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jashanaa · 5 years ago

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Name Calling (Mobile Masterlist)

COMPLETED

FANDOM - MARVEL MCU

PAIRING - BUCKY X READER (female reader, no physical descriptions)

WARNINGS - ALL OF THEM, SMUT, VIOLENCE ANGST

DESCRIPTION -

Vernichtung - Destruction, Annhialation.

It was what you were named and what you were supposed to be but the only thing you wanted to destroy was Bucky Barnes.

The ongoing and bloody war of words between you and Bucky turns in your favor when a disgruntled one night stand of his lets slip a secret when you run into her in the elevator… Now you have all the ammunition you need to destroy your enemy but you don’t plan on killing him quickly. Oh no, Bucky Barnes was going to suffer and you were going to enjoy every second. You just didn’t count on enjoying it quite so much.

But when your past catches up to you in the form of the mad scientist who made you, Bucky might be one of the only things that can save you from yourself. You can’t run from what you are but with his help, you can fight back.

Current Word Count - 131,583

1. Chapter One - Cereal Killer

2. Chapter Two - Game Changer

3. Chapter Three - Vernichtung

4. Chapter Four - Murder On The Dance Floor

5. Chapter Five - The Dating Game

6. Chapter Six -Mrs Captain Spandex

7. Chapter Seven - Fight or Flight

8. Chapter Eight - Introduction To Fatherhood

9. Chapter Nine - Mission Control

10. Chapter Ten - The Lies We Tell

11. Chapter Eleven - Coffee Ransom

12. Chapter Twelve - Blue Moon

13. Chapter Thirteen - The Best Laid Plans

14. Chapter Fourteen - Safe As Houses

15. Chapter Fifteen - Free As A Bird

16. Chapter Sixteen - The Circle Of Life

17. Chapter Seventeen - Puzzle Pieces

18. Chapter Eighteen - The Way She Makes Me Feel

19. Chapter Nineteen - Fury’s Shadow

20. Chapter Twenty - Obstacles

21. Chapter Twenty-One - A Kitten In A Birds Nest

22. Chapter Twenty-Two - First Day On The Farm

23. Chapter Twenty Three - Revelations

24. Chapter Twenty Four - Around The Campfire

25. Chapter Twenty-Five - Trending

26. Chapter Twenty-Six - The Cat’s Out Of The Bag

27.Chapter Twenty Seven - Daddypool and Princess Peach

28. Chapter Twenty Eight - An Old Friend

29. Chapter Twenty Nine - Iron Dad In Law

30. Chapter Thirty - The Beast Within

31. Chapter Thirty-One - Roses And Thorns

32. Chapter Thirty-Two - Let Sleeping Soldiers Lie

33. Chapter Thirty-Three - Capture The Cat

34. Chapter Thirty-Four - Starkcation

35. Chapter Thirty-Five - Education

36. Chapter Thirty-Six - Health Benefits

37. Chapter Thirty-Seven - Sign On The Dotted Line

38. Chapter Thirty-Eight - Wilson Squared

39. Chapter Thirty-Nine - A Reintroduction To Fatherhood

40. Chapter Forty - Growth

41. Chapter Forty-One - Mischief Managed

42. Chapter Forty-Two - The Truth Hurts

43. Chapter Forty-Three - Run Away

44. Chapter Forty-four - Making Love On The Mountain

45. Chapter Forty-Five - Soldier Of Death

46. Chapter Forty-Six - Out Of The Woods

47. Chapter Forty-Seven -The Doctor Will See You Now

48. Chapter Forty-Eight - The Final Chapter

49. Chapter Forty-Nine - Epilogue

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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rules: we’re snooping on your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then choose 10 victims

tagged by @trees-and-ink

1. It’s Goin’ Down by Young Joc

2. Kiwi by Harry Styles

3. Best I Ever Had by Drake

4. Introducing Me by Nick Jonas

5. Before You Walk Out My Life by Monica

6. No One by Alicia Keys

7. See You Again by Wiz Khalifa

8. The Climb by Miley Cyrus

9. Loyal by Chris Brown

10. What About Us by P!nk

I don’t have friends so i can’t tag anyone 😂😂

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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Frankly, you guys are just butt hurt apple took you off they damn app store. And when they put you guys back there will be no one to download it. you guys are fucking yourselves over! Safe mode is supposed to do what you’re describing. People that have no business seeing things have safe mode enabled! Ridiculous.

