jamichan1225

[jamichan1225]

[jamichan1225]

Occupied by Donna Tartt until further notice.

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the things truly meant for you will work out

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Las mujeres ya no lloran, Las mujeres facturan!

- Shakira || BZRP Music Sessions #53

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home is where you can be the exact opposite of demure and mindfull

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Oh, to be a little rubber, ducky floating in a pond, no thoughts, no responsibility, no stress, just quack

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home is where you can be the exact opposite of demure and mindfull

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★ stop giving your attention, energy and time to everyone. ★

- a vent

if i don't want or need to talk to someone, then i wont. simple as that. why do i need their attention or to please them anyway? lol.

cus like bitch if you don't like me, # i don't care xoxo. you have a nice life n i hope you heal tho. sometimes i find it kinda funny that people go out of their way to hate on someone likeee??? huh ??? the rule is: happy people don't hate. thats just how it works. if you were *genuinely* happy with who you are, what you have, etc. then why on earth would want to bring another person down?? the logic ain't logic-ing!

and also if im genuinely not that fond on you anyway, aka if you don't add value or make me feel better in any way, why on earth would i need or want to speak to you? bc i love love love people who love and cherish me as a person. (but tbh why wouldn't they love me duh). okay?

queens don't beg jokers to stay in their lives. <- this this this!!

so if you don't add any value to my live (adding value can mean a lot of things- knowledge, wisdom, stories, happiness, good memories, being there for me, listening, etc.) then you REALLY don't deserve the full me cus you clearly can't handle me. and you know what? thats okay! thats completely okay. you are your own responsibility, i am my own responsibility. ♡you do you, i do me♡ !!

so basically, my attention, time & energy (and no i dont mean energy in a spiritual way) is sacred. if u can't appreciate what i bring, then you won't be getting anything from me. because every hot, unbothered, cold girl, is a girl who was desperate for others to like her and would get hurt easily.

im not saying that im gonna become mean and ignorant (cus thats just kinda-icky😬), what im saying is that im going to stop trying so hard to do what i once would have killed myself doing. i am no longer a joke, and im going to start taking myself serious now. and once i start doing that, its over for all you bitches. i am going into my iconic and girlboss era.

i am officially done trying.

xoxo, Vanilla

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Having people who hate you is so funny, they react at every little thing you do, such dedication!

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My favorite indie horror game trope is the minimum wage worker who fully comprehends and understands what’s going on, but literally just can’t be bothered.

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I will carry you for some time, and then love you for a lifetime.

- an ode to my soon-to-born baby

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Thank you for becoming an anchor when my ship drifts away.

- you are the captain to my soul

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So... got that "NOTICE"

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a woman’s best investment, after herself, is in the company she keeps.

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my favourite anti-aging methods are inner peace, forgiveness and minding my business

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This

When we first left each other, we were not broken enough to stay away. Now we are broken enough to never return to our cemetery.

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I think I’m finally done torturing myself over someone who doesn’t have any care or regard for me anymore.