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I wouldn't say criminal. I'd go with I was a dollar short and I wasn't walking all the way back to my place for more cash. I feel like I should be scared of you but I can't do it. I find you very entertaining.

And you’re a criminal? You’ll never cease to amaze me. I’ll have to take your word for it. A little of both. Plus, tears release some sort of hormone. I think it seeps into me. It keeps me young.

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What? You don't want to see me go to war? Are you calling me gorgeous? If you want to, I mean you only live once. [Leaning closer to her ear he whispered the next words to fall from his mouth.] Yolo.I miss you too though. Even if it is super early in the morning and I think you are a burglar trying to cuddle me.You like my smoothness, don't hate.

FACE TO FACE -> JARLEY

That would be bad, Jake. Don’t even start. You are smooth, I have to admit. Very smooth. Though my eyes do like being on you, so I can’t say much about that either. Am I allowed to quit work yet? I miss being with you, and it’s not fun at all. Yeah you would! Because I always end up in this bed with you at the end of my nights. Then days. Oh. Well then.

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It's the coca-butter that I stole from the store, works every time. Skin is so smooth and soft. It never gets old? How? New victims or new ways to make people cry?

You look pretty good for an old man, so it definitely is probably that. Yes. It’s my dream. The American dream. It never gets old.

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It would explain a lot. Maybe you are onto something. Living the dream making little kids and adults cry?

I feel like that’s the opposite of being old, but man, maybe you got Benjamin Button disease. Pretty good. I’m living the dream. 

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Lets hope not, if it does it might be a little more entertaining. You can't see my name because you can't take your eyes off me. Damn, I'm smooth. Probably because it was broken. Otherwise, I would never see you. Now that I think about it, I'm kind of like Tumblr to you. Your addicted, you can't get enough or walk way from me.

FACE TO FACE -> JARLEY

It doesn’t involve you. Not that I know of anyway. I can’t see your name anywhere, so I’m good with that. Oh, you just think that I am. I haven’t touched my computer in like a week! Yet, I’m so so hooked that I can’t walk away.

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That I apologize and it won't happen again. A whole lot of nothing, actually. A lot of boredom. We need to catch up man. I saw your dig at Quinn, not going to lie I laughed a lot. If I said that to a chick I would have gotten slapped. Luckily, she can't get you through the computer. What's up with you man?

Man, you just brought up work, what exactly do you gotta say for yourself? But look at you, you’ve got that right, what’s up? It’s been forever.

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Not bad actually. No longer have to walk with a cane. How is being cranky treating you?

How’s being old treating you? 

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I have no idea but if it doesn't involve me I'm fine with it. I know it's kind of refreshing but you know you are so addicted.

FACE TO FACE -> JARLEY

[Marley laughed a little as she looked at him pointing at the computer screen like an excited child, looking up at it while she rested her head on his shoulder.] I’m not getting up because I’m lazy, but what in the world is going on? It looks like world war three broke on this site. [Nuzzling her face against his shoulder, she smiled.] We haven’t been on in forever.

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I feel so out of the loop. People are fighting and crying. Well, I don't know about the crying part, I made that up. People are not talking about work. Best part of finally being back on here? You awesome people! How is everyone?

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[Jake was sprawled out on the bed scrolling through his computer. It had been awhile seen he had actually turned it on and he was regretting it but finding a job came first. Looking up when Marley came through the door he smiled up at her and pointed the computer screen like a child.] You have to see this. [He said quickly before kissing her back then turning the computer.] Sam just told Quinn she needed Midol, get the popcorn. I don't know why I ever left this site.

FACE TO FACE -> JARLEY

[Marley walked over from her room to Jakes, tugging on the bottom of the shirt that she had draped over her small body that was his. Shutting the door, she climbed into the bed with him, smiling as she landed on the pillow beside him before leaning forward to kiss his lips gently.] Hi there, handsome.

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I honestly don't see the harm in it. Aren't we already in jail? [Jake asked him trying to keep a straight face but failed miserably.] Okay, all jokes aside, we can just go in there and ask. [He offered with a confused look on his face, regretting his advice after it slipped out of his mouth.] Trust me, if you were a serial killer you would have the urge to kill by now, right? I'm not sure that stuff works. At least you aren't the one getting bad memory after bad memory. [He closed his mouth after he let it slip and took a long drawn out sip of his drink, hoping Ryder didn't hear his last part.

[He waited quietly for Ryder to respond not knowing what else to say.] Yeah, it explains why I'm a little intelligent when it comes to this, better than being an alcoholic. Yeah, most likely desserts and shit. If we ever get out of this place we can total go chill at the beach. [Listening to his last question he paused and closed his eyes trying to think on the scenery but got nothing.] Nope nothing just me wearing a ridiculous shirt with hug flowers on it. Honestly man, that is the only semi-memory I've gotten that doesn't make me wanna pull my hair out.

