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ADHD is so funny it's like I diagnose you with lazy inconsiderate fuckup disease. And it's incurable. Here's meth

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This guy works for Big Bean Industry 🧐

Maybe if you did beans, it would be easier.

youre right anon but i cant cook them:/

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Gonna kms with how many migraines I e had lately

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I feel like I don't know what to do with my day because I was asleep until noon

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stop doing downers with the clowners and start doing uppers with the puppers

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That one hair stylist I reached out to never responded to my new client form either so. Love that too.

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Hopefully I can actually get back to walking tomorrow. My foot still goes numb when I step on it at times plus that stupid hydroxyzine didn't make me tired but now if painful trying to stay awake..

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ALSO 💪 woke up under 110 today

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"your username checks out" still has me rolling. Please Internet stranger tell me what that name means to you so I can take notes.

My blog name is literally from a sentence in a diary rant of mine from 2010 referring to the extremely high mortality rate of anorexia. It terminal. It will ultimately be what kills me.

Is that also what you assumed it means?

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"your username checks out" still has me rolling. Please Internet stranger tell me what that name means to you so I can take notes.

My blog name is literally from a sentence in a diary rant of mine from 2010 referring to the extremely high mortality rate of anorexia. It terminal. It will ultimately be what kills me.

Is that also what you assumed it means?

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actually i asked everyone on earth and they all said that they fucking hate me and want me dead

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Sleep meds never make me tired but they do "work* they make it Impossible to wake up no matter if it's 5 hours or 15 hours later. Shit is so fucking annoying.

Like ya okay my body got the sleep still but back when I had a job I wasn't able to just whenever and for how long. I'd like to have a consistent sleep schedule.

Oh. And my foot hurts today. Not horribly but more than yesterday.

Guess I'll go fuck myself.

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"use name checks out" is sending me 😂

And as a lover of nuance, disagree. 👋

no, “nuance” does not necessarily mean “apologetics,” it means “things are more complicated and maybe worse than you realized in different ways.” anyone raging at the term is suspect—what are they afraid of, exactly, if new information is introduced?

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Let's bother mama

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I truly cannot fathom what it's like to get in bed each night and never question if you're going to sleep.

20 years. Twenty fucking years I've had chronic insomnia. And no medication has ever worked for more than a week.