A better, more positive Tumblr

Since its founding in 2007, Tumblr has always been a place for wide open, creative self-expression at the heart of community and culture. To borrow from our founder David Karp, we’re proud to have inspired a generation of artists, writers, creators, curators, and crusaders to redefine our culture and to help empower individuality.

Over the past several months, and inspired by our storied past, we’ve given serious thought to who we want to be to our community moving forward and have been hard at work laying the foundation for a better Tumblr. We’ve realized that in order to continue to fulfill our promise and place in culture, especially as it evolves, we must change. Some of that change began with fostering more constructive dialogue among our community members. Today, we’re taking another step by no longer allowing adult content, including explicit sexual content and nudity (with some exceptions).

Let’s first be unequivocal about something that should not be confused with today’s policy change: posting anything that is harmful to minors, including child pornography, is abhorrent and has no place in our community. We’ve always had and always will have a zero tolerance policy for this type of content. To this end, we continuously invest in the enforcement of this policy, including industry-standard machine monitoring, a growing team of human moderators, and user tools that make it easy to report abuse. We also closely partner with the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children and the Internet Watch Foundation, two invaluable organizations at the forefront of protecting our children from abuse, and through these partnerships we report violations of this policy to law enforcement authorities. We can never prevent all bad actors from attempting to abuse our platform, but we make it our highest priority to keep the community as safe as possible.

So what is changing?

Posts that contain adult content will no longer be allowed on Tumblr, and we’ve updated our Community Guidelines to reflect this policy change. We recognize Tumblr is also a place to speak freely about topics like art, sex positivity, your relationships, your sexuality, and your personal journey. We want to make sure that we continue to foster this type of diversity of expression in the community, so our new policy strives to strike a balance.

Why are we doing this?

It is our continued, humble aspiration that Tumblr be a safe place for creative expression, self-discovery, and a deep sense of community. As Tumblr continues to grow and evolve, and our understanding of our impact on our world becomes clearer, we have a responsibility to consider that impact across different age groups, demographics, cultures, and mindsets. We spent considerable time weighing the pros and cons of expression in the community that includes adult content. In doing so, it became clear that without this content we have the opportunity to create a place where more people feel comfortable expressing themselves.

Bottom line: There are no shortage of sites on the internet that feature adult content. We will leave it to them and focus our efforts on creating the most welcoming environment possible for our community.

So what’s next?

Starting December 17, 2018, we will begin enforcing this new policy. Community members with content that is no longer permitted on Tumblr will get a heads up from us in advance and steps they can take to appeal or preserve their content outside the community if they so choose. All changes won’t happen overnight as something of this complexity takes time.

Another thing, filtering this type of content versus say, a political protest with nudity or the statue of David, is not simple at scale. We’re relying on automated tools to identify adult content and humans to help train and keep our systems in check. We know there will be mistakes, but we’ve done our best to create and enforce a policy that acknowledges the breadth of expression we see in the community.

Most importantly, we’re going to be as transparent as possible with you about the decisions we’re making and resources available to you, including more detailed information, product enhancements, and more content moderators to interface directly with the community and content.

Like you, we love Tumblr and what it’s come to mean for millions of people around the world. Our actions are out of love and hope for our community. We won’t always get this right, especially in the beginning, but we are determined to make your experience a positive one.

