 sentence message about how much I want to die, im ok now so how are u lol” 

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what i say: im sensitive

what i mean: my mental illness throws everything out of proportion and my emotions are extremely unpredictable and even the slightest thing going wrong literally makes me want to die

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me: hello there brain, can we please have a good day today?

brain: hey listen buddy go fuck yourself

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1/4 part of me: I want to be cute and delicate and have a petite body.

1/4 part of me: I want to look smokin' hot and sexy in a bikini and have curves and a fuck you attitude

1/4 part of me: I don't even care man I can totally eat all of that cake watch me

1/4 part of me: I want to murder everyone and laugh as i bathe in their blood

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sucks when you’re just sitting around having an okay day and suddenly a wave of I Wanna Die™ hits you

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the struggle between keeping your grades alive and yourself alive tbh

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@ my anxiety and depression

no one invited you lmao

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Being depressed is really weird because you want someone to care enough to check on you but you don’t want someone to care enough to worry about you

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The professor gets an A+