Alright! Time to get drunk! [Face-To-Face]

[Ryder nodded quietly, turning the idea over in his head.] We should…we should try it. I mean if it’ll give us some answers, we have to try right? We just…we need a plan, preferably one that doesn’t end up with us in jail or something. [Ryder wrinkled his brow, confused for a second before his eyes widened in realization] Oh, oh. I hope I’m not a..y”know…serial killer. [He shrugged, taking a quick sip of his drink to gather his thoughts.] I dunno, after Artie said all that stuff it’s still bugging me I guess. There’s a lot we still don’t know and I’m just…I’m starting to worry that I’m going to remember something one day and it’s not gonna be good.

[Ryder cocked an eyebrow in interest, leaning into the bar as he listened. He knew Jake was going through the same thing he was but there was a big difference between knowing and actually hearing about it.] No wonder you know so much about drinking. [He grinned, trying to ease his friends nerves.] Sounds nice though, working on a beach. I figure I probably haven’t been, Arkansas doesn’t sound like it has a ton of beaches. But it must’ve been great. Do you..remember anything else? Customers? Co-Workers? Maybe the name?

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[Jake quickly looked around and let out a deep breath once he saw no one was paying them any attention.] I'm sure you two have the same last name and then we could go from there.. [Jake looked at him slightly confused.] You hope you aren't a what? [He asked whispering in his direction, unsure of what he was talking about.]

The stupidest. [He replied laughing before dropping his grin at Ryder's next question.] I've remembered a few things actually. [He confessed turning his attention to the bar top and messing with his thumbs.] Check this out, I think I used to work at a bar or something but like on the beach, I'm not sure.

Alright! Time to get drunk! [Face-To-Face]

That’s…that’s freaking genius dude! [He winced, quickly realizing how loud he’d been and quieted his voice.] But…I don’t know his name, I mean I know my name but- well wait, do you think maybe we can find him with just my last name? I mean..I know if I can just see his face I’ll be able to pick him out. [He raised an eyebrow, suddenly curious] Do you…think we’d have something? [Ryder sighed, rubbing at the back of his neck] God, I really hope I’m not a…y’know. [Taking a quick look around first, Ryder made a few stabbing motions at his chest.]

Well it’s a stupid guy thing, guys are stupid. We’re stupid. [Ryder chuckled, shaking his head as he downed the rest of his drink, sliding it away as the bartender set down two more.]  Seriously? Because I have zero issues with that. [He grinned, quickly taking a sip of his drink before clearing his throat.] So, have you…y’know, remembered anything? [He shrugged his shoulders, trying to be nonchalant about the situation as he flashed Jake a warm smile] I mean if you don’t want to talk about it it’s totally cool, I was just curious.

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You should get out and do something. I heard some people mention bowling was fun.

First of all,

Not as boring as you’d think. Though, now that it’s the weekend again, I am beginning to feel a little stir crazy from staying inside so much. So you may have a point.

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Texts || Bear & Care Bear

Marley: I'm not them though, Jake. I'm not. I'm me, and I know what I want. What I want is with me, and that isn't going to change. Your parents not wanting you is their loss because you're more than enough.

Jake: You just don't get it. It wasn't just them.

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Keeping it low key can be smart.  That has to get boring though.

First of all,

I go for walks, I read, like I mentioned before. Sometimes I’ll just take a bubble bath and relax for a little bit. I’m just trying to keep it low key, I suppose.

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I will tickle you whenever I want because it has no boundaries. Sorry not sorry.It's adorable but those strips would be very appreciated. So I can refer to myself as a killer just not say I'm going to kill you? If you say so.

It's my birthday.. [PRIVATE]

I’m giving you permission to tickle me in my sleep, but if I’m extra tired then don’t do that to me. I can’t work on no sleep. Is it adorable? I’m still sorry. I can’t stop that, but I could buy those strips to go across my nose to see if that works. You’re doing it again, but you said you weren’t going to kill me so it’s not the same. No, it’s not weird. It’s the furthest thing from weird. Because you’re that for me. I will be that touch eventually. You are good for me. You are so good for me, and I’m not changing my mind because I know I’m good for you. I know you will be good to me.

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So, you are giving me permission to tickle you in your sleep? You so snore, darling. Like the fireworks on the Fourth of July but it's adorable. I'm sorry. I'm not a killer even if I was I wouldn't kill you. Shit, I'm doing it again. Yeah, you are. Is that weird? I'd return the favor and say you make me feel safe but you aren't that tough, yet. I like you, too, but I'm no good for you.

It's my birthday.. [PRIVATE]

I’m not saying that I could laugh every second of the day because in my sleep unless you tickle me, it’s not possible. Unless I’m having a funny dream, and then I could imagine that I could laugh in my sleep. I snore? I do not snore. Do I? I’m sorry. I should probably say I’m sorry. It doesn’t get on my nerves. Not at all. I think that when you do that, you make me feel better. Except when you say you’re a killer then that doesn’t make me feel better, but you’ve only done that once. I’m the only person that you want to see on a daily bases? Because you’re the only person I want to see on a daily bases. You are the only person who makes me feel like I’m safe. That I’m going to be okay. I like you. I like you more than you know. I hope the same thing. I never want to be far away.