Jeff D’Onofrio CEO

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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Why Isn’t Tumblr Freaking Out?!?!

Guys. Article 13 just got passed.

Article 13 just got passed.

Article 13 just got passed!!!!

Article 13 just got passed.

Article 13 just got passed!

Article 13 just got passed.

I don’t know if I’ve said it enough. So…

ARTICLE 13 JUST GOT PASSED!!!!

I have been on tumblr all morning and haven’t seen one post about it yet! I don’t understand how!

ARTICLE 13 JUST GOT PASSED!!!!

It was a 438 to 226 fucking landslide vote too. (https://www.theverge.com/2018/9/12/17849868/eu-internet-copyright-reform-article-11-13-approved)

They’re voting on it one last time in January 2019, but that’s barely any time to change anything!!!!

You still have time to call your MEPs so PLEASE!!! Do so.

If you’re outside of the EU, sign this petition: https://www.change.org/p/axel-voss-save-the-internet-reject-article-13-and-11?recruiter=839558037&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=share_petition

If you don’t know what this means, it’s basically then end of how the internet currently is in Europe. Memes? Nope. Youtubers? Bye!

You’d need a license for everything!!!!

And my fellow Americans my be all like, well, what’s the big deal for us? It’s a Europe deal.

No, because the Youtubers there that you love so much? This effects them too! I’m freaking out because Jack, the person who helps my depression go away, may no longer be able to do what he does!

Guys, we need to stop this somehow. Please.

Call your MEPs. Sign petitions. Protest (Peacefully please. Don’t get hurt).

I’m sorry for tagging you guys if you don’t want to be or already know, I just want as many people to know as possible!

I can’t tag everyone, but if you see this, please reblog it. Spread the news. Sign the petition. Call your MEPs. Do what you can to help stop this from passing in January.

Keep reading

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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i was tagged by @trees-and-ink

get to know me.

nickname: Jashana (i get called “Shani” “Shana” but if you’re going to call me a nickname call me shani my mom goes by shana.)

ethnicity: My Grandad is extremely Irish My grandma is from a BOC: Montserrat my other grandad is Bahamian so you figure it out. i’m still trying to.

eye colour: Light brown

do you have siblings: 2 brothers

pets? no

how many languages do you speak? 3

guilty pleasure: Punisher

favourite things to do with your friends? i don’t have friends. like literally i have none.

favourite songs ATM? Don’t Stop by 5sos ; Kiwi by Harry Styles

favourite movie: JP: FK

how many countries have you visited? 4/5

what are your favourite hobbies? i don’t have any.

phobias: vacuums.

dislike:

- my body type.

- my voice

- my face

like:

- my hair

- my lips

- my waist/hip area is snatched.

what is your best subject: Literature and

History

favourite sports: whats a sport?

what style best describes you? i dress cute but i’m not girly so jeans, shirts and nice sneakers. i love sneakers.

is marriage included in your life goals? no. i’m not going to plan my future off the hope that some one comes and sweeps me off my feet.

write a funny fact about yourself: i like 4 guys at my school and they are all friends and i plan on fucking all of them. ☕️

^ that’s not funny but lmao it’s the truth

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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To every fanfic author who may not receive a thank you today or message in their inbox, to every author who doesn’t receive kudos or comments on their fics, to the author who doesn’t receive notes on tumblr or maybe only a few, to the author who is unsure about their writing and too afraid to post online, to the authors who are only authors in their minds and have yet to write a single word, to every author who is too tired to write right now, to the authors who are just too tired to update their fics, to the fanfic author aspiring to be published, to the fanfic authors who may not receive fan art of their work or may not be considered popular:

You are all valid and today is about you, too.

Happy Fanfic Author Appreciation Day

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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Tagged by: @trees-and-ink

Tagging: ... i don’t have any friends 😅

Relationship Status: Complicated

Favourite Colours: purple, and like a really soft yellow

Lipstick or Chapstick? Chapstick

Song stuck in my head? Changes by XXXtentacion

3 favourite foods? Chicken Wings, Fries, and Chicken Fettucine Alfredo

Last song I listened to? Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

Last movie i watched? Some netflix movie with Bernie Mac my brother was watching

Books I’m Currently Reading? The fifth wave series

Last thing i googled? the nearest popeyes

Time? 17:25

How many blankets do you sleep with? 1

Dream Trip? To Seattle &/or London

Anything you really want? A really long Grady fic that i should probably write myself. and a steady blog that i will definitely not have because i don’t write on this app ):

Tag Game

Rules: tag 15 people you want to know better

Tagged By: @lafayettes-baguettes-1

Tagging: @befreebehappya012 @jashanaa @youvebeenwinchesterd @castliglione @dreamingmysoulaway @evyiione @justanotherfandomjunkie @jemmaisokay @lilo-efuru

Relationship Status: Single

Favourite Colours: Grey

Lipstick or Chapstick: Lipstick

3 Favourite Foods: Uhhhh, fish, Jaffa Cakes and Doritos?

Songs Stuck in My Head: Fucked With An Anchor, Alestorm; She’s Not There, The Zombies; Blue Lines, Massive Attack

Last Song I Listened To: Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen

Last Movie I Watched: Ant Man and The Wasp

Books Im Currently Reading: LOTR: The Fellowship Of The Ring

Last Thing You Googled: Weather forecast for tomorrow

Time: 10PM

How Many Blankets Do You Sleep With: One

Dream Trip: Black Forest, Germany

Anything You Really Want: So, I’m currently working on a multi-chapter Sebastian Stan x reader fic, but now I really (REALLY) wanna take up writing for Scott Lang

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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This fucking site: hey net neutrality is about to die :((( please help us :(((( boost and rb everything you see even if you’re not American :((((((((( we’ll have no wifi :(((((( we need you!!!! :((((

Non-Americans: okay

Non-Americans: hey greece is basically on fire, 150 people are wounded, 53 are killed and our nature is being destroyed. we’re suspecting arson. can you please reblog some posts and help spread awareness?

This fucking site:

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jashanaa · 7 years ago

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Prick with a Dick ~ The Walking Dead x Reader

slight Rick x Reader

Warning- language and death and slight s7 spoilers

“Which one of you pricks is the leader?”

No one dared to move and from behind you, you could sense one of Negans men preparing to speak, but you were quick to cut them off.

“It’s me,” you croak trying to hide the shaking in your voice,

You weren’t scared - okay you were scared but you weren’t half as scared as the rest of your group. You had seen this before, some dick trying to pretend he was better than everyone and take over the ‘new world’. You saw it with shane, with the governor, with the folks at the hospital, and now you could see it with Negan. He was just another douche trying so hard to be on top, the only difference was he had a baseball bat and a bit of swagger.

You could feel the eyes of your group members on you as they stared at you bewildered, you could even sense Rick trying to speak up and tell the truth so that he’d face the consequences not you… but it was better this way. The group needed him, not you.

Negan made his way over to you agonizingly slow, swinging Lucille threatingly as he made his way closer, stopping directly in front of you where you kept your eyes planted firmly to the ground his feet lay on.

“You don’t look like a Rick to me,” he scoffed and when you finally allowed yourself to drag your eyes up the length of his body, you could see the dimpled smile that adorned his face and you could tell he was enjoying this, “What’s your name, sweetheart?”

You glare at the man harshly, “Y/N.”

Introducing yourself to Negan was something different than how you normally acted when introducing yourself. Introducing yourself was always something fun to you- something flirty.

He was staggering down the hospital halls when you’d first met him, Rick Grimes. You were raiding what was left of the town hospital for antibiotics for your dad and Rick stumbled down the hallway unaware of the dead ones snapping their jaws at him from behind.

Growling lowly you knew you could let the strange man get eaten and you grabbed the drugs you needed before sneaking up behind the zombies that walked behind him. You take them out as quietly as possible trying not to alert the frightened man.

“Hey,” you whispered after the man trying to get him to stop walking and he paused thinking he was hearing things before he turned around fully.

He had yet to speak and his stomach was wrapped in a gauze you hadn’t noticed, leading you to believe he was a patient at the hospital before all of this went down.

“Normally I wait until after the third date to see someone half naked but i’ll make an acception for you,” you weren’t sure what brought on the swift remark but you could have sworn you saw the corner of his lips quirk up, “Y/N.”

“Rick.”

Since that day you and Rick had been together as nothing more than faithful partners and best friends and it hurt to see you willingly sacrifice yourself for him.

“Well Y/N,” he began, springing back into the motion of pacing and swinging Lucille, “I’m Negan. And I do not appreciate you killing my men. Or killing my people after I sent more of ‘em to kill your people—again. That shit is not cool.”

You remained silent as you watched him move, not yet knowing what you should do.

“I have this rule. Let’s call it the New World Order. And you broke that.” Negan spun the bat in his hand. “It’s actually very simple. So simple in fact that even an idiot like you could understand. Let me put it as simple as I can: Give me your shit or I will kill you.” He took a few steps in Rick’s direction again, pointing his bat in your face. “You work for me as of right now.”

You let yourself take a sharp intake of breathe in as you tried not to attack the man in front you who just would not shut up.

Negan steps back and takes a look at all of you, taking in your faces, stopping at yours until you met his gaze. You feel your cheeks grow red from the anger. He laughs a sinister dimpled laugh and motions with his bat. “Did you think your actions would go unpunished? Think again. I don’t wanna kill anyone, just to be clear. I just want you to work for me.”

“But,” he sighed walking to the other end of the line still twirling the bat in his hand, “You did kill my people and I just can not let that go. You got to pay. I’m going to do two things here tonight. One of them—“ Negan looks directly at you, the proclaimed leader of the group. “I’m going to beat the holy hell outta one of you.”

He marches up and down the line trying to pick his potential victim then after a long agonizing time of him surveying your group he speaks again, “You look like shit,” his bat waves a little too close to Maggie’s face for comfort, “Maybe i should just put you out of your misery.”

You close your eyes taking a deep intake of breath knowing that he was just teasing, just rattling the chains to make sure you had listened to his threats closely enough to know better than to make a move. You knew better, your plan echoing through your mind, you weren’t sure when he was going to strike but the man talked so damn much that you knew something would give him off, as you patiently wait for him.

Unfortunately, everyone in your group wasn’t as patient as you were and Glenn flew forward to protect his wife and unborn child.

“No!” He yelled struggling against Dwight who dragged him back into the line.

Negan tisks, shaking his head as he walks over to where Glenn was being held down by Dwight who looked all too eager to be holding the crossbow to Glenn’s head.

“Because i’m such a stand up guy. I’ll let that shit slide, but if another one of you pricks pulls a stunt like that it won’t go unpunished,” he warned his face deadly serious, waving Dwight off before his normal dimpled smirk reappeared and his eyes were raking across your group once again, “I just can not decide,” he brings Lucille up to rest under his chin, feighning internal conflict, “I got it.”

He moved over to the beginning of the line where Eugene lay and pointed the barb wire bat in his face, “Eenie,” he moved to Carl, “Meenie,” Aaron, “Mo.”

He continued the childish chant up and down the line and you could hear your friends ragged breaths as they shook in fear, you yourself feeling anxious for what the man would do when he landed on his victim, would you have time to strike back?

Your eyes lock with Rick’s and you can see he’s shaking in both anger and fear, sweat dripping off his curls and you try your best to give him a reassuring smile, to let him now that it would be okay. But he stares through you.

“and,” the bat is in your face now, “you,” Rick’s “it.”

His bat stops in front of Abraham who straightens up his posture like the soldier he is.

“You can breathe. You can blink. You can cry. Hell, they’re all gonna be doing that.” He prepares to swing the bag and you quickly stand to your feet, any ‘Negan’ that tries to stop you was meet with a swift kick or punch to the face, whichever was easier.

“Kill me,” your hands were raised in surrender as you just in front of Abraham just before the bat could touch him.

Negan’s face was conflicted and he eyes your trembling body, his tongue sticking out to take over his teeth briefly before he lowered Lucille.

“You wanna die?” His face was light, and playful; his eyebrows furrowed just the slightest, but his voice had a seriousness to let you know that he wanted to know.

“No,” Your voice shook as you spoke and you could feel Abraham tug on your pants leg as a way of telling you to just let him die, but you couldn’t.

You wouldn’t. You wouldn’t let any of these people die, you owed your life to every single one of them - except maybe Eugene… - and you wouldn’t stand by to watch them die.

Even though you were physically always saving their asses they saved you emotionally if it wasn’t for them you would have ended it a long time ago. They kept you going; gave you a reason to wake up in the morning - a reason to keep fighting and you’d be damned if you let a prick with a dick take any of those glorious people from his earth.

“Then why?” Lucille’s head was being pressed into the dirt as he leaned on her listening to you speak with genuine interest.

“That man you were about to kill just now,” your voice cracked and your eyes watered, “he saved me from myself.”

You reload your gun and shoot it again hitting all of the dormant walkers not giving a damn how much noise you made. The more walkers that came the more you shot, until you ran out of ammo.

Grunting angrily, you grab your knife from your pocket and jump down from your perch on the car, you stab and stab and stab, tears of anger rolling down your face as you remember the look of Beth’s lifeless body in Daryl’s arms. She didn’t deserve what she got. She was one of the good things left in the world.

You let out and angry scream, screaming until your voice went hoarse, stabbing the walkers until all of them were dead and then you collapsed to the ground, covered in so much blood you didn’t know if it was yours or walkers.

“Ma’am,” you look up through a haze of tears not bothering to get to a fighting stance as you didn’t care what happened to you anymore, he could tell you weren’t going to answer and he took it upon himself and kneel besides you, gently taking your blood caked face in his hands, “It’s going to be okay.”

That was all it took. Those five words kept you going for another day and another one after that. It may not seem like a lot but you loved Abraham for what he did. He couldve kept goin, could’ve left you to get yourself killed but he didn’t. He stayed.

You choked back a sob as you gestured to your group, “These people don’t deserve to die. Not any of them.”

“And you do?” Negan asked his face serious now as he took in your figure, you could tell that he was genuinely in awe of your heroship.

You didn’t answer right away instead you turned to look at the group even more tears spilling over when you saw them all shaking in fear with what was going to happen to you.

“I don’t know,” you answer truthfully your gaze locking Negans and you gestured to the bat, “Let’s get this over with.”

“Are you sure?” He asked picking up Lucille and adjusting his grip on her,”If you back out now i won’t judge you.”

You took one last look at the group you loved oh so much, burning their faces into your minds, remembering the happier days you shared with the group. You let out a content sigh and turned back to Negan, shakingly dropping down to a kneeling position. You nodded your head, contorting your hand into a peace sign behind your back for Abraham and Sasha to see. You could hear the pair share a bittersweet laugh and you tried to picture their laughs in your mind letting it echo as Negan spoke for the last time that you would ever hear, “I’m going to try to do this in one swing because i really don’t want to do this,” he mustered up all the strength he could, inhaling a large gulp of air, and pressing his lips together, brought his bat down on your head.

It didn’t hurt as much as you thought it would. That was a plus side…instead Negan kept to his promise and you were out quick enough not to hear the loud wails and screams that came from your group as they watched Negan bash your head in until it was nothing but a bloody pulp in the grass.

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