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Hey! This is the prologue of my first book called: “unknown identity”! Enjoy!

Prologue:

I’m a sick person, that’s for sure. I know a lot of people would think now: “How can such a young girl consider herself as sick?”. Well, the answer to that is easy- I saw and did too many bad deeds. All of this in my short life of almost 13 years, I nearly saw everything.

It all started, according to my memory, when I was 4. I learned speaking very fast, and at a age of 4, I could read and write. My parents, clearly alarmed by those signs, took me to a IQ test.

My fate was sealed as the answer was clear: I’m a gifted child. At the time, my parents always expected good grades and the best of the best. But what they didn’t understood- I was not gifted in the way they thought and the way it seemed. It was, I would say so, a kind of intelligence that changes your way of thinking.

I always saw everything a bit different, I thought about everything deeper than it actually is or was. I felt a bit overwhelmed at the beginning of my way of thinking, I suffered a lot. Till I realized something; I realized myself after reading the novel that changed my life: Crime and Punishment. The way the main character suffered from his awful deed and then found redemption, remembered me on myself. It was fascinating to me. And since that, I changed myself. Being inhuman in your self, but human and normal in your appearance. It is just like a rule: “think what you want, but act like everyone else”.

I know some of you might be curious about more now, like what I mean with twisted thinking and that stuff. It’s genuinely just the way the feeling of being different then human beings around you. And exactly this, will be the deep topic of coming chapters.

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Hey! My name is Millie, and I will publish a lot of novels here! Mostly non-fictional ones about my own self, my life and experiences of mine. Feel free to read them, I would be very happy to! The first one I’m going to release is called “unknown identity” and it’s based of my own everyday life. Enough for introducing, bye